6:46 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
On that day, i realized that whatever i do, i would not understand. It's just my wishful thinking. I'm somewhat stupid to carry on like this. When i look at myself in the mirror, i look miserable. There's no happiness. What's the matter with me anyway. Why should i torture myself and bearing all the agonies within me. I'm just confused. When i just have given up, the shimmering light of hope comes again. What is it trying to say? Am i being played around? When i need it, it just doesn't appear. Should i really try again and overcome all the consequences?
False Hope!
After the last paper on Friday, we decided to go out to town to refresh ourselves. After a long duration of studying and cracking our brains, surely we need to relax ourselves. HAHA! So yea, we went out also to celebrate SL's birthday which falls on 10th of may. Yea! Went to Orchard. After shopping around, went to Yi Zhen's house to watch the korean horror show(ain't scary at all). When reached 12 we celebrated his birthday! Took lots of group pictures.(credits to Esther for the pictures). Too bad Amanda Lim not there. :P:P
