Break a leg !

Assalammualaikum people:D

My kitten Puffy and Contessa has just got discharged last night. My mom kept on bragging about the hospital bills haha. cost us rm1500 for the two kitten. but hey at least they've been saved!:D . and they're here now ! Got home today bukak2 pintu je dh ada both of them:') .




Oh haaa today is one happy day for me.Alhamdulillah. tp entah la taktau kenapa. Well its probably because of the English paper i did today. screwed it real big. like BIG TIME ! haha. but heck yes i had fun writing was really enjoyable. I was in my own world. all the facks and shits were like off my mind for that moment. mhmm best best. i have maths esok. thaaaaaaaats jst urghh. I'm not a number person. i'm allergic to it, indeed.

Oh today alia and i were like "Break a leg, class!" and then we were imagining everyone in the class breaking their legs before English paper starts hahaha. okay dumb.

How do i do this eh ? mhmm

MUACHX ! liddat is it? ahah

who do you think you are? go die.

Assalammualaikum peeeeeepz.

Okay what a horrible day today is. MONDAY sucks. as always. but today, things jst got really bad.

Start off monday morning with a smile on my face, wishing it would be a good day la kan. but nahh turned out bad, really bad.

My beloved sejarah teacher asked me "Syazlina, awak makin kurus. ada masalah ke? sakit eh?" and i was like WHAAAAAAAT teacher your mata mesti tak betul go have an eye check or smthing haha. really.

i got a lot of "are you okay" today. well i was okay, but i turned out to not okay when too many people asked ! almost cried, but nahh i can still handle it. everyone was practically really scared of me today. i was in my extra fierce mood and like i go marah marah tak tentu pasal. sorry babies:S. its not me, its the hormones. blame them;p

Talked to Alia. had a heart to heart conversation, ceh poyo. no, really. i expressed everything i had to this morning. really nice having someone to listen to it huh. it was relieving. She somehow helped la jugak in a way. she jst listened to them and smile, mcm orang takda perasaan. but okay i still love you dont worry haha. mhmm.. this major huge problem is like bugging me. its following me everywhere i go. i just wont stop thinking about it. EEE bodo la you. YES YES YOUUUUUU. urghh.

Bahasa Melayu paper was okay. not bad at all. boleeeh la buat but i was like damnn sleeepy. then comes Physics 3 after recess. it was not that bad at all. well nahh it was quite hard. mostly taram je. but managed to finish it all. tetapi, masa buat the graph, haihhh. the whole school got HISTERIA again. like seriouslyyyyy, sekolah dah jadi one of the exorcist movies, for a week dah now. and today its happening again. a group of girls screaming all around the school, HUGE DISTRACTION don't you think? i was like..mhmm apa diaorg panggil, terkejut beruk eh? haha yeaaaaah man. senget terus graph. thought the school is back to normal but obviously no, not yet.

went home, visited Puffy and Contessa. they are really well recovering. the doctor said they might be discharge esok ! yeaaaaaay really can't wait !




sooo yeaaaaaah. nothing much happened today. its jst really sad and pathetic.

ohhh, you really didn't have to go text me good night at around 1 you know. oh boy i pity you, mr casanova.

oh i have to go, got tuition at 6 ! first day tuition-.- hahaha. tak pernah tuition ever since ever. i mean, before this semua home tuition, so this would be my first time. hope it'll go well.

Not forgetting, Happy Valentine's Day people! :). well yeah i'm not celebrating it or whatever but yeah, as formalities. people wish others merry christmas, happy chinese new year and happy deepavali too right, but they dont celebrate it too. soo its no harm on wishing lovers out there who are having a great time with the loved ones on this v-day !

Tomorrow is Maulidur Rasul:')

gotta go gotta go, got some killing to do !

MUAH♥

Oh Hello !

Assalammualaikum readers ! wait, i dont think i have any readers anymore cause i havent update my blog since everr! haha okay.

Oh Hello ! Okaaay for some odd reasons, I've finally gotten my mood to blog again! after so long? i knowww right. the last post was last year, world cup:'). awww. Okay honestly, i myself can't seemed to find the real reason why i'm finally blogging again. oh and guess what, i have my exams tomrrow. its the Intervensi 1 ! ahh crap. okay okay whateves. you know what, i miss crapping in my posts, aww:).

Ohh and this year, Alhamdulillah, i've started wearing Hijab. for good, insyaAllah:).

Welll okay. soo its 2011. and today is the 13th of February. which means, tmrrow is the 14th and its Valentine. time flies so fast. didnt realize that its february and in a few days time, there comes March.

Chloe gave birth to 4 beautiful kittens on the 7th of October 2010. unfortunately, 2 just died. Blackie died on Monday and Sheba died on Thursday. 2 kittens in a week. you have no idea how depressing it was. the other two, Contessa and Puffy are hospitalized cause the virus that attacked Sheba and Blackie was spread easily and really quick. so far, thres no calls from the animal medical center. hope they'd survive, i cant afford to lose another kitten:'( .
*Rest in peace Blackie and Sheba. love you to bits okay:'(

things have changed so much. i miss how things used to be. how people used to be. okay moving onnn.

I have a feeling that i've been cursed ever since 2010. whenever it is the early time of the year, i'd face many challenges. okay i know this is dumb. i'm only turning 17 this year, what great challenges could i possibly be facing right? gosh. haha .but yeah believe it or not. okay so i'm going through a lot of challenges. school, being in the 5th form, SPM, and yeah my personal life. things can't be any worse for now. like seriously. but Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me the strength to go through all this. i know i know i'm 17 but i've gone through so much in my 17 years of life so far. like so much. i've experienced a lot of things, learned a lot of new things, met a lot of new people and i've also lost a few. i really don't know wht to expect now, and in my future days.

Okay sooo now, i shall get over the past and focus on whts ahead:). it may take some time but alah time will tell, i believe in that. and I'm sure God has better plans planned out ahead of me, insyaAllah.

i think i'm done here. but i just HAVE TO STATE THE OBVIOUS HERE.

How can people be so cruel and jerky? Oh well, met thousands out there who are just like you, JUST LIKE YOU. kenapa semua nk kena sama je? aiyo.
kBye


Lovesss♥

Muah

it takes time to realize,

Wohoooo! well as you all know, spain won last night;). awesome wasn't it ? a great match. well i didn't really get to watch it haha but well yeah okay.



Nothing interesting happened today. well apart from having fun in class. haha. great fun heh. i just realised that you cn really go crazy and easily distracted being in my class haha:D. Bio teacher said that nxt week we'll have frog dissection! OMG can't wait! it sounds kinda scary and disgusting at the same time, but it would be funn i think, yes hopefully. Biology classes are getting more INTERESTING each day. wonderffffful.
was on my way to sleep actually, but couldnt seem to fall asleep though. so yeah okay.

This is what happened. You adore that person so much. it could be just anyone, your friends, your best friends, teachers, relatives or just anyone. you made him/her your idol. you like everything about that person. you respect that person very much. but in the end he/she ruined everything. he/she are the one who will totally change everything and make it vice versa. i mean like, yeah you want people to respect you, but you should respect other people too. We are normal human being right, so its okay to make mistakes. but if you want to say something or whatever, wether its something positive or negative, make sure you do it the right way. you need to think what you're gonna say before it actually came out from your mouth, and plus when you are someone who is matured and old enough to differentiate whats good and whats bad. words could kill. and plus, you are someone who is well respected, but i don't see it that way now. and the respect towards you will slowly fade. well i'm not perfect. and still young to even give my thoughts, but that doesn't mean that you're better than me.

some people are really smart and clever, but they can't think about the little things in life. kalau pandai gila belajar smpai tinggi2 tapi tak bole think outside the box tak guna jugak kan? pitty them.

ohh and yeah, got to know lots of new people recently and its pretty amazing to see how nice and cruel a human being can be. its really hard to see whos being sincere and honest kan nowadays. you can't just simply trust anyone. so, don't. or you'll regret it sooner or later.

OH MY GOD. Eclipse is out! wanna go watch it right away but have to wait till nxt week;(. so excited to see jacob<3 and edward<3, oh and bella too. lalala~

you're so fcked up.

muahs<3

This new chapter

Well okay i'm gonna let it all out here.

So its like this

It has only been a while since we've got to know each other right? hee yeah. I was so messed up and miserable but you brought me up. You helped me a lot actually heh thank you:D. The way you treated me amazingly, the more you've made me longing for you to be by my side. As time flies by, we got closer i guess? yeah yeah. was nice knowing you. a great shoulder to lean on. I abandoned you without words and explanations. I'm really sorry i did so. I know its my fault. but you could've told me earlier. then i wouldnt make a fool of myself.i feel really stupid. you want me whenever you want me and tht was it. or you just don't need me anymore, yeah that's more like it. sad right. hmmh. but whtever we're still friends,we're just not like before. i really miss that. i'm full of regrets now, but thres no use of regretting. you've made your decision i guess. so this is it.

i miss how you used to sing me to sleep
You brought me up, yet you're taking me back down.
amazing how fast people change right ?
Its all done.


you're the only one who could sing me twinkle twinkle little star and put me to sleep.
Another history



-The End of this Chapter♥

lazy bum

I don't have the mood to blog recently.
such a lazy ass.



Iman Qistina:)


my sister just got married and we finally have a brother in the family;)





Oh, Hello motherfucker;)
<3

perhaps perhaps perhaps

WOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAh. its been ages kannnn? hahaha. hm yeah. have moved to the new house. and everything has been settled down. but sadly internet tak dpt2:(. using my cousin's pc right now.
oookaay.

so, this one week break i havent done anything fun in particular. spent most of the week at the golf course. haha. weird kan? well syafiq dapat jadi wakil wilayah for under 15. its the mssm thingy. it was held in Seremban international Golf Club. so i woke up at 5.30am for 3 days in a row just to go support syafiq. haha bagus kann;D.

at first i hated going there cause i'd hve to korbankan my sweet sleeepinggggg momentt. plus its the holiday, so thought nk tidur la puas2kan, but no;(. grrh. but after the first day kan, wooohoooo. i loveee going there. hahaha. there were lots of cutie pies! haahaha semua comeeel je. oh and not to mention, they got the $$ alright. hah NINA since when ni? haha. no la kidding. there are really cute ones though. teehee;D

oh god i got really tanned well wait, citam is the right word. hahahha.


a lot happened this past few months heh;D.
ohh wait, WHAT THE FISH? fuck you, thank you.