Wednesday, November 28, 2012
{ 9:48 AM }
Its nearing the end of my first year semester 1 in SMU. Looking back, I've indeed come a long way. As I'm typing furiously away on my laptop, I begin to realise how girly this blog is and when I have the time, I'm going to change it back to something less colourful and pinky. Looking back, it kinds of reflects my childishness. I've contemplated to change my blog many many times but this blog holds far too many memories of my life. Far too many. All the way from 2004 till 2012. On and off... on and off updating the wonderful stories of my life.
As of right now, I have a final paper to do this saturday and yet I'm idling my time away updating my long forgotten blog. I know no one visits this now but isn't that great? I can say anything I want for the whole wide world to see yet none of them are my friends. Be it pretentious friends or real friends on Facebook, I seek solace in publishing my life online.
I thought I seen it all in the army. As a dog handler.
Clearly, I was wrong.
Pretentious. Yes. I purposely chose this word. Being trapped in a well for nearly a good 3/4 of my life, I only know about politics when I first went to Junior College. Well, that was mild, considering the childish political stuff that people gossip. I do admit I'm one of those few that do that. More often than not, you become the person that you once hated and sworn never to be. I'm not talking about murderers, rapists or whatnots. I'm talking about being sensitive, backstabbing, lying and competitive people that struggle to be the cream of the cream of the crop. Welcome to SMU. I guess it really gives me a new perspective of life and what to expect in the future. Flooded with projects and dealing with nasty group mates and trying to fluff during presentations as well as dealing with pesky questions from sharp eyed students who spots errors and take the opportunity to shoot the presentation down. It really makes me grow up.
First things first though, this place needs cleaning up.
{ 9:48 AM }
Its nearing the end of my first year semester 1 in SMU. Looking back, I've indeed come a long way. As I'm typing furiously away on my laptop, I begin to realise how girly this blog is and when I have the time, I'm going to change it back to something less colourful and pinky. Looking back, it kinds of reflects my childishness. I've contemplated to change my blog many many times but this blog holds far too many memories of my life. Far too many. All the way from 2004 till 2012. On and off... on and off updating the wonderful stories of my life.
As of right now, I have a final paper to do this saturday and yet I'm idling my time away updating my long forgotten blog. I know no one visits this now but isn't that great? I can say anything I want for the whole wide world to see yet none of them are my friends. Be it pretentious friends or real friends on Facebook, I seek solace in publishing my life online.
I thought I seen it all in the army. As a dog handler.
Clearly, I was wrong.
Pretentious. Yes. I purposely chose this word. Being trapped in a well for nearly a good 3/4 of my life, I only know about politics when I first went to Junior College. Well, that was mild, considering the childish political stuff that people gossip. I do admit I'm one of those few that do that. More often than not, you become the person that you once hated and sworn never to be. I'm not talking about murderers, rapists or whatnots. I'm talking about being sensitive, backstabbing, lying and competitive people that struggle to be the cream of the cream of the crop. Welcome to SMU. I guess it really gives me a new perspective of life and what to expect in the future. Flooded with projects and dealing with nasty group mates and trying to fluff during presentations as well as dealing with pesky questions from sharp eyed students who spots errors and take the opportunity to shoot the presentation down. It really makes me grow up.
First things first though, this place needs cleaning up.