Tell me something new, something i don't already know.
I'm Jingwen. It's common but my surname's not so if you really wanna know, I'm Cantonese although I can't speak/write/understand canto and I always eat potatoes (:
All these things around me. It's not working out. Pw? I hate that play-safe idiot. I literally hate him. I'm breaking down at every single thing. Why can't I be more patient or more optimistic? When I need to talk to someone I contemplate at every single person I think of. And truth be told it's not a lot of people I think of. Everyone's got such happy lives I feel like everything I own or try to own were never mine to begin with. There's so many things running through my mind right now. Fuck, I need to take control of my life.
Monday, October 31, 2011
11:09 PM 0 comments
Fucking asshole
I can't stand you at all. Before deciding whether to go to a poly or a jc I told my friend my reasons for not wanting to come to jc and one of them was meeting childish people. Turns out my luck was bad and I ended up being stuck in the same class as you. I can't believe in the beginning I thought you were one of the best but I was so wrong. So wrong. You're the most immature person I've ever met who lies and thinks that you're forever the person who is correct. Let me tell you that you're not because you say hurtful things and after someone confronts you about it you claim that whatever you said was just a random statement and is not directed to anyone. Well fuck you cos you're just a whiny bitch who dares not own up to what you say. Yeah sure, call me a bitch for telling someone what you said. First I never said anything about you being angry, you fucking look at the way you type your fucking thoughts. Second when I say things I think about it carefully before saying. I don't fucking post on twitter that is THAT FUCKING OBVIOUS WHO IT IS REFERRING TO AND EVEN HINT (MY ASS) TO OTHERS WHO IT IS. Third I don't tell other people's secrets. Even if I don't like the person or am not close I don't fucking tell their secrets. The truth why you think I'm a bitch is cos I can openly say what I feel. It means I'm straightforward. While you're just a fucking coward who hides behind twitter and tries to stir up trouble in class. You're one of the fucking worst classmates anyone can have. Enough said, Bitch.
Friday, August 5, 2011
12:38 AM 0 comments
jingwen, you think too much. it's not going to happen no matter how much you think. life's not an imagination. it's real and no amount of fantasies of yours would turn reality less unfair. deal with it.
i want to be braver but i'm not. i try to accept that things would eventually be but it's hard. what if i caused it all now. i became my own enemy ):
Sunday, April 3, 2011
2:03 AM 0 comments