Giselle


Hi hi, just came back from bruunnncchhh at cj at taka. And its 2 more hrs to dinner. Waha! Hmm, woke up at twelve then decided to go orchard for breakfast. We waited for TWO hrs. The queue is so fricking long. I thought i was queing for dinner.


Oh, wandered to the toys section just now. I tink i want a pirates ship lego set for christmas this year, and i will build the ship from scratch with each tiny piece of lego. Its so cool! And the X-BOX 360, absolutely whamming. My current xbox is so underused. I'm the only one who plays it and seriously, my life don't allow me to go near it.

Hmm, then the last 2 days were spent at the new house, looking for ideas to renovate it. I've decided, the colour theme for my room shall be GOLD.

HAHAHA, the epitome of OBIANG-ness.

And i was thinking of hanging a life-size portrait of myself on the wall, you know, like in fullhouse, how rain hung his picture in his room. HAHA. This is art. The human face and body is a form of art and we shld celebrate such a creation. HAHA.

These three days no school, quite good life. Aiya, but still got the As. Oh, and my sis is flying to china on thurs with her school. 2 weeks without her, even better life. ha.


That's all, my life is one of the boring-est in the world right now. AHHHHHH!!

Well, back to studying.

Interest rates, you pawned me in prelims. I've to return the favour.

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!






For the fallen, always look on the bright side of life.

Cs, Ds, Es are part of the word, SUCCEED

(For the j1s, even better, they have Ss and Us)

Whereas, As make up the word _ A _ _ _ _ E.

Lol, now you know where this leads to, don't ya?

But i still want my As. =p

Ok, Go


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NINJQ5LRh-0


Check this out. WTH! lol! i like the song though.

I'm a little worried. I still don't feel like studying.
Watching a show abt prophet muhammed on Nat Geo.

No, let's rephrase it.

Studying for GP.

SIM WEIFANG


TOLD YOU TO DELETE THAT TOMATO PIC BUT YOU ACTUALLY UPLOAD AND FRICKING SENT IT TO THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!


OMG!!!!

can someone kill me pls. That pic is like........

totally speechless.


BETTER DON'T LET ME SEE CHAOS AROUND, SIM WEIFANG!!!! You're going to be so dead

MUAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!

Horoscope


It was like raffles town in lt1 today. Gerry said its like china-town in lt5. HAHA.


After that, watch you me and dupree. Then fondue at hagen daz. :))


Fattening. Next movie date is deathnote with yh. :) And i almost died today. Went to bottle tree village to celebrate xinyi's bday. I went too far out at the jetty which is like just a slope to the sea. Slipped on the algae-barnacles filled slope and it was HIGH-TIDE. Fortuanately, i was pulled back in time as i slide down the slope. I am covered with cuts and lacerations and bruises now. EVIL barnacles!! but can use lots of band-aids now. :) See, there's always a positive side to everything.

Oh, saw this on gerri's blog. Very interesting.

Libra zodiac sign


You need people, and you certainly need love, and this can lead you into romantic trouble. Opportunities are everywhere for you, because you're so attractive, so friendly, so flirtatious, and so easily influenced by the opposite sex. Love, in fact, is the most important thing in your life, which is why it's so problematic for you. But don't worry-after being misled, cheated on, and underappreciated by several partners, you'll get it right.

Your ideal mate is likely to be Aries, your zodiacal opposite. It's a planetary balance of Mars and Venus, aggression and tenderness, leadership and acquiescence, practicality and creativity. You also fare well with Gemini (they appreciate your understanding of their complex character, and you're artistically harmonious) and Aquarius (you both love people and beauty, although they're a touch more unpredictable). Although most everyone likes you, a close relationship with either Virgo (much too fussy for you) or Scorpio (much too dark for your warm, sunny outlook) is unadvisable.


Wow, aggression and tenderness! ;)
Cooked fish, this is for you. And by the way, believe it or not, i have psychic powers. I know you were wearing an AJ shirt and fixing lamps today. HAHA!

Horoscope


It was like raffles town in lt1 today. Gerry said its like china-town in lt5. HAHA. After that, watch you me and dupree. Like finally!! Next movie date is with yh, deathnote. :) I liked the dupree guy, that's how life should be. Then fondue at hagen daz. This week is totally terrible. All the fattening stuff and i ran only once. And i almost died today. Went to bottle tree village and i went too far out at the jetty which is like just a slope to the sea. Slipped on the algae-barnacles filled slope and it was HIGH-TIDE. Fortuanately, i was pulled back as i slide down the slope. I am covered with cuts and lacerations and bruises now. EVIL barnacles!! but can use lots of band-aids now. :) See, there's always a positive side to everything.

Oh, saw this on gerri's blog. Very interesting.

Libra zodiac sign


You need people, and you certainly need love, and this can lead you into romantic trouble. Opportunities are everywhere for you, because you're so attractive, so friendly, so flirtatious, and so easily influenced by the opposite sex. Love, in fact, is the most important thing in your life, which is why it's so problematic for you. But don't worry-after being misled, cheated on, and underappreciated by several partners, you'll get it right.

Your ideal mate is likely to be Aries, your zodiacal opposite. It's a planetary balance of Mars and Venus, aggression and tenderness, leadership and acquiescence, practicality and creativity. You also fare well with Gemini (they appreciate your understanding of their complex character, and you're artistically harmonious) and Aquarius (you both love people and beauty, although they're a touch more unpredictable). Although most everyone likes you, a close relationship with either Virgo (much too fussy for you) or Scorpio (much too dark for your warm, sunny outlook) is unadvisable.


Wow, aggression and tenderness! ;)
Cooked fish, this is for you. And by the way, believe it or not, i have psychic powers. I know you were wearing an AJ shirt and fixing lamps today. HAHA!

One Last Time



The performances the teachers put up today were damn funny la. Especially, the math department one, i laughed till my stomach aches. Mdm Ng is darn funny la, HAHAHA. Though she's not very helpful, but she's my favourite math teacher of all times. HAHA. The rest were great too, i think the teachers really put in a lot of effort to encourage us for the As. The chinese teachers' one is damn moving, i tell you. That song, that song is like OMG, it made me cry! I'm like the toughest nut to crack/cry, but i think i'm the first to cry. Then during the school song, the thought of singing it for one last time made me cry again.



Did you realise we'll never stand in the hall or in the parade square together and sing in unison again?

Did you realise we'll never sit together in a classroom and listen to cheng trying to be funny again?

Did you realise we'll never get to buy wonton mee together from the wonton mee auntie again?


Baaa-waa-haa, i'm feeling damn sad now. I seriously hate seperations.

The thai express boss' speech is very inspiring. He had to rush to the fish mkt to buy fish because there's a sale and stink the whole car, he had to open and close the shop himself everyday becos' he can't trust anyone with the day's takings. I seem to have seen all these things before and it reminded me of someone. Minyi remembered everything. See, effects of an inspiring speech. I figured he get straight Cs can earn 1 million at 25 and 10 million at 30 and reap in sales of 25 million per annum. On the contrary, straight As people are stuck in 9 to 5 jobs. So following this law, i get straight Ds and Es, so this means i'll have the potential to earn even more, right? :)

Oh and cheng treated us to pizzas and, mdm ng gave the star paper. I like her message: "If you want a star, make it happen." Yes, i think actions prove a lot more than mere words. Oh, and ms tan SEWED a little four leaf clover for everyone. OMG, she sewed it, man, nobody ever sewed anything for me, not even my real life blood mother (ok, to be fair, i doubt she even knows how to sew, but my dad knows. HAHAHA) I seriously can't sew for nuts too. I remembered sin yee helped me sew during home econs, or i'll bring it home and ask the maid to sew whatever thingy.

Ok, back to the point, Ms tan is really really nice. I mean, she's like ultra busy and stuff but she took time off to MAKE smth for us. That's like WOW! Hmm, went to take neoprints and hagen daz after that. :) Whee...


Ok, SATs tomorrow. Yes, minyi, you can do it, even if you haven't studied for it. Come on, you're superminyi and there's nothing that you can't conquer. There's no mountain too high and no obstacle too tough that can deter you. After all, you're minnie, not the cute walt disney one, but the small mouse with special alien powers with the small hand that will rule the earth eventually. Woo-hoooo!!
Let me end off with one of my favourite powerful quote.


"I refuse. I refuse to lose. To be average. To fail. I refuse to die. To be afraid. I refuse to be taken. I refuse." Gatorade

Nostalgia


School is officially ending. Well, its 2am now, but i can't sleep. So i just lay there and reflect on the past 2 years. Its not the first time but it seems especially poignant now.

You know, dear blog, i realised smth scary. I've a lot of regrets these 2 years. Its just a very short span of 2 years, but the amount of regrets i'd accumulated seemed to be more than my zhonghua days. I feel that these 2 years are very tumultuous, there are periods of very unhappy times as well as times of estacy.

In my zh days, there're probably 2 things which i've regretted. The first one is quitting bball, but there were some stuff which made some of us think quitting is better, nah, forget it, self-censorship. The second is not working hard for the Os and ending up in AJ. I was seriously, lethally addicted to AOM at point of time and i can only blame myself for it, but I suppose there are merits as well.

I remembered Ms chan once said that we live only once and we shld just go for it and not have any regrets in our life. She meant it as a passing comment in the midst of scolding us for failing social studies continuously, but it had a large impact on me. I think i'm the only one who remembered what she said that day. But you know, dear blog, i am such a whimp. I have more regrets now than in zh. As i reflect, there are many many things which i could have handled in a better way.

I also realised that its really difficult to have one best friend for the rest of your life. As everyone goes to different schools and everyone move on and new people come and go, its difficult to maintain the same scenario as in the past. So you'll have new friends, new best buds as you move on, but you know dear blog, there's a lot of ambivalence. This forms another regret as you realise you haven't form any best buds whom you can have heart to heart talks with, as in really freely confide without a single care in the world. I kinda miss those days when i would call you for math answers and can just suan each other for 1hr and feel extremely happy even when you won in suanning me.(i lose on purpose one, k) Do you know dear blog, that there are times in school when i'm surrounded by people, but i still feel lonely? I dunno why, everything seems great but somehow, somehow, its as if you're sent to conventry. Ok, not that serious but just, just, i dunno how to explain it. It can seem unreasonable.


And you know, dear blog, i think i'm the only one who cares enough to look through all the old files, find the suitable pics, burn them into a disc, go print them, cut out coloured paper using that chopping board thingy and squeeze my brains out despite my SATs in abt 26hrs which i haven't studied.


Foolish eh?


I think i am. Shit, why am i so truthful here?


listening to gravity now is making me feel worse. I feel so fricking lonely and small now.

Stressed


Wheee, i've finally finished making the farewell gifts. Its a sketchbook of pictures and i think its damn nice and touching. It took a hell load of time and creative juices man.

Arrrrrghhhh! SATs this sat, but i feel so naked and unprepared. I've hardly studied for it. Stress level is shooting up!! There's so much undone. OMG! I'm trying to juggle, let me see, one, two, three, Arrrggghhh, THREE big things going on in my life and As is one of them. I feel so crushed now. Its hard to devote equal time to everything and prioritising isn't helping.

Did you realise we may not see each other again?


I had a thought. Everybody is blogging about this. We're leaving this friday and would most probably not come together again in a classroom setting. I was thinking, we sped through jc life, its just cca season then study season. We haven't really had time to try to understand one another. I have this nagging feeling that we are unable to enjoy each other's company in the midst of these exams. You know, I really wouldn't mind going through jc life again, all through those tests and exam shit, just so i can go to school and see everyone everyday.



Anyway, I feel very happy stuffing wasabi into xinyi's nostrils. :)

ZOMG!! I' ve a smmaalllll cut on my 2nd finger.

Wheeee!!! Now i can stick one of those big colourful plaster over it. Wheee.....




I haf new strategies. Got to test if they work first. Muahahhahha!


L is for the way you look at me.
O is for the only one I see.
V is very, very extraordinary.
E is even more than anyone that you adore can.