winks

Because i know mek will never post, it, here's a big WELCOME to winkie who officially joined our 'household' (although split between a 40 minute rail journey)!

hi world! as you can see, i wanted to get out of the box so much, but in the end i got taped back, sealed, and sat on the train in darkness not being able to see the scenery outside. but it's cold, so i think the box was better!

i've been long awaited by my procrastinating owner who thought a million times which species of me to get, and she finally decided on me~~

as you can see, i'm huge, soft and cuddly and i have a big bro called Berry....

at present i seem to have outgrown him but well, he's three years older than me so i'm sure we'll be the same size before long (well, at least considering how much i'm hugged everyday!)

and i am going to skip all medical checkups because who knows what will be cultured from me even after my very first weekend -- yes i am that loved and i'm showered with kisses everyday.

so see you guys around!

winks,
Winkie :D

Banjiya blues
Gintama insert song

Sesuji nobashi ikite yuku
Straightening your back, you tried to live
Kuchi de iu no wa kantan
It's easy to say it with our lips
Daga genjitsu wa kibishii
But in truth, reality is harsh
Ikigatte senobishite mo
Even if you feel tough and hold yourself high
sekai wa sore wo tatakinomesu
the world is really just dusting you aside
Puraido furikazashi hoeta tokoro de
You unfurled your pride, started shouting
Omae nante dare mo mitenai
But it seemed like you cant see anyone

Kyuukutsu na kono sekai
In this constrictive world
omae wa tamashii wo utta
you sold your soul

Hizamazuki tanoshiku mo nai no ni emi wo ukabete
You kneel down, and even though you're unhappy, you show a smile
Omae wa sono tabi ni nani ka wo korosu
You, in that moment, killed something
Surihette kizutsuite
Fading away and getting hurt
Sore demo omae wa ikite yuku sa
But even so you continued to live

Giniro no kami nabikasete
Flowing silver coloured hair
Giniro no tamashii mune ni himete
Hiding the silver coloured soul inside you

Zutto soko ni aru mono
Those things are always there
Sou omotteta
That's what i used to think
Tada sore wa machigai
But i was wrong
Shuuen no ashioto ga chikazuite
As the sound of death's footsteps drew nearer
Awatete toritsukurotte miseru
i grew afraid, and tried to smooth things over
Tadashii koto wo uttaeta tokoro de
Even if people tried to tell me the correct things
Dare mo hanashi nante kiitenai
i didnt listen to anyone's words

Horobiyuku kono sekai
In this crumbling world
Ore wa tamashii wo utta
i sold my soul

Akiramette zetsubou shi sameta emi wo ukabete
Giving up and in despair, i show a cold smile
Ore wa sono tabi ni nani ka wo korosu
i, in that moment, killed something
Ore tachi ni wa jikan ga nai
We dont have much time
Sore demo toki wa susunde yuku sa
But even so the clock continues ticking

Giniro no sekai mimamotte
Protecting this silver coloured world
Giniro no tamashii mune ni himete
Hiding the silver coloured soul inside me

Giniro no kami nabikasete
Flowing silver coloured hair
Giniro no tamashii kokoro ni himete
Hiding the silver coloured soul in my heart

Itsuka mita sora (The sky I will see one day)


Yume wasuretaka
Have you forgotten your dream?
Ai nakushitaka
Have you lost your passion?
Karada to kokoro no itami wa
Your body and heart is in pain
Hane ga hai kawaru
Your wings have changed into ashes
Mae bure kamo shirenai
These may all be a forewarning

Naze umarete kita
But, why were you born?
Naze ichido tonda 
Why did you take the first step?
Naze ima kanashii
Why are you so anguished now?
Naze kuyashi sa
Why are you frustrated?

I can stare at this for ages :)

Akashi

by Arashi

Ano hi boku wa yume wo tada oikakenagara

Back then, I was just simply chasing after my dreams

Gamushara ni kono hi wo tada mitsumeta

Recklessly I ran, with my eyes just simply fixed on this day

Doko made mo ikeru doko e demo yukeru

I could go on no matter how far, I could go on no matter where

Koko ni himeta yuuki wo ima kono setsuna ni

Reaching for the courage hidden inside me, now, for this moment

Tooku chikatta keshiki ga ano koro no mama

Like how I vowed to that landscape from so far away, unwavering

Boku no mae ni hirogatteru kara

It is starting to unfold before me

Kazoekirenai namida to tsuyogari wo

There were countless number of tears and fake courage

Hitori kasanete sora wo mezashitan darou

Which I piled onto myself while aiming for the sky

Daremo ga todokanai mono 

There are things that no one else could reach

Kono te nara tsukameru to

But if it was with my hands, I could grasp them

Doko made mo doko made mo zutto 

No matter where, no matter where, forever

Egaki tsuzuketa yume wo

Towards the dream I've been always drawing

Aa afuredasu chikara koete yuku kokoro

Ah, with overflowing strength, and a heart that could overcome anything

Haruka tatakai no suteji

I'll aim for the stage of battle so far away

Genkai no mukou de yorokobi no sakebi wo

Crossing over my limit, I will shout with exhilaration

Ano hi oikaketa ano bamen ga 

And back then, the scene I've been chasing after 

Koko ni aru kara

Is actually right here now

Moving and powerful, it applies to everyone 

Kaze no mukou e

by Arashi

Shinjite kita kono jibun no tame ni

For the sake of myself, who kept on believing

Yume kasaneru minna no tame ni

For the sake of everyone, who laid their dreams on mine

Kansha no kotoba for my family

For my family I say words of thanks

I believe tada chikara no kagiri

I believe, to the limits of my strength

Sono aseri mo itsuka wa kate ni

That pressure will one day be my sustenance

Kono itami mo kate ni

This pain will be my sustenance

Ame ni mo kaze ni mo makezu ni ano itami ya aseri

Without losing to the rain or the wind, that pain and pressure will be

Kono hi no tame ni

For the sake of this day

Anata no bun no omoi mo daite

I'm carrying your share of feelings

Kaidan noboru yo ue mukatte

Climbing up the stairs, looking up all the way

Tsurakute Kurushiku tatte taete

No matter how hard it is, no matter how much it hurts, I'll bear it

Kansei abiru sugata kaite

Imagining myself showered with cheering voices

Your Eyes
by Arashi


Kimi no yasashisa ga kikoete kuru yo
I can hear your gentleness
Sono hitomi shinjite itsumademo
And I will believe in your eyes forever


Kono hoshi no ue jibun hitori ga
On this star was myself all alone
Dare yori mo kodoku datte
I was more lonely than anymore else
Samayou kimi ni eien wo kanjiterirunda 
In you, who is wandering, I sensed an eternity
Dakara boku wa kimi no soba ni
Which is why I'm by your side


Ano hi kizu ga ima mo iezu
The wounds from that day still remain unhealed until now
Kimi no tachidomatta mama
With you still standing still at that point
Nanimo dekizu sora wo miagete
I could not do anything but look up at the sky
Nijinda keshiki ga koboreteku
While the surroundings started to blur and crumble


Kimi no yasashisa go kikoete kuru yo
I could hear your gentleness
Sono hitomi wo shinjiteru kara
Because I believe in your eyes
Namida hitotsubu sono te no hira ni ochite
One lone tear fell onto those outstretched hands
Arai nagashite yuku atarashii yoake
Washing everything away as a new dawn begins


Moshimo ano toki kangaete mitatte
Even if at that time I had tried thinking about it
Ima go kawaru waku janakute
It does not mean that anything could have changed now
Kimi no shoujiki na kimochi wo koko made
Your honest feelings have, up until now
Todokete yo boku wa koko ni iru
Reached me, I'm right here


Kurayami no nake atemonakute
Wandering around in darkness
Kimi wa tohou ni kureteta
You were at a loss of what to do
Nigiri shimeta nukumori sae mo
Even the warmth which I gripped so tightly 
Kaze ga dokoka e tsuresatteku
Was taken away by the wind to somewhere


Wasurenai hitomi de kawashita kotoba
With unforgettable eyes, we were exchanging words
Sou itami mo todoiteru kara
That's right, we even shared our pain 
Nanimo motazu ni umarete kita hazu sa
After all, we were born without holding onto anything
Asahi ga furisosogu Hajimari no light
With the first light of dawn raining on us


Itsunomanika ushinai kaketa
Before I realized it, I was about to lose everything
Shinjiru tsuyosa omoidashite
I recalled the strength of believing
Komiageru shoudou ga ima
I feel the urge welling up now
Kimi no fukai tokoro ni hibiteru
Echoing somewhere deep inside you 


Daremo inai daichi no hate de
At the end of the world where there is no one
Sekai ga shizuka ni ugokidasu
The world quietly moves



Wasurenai hitomi de kawashita kotoba
With unforgettable eyes, we were exchanging words
Sou itami mo todoiteru kara
That's right, we even shared our pain




Kimi no yasashisa go kikoete kuru yo
I could heard your gentleness
Sono hitomi wo shinjiteru kara
Because I believe in your eyes
Namida hitotsubu sono te no hira ni ochite
One lone tear fell onto those outstretched hands
Arai nagashite yuku atarashii yoake
Washing everything away as a new dawn begins




Hajimari no light
The first light

Father, I have sinned


Father, I have sinned
Help me find my way
Remember not my sins
Just let me hear You say


I forgive you, I love you
You are Mine, take My hand
Go in peace, sin no more
Beloved one!


Father, I have turned
My back and walked away
Depended on my strength
And lived life my own way


I forgive you, I love you
You are Mine, take My hand
Go in peace, sin no more
Beloved one!


Father, I have loved
If love's the word to use
I've played so many games
They've left me so confused


I forgive you, I love you
You are Mine, take My hand
Go in peace, sin no more
Beloved one!


Father I have closed 
My heart to those in need
Thought only of myself
A victim of my greed


I forgive you, I love you
You are Mine, take My hand
Go in peace, sin no more
Beloved one!


Father I've returned
I'm home with You to stay
Standing at Your door
Knowing that You'll say


I forgive you, I love you
You are Mine, take My hand
Go in peace, sin no more
Beloved one!


I forgive you, I love you
You are Mine, take My hand
Go in peace, sin no more
Beloved one!

MEK!

hai mek!!!!

ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS!!!

you know you have the support from everyone here!!!! love you loads and i'll try to talk to you later!! (although i feel quite sleepy at the moment hee)

loveee yaaaaa

and love berry too!!

mets!

when berry met nessy. AWWW <3

Stained Glass Masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today
Feelin’ so small


‘Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they’ll soon discover
That I don’t belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything’s okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I’ll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way I see them

Is there anyone who’s been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who’s traded
In the altar for a stage
The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay


Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today
Feelin’ so small

It's over

and I'm never, ever going back there.

In Christ Alone

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand