What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok

I'm falling to pieces, yeah,

I'm falling to pieces

I'm Permanent

haha sorry this song's just stuck in my head.

alright bye(:

it's been 2 years.
i still get images of you now and then.
it's a part that i know i can never forget.
but i've learnt to let go. i've learnt to understand.
i'm glad everyone is moving on well.
everyone is.

rest well, grandpa.


its better this way. yep

Permanent - David Cook

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you’ll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won’t go away today

Will you think that you’re all alone
When no one’s there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I’m permanent

I know he’s living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say just touch and go I wish I could make it go away
But still you say

Will you think that you’re all alone when no one’s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I’m permanent
I’m permanent

Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you’ll never see me cry

happy valentine's day! (:

may all of you receive something special from that special someone!

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain


The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.


afraid this year will break me all over again.
i feel suffocated.

sorry.

我们 那么甜那么美那么相信

那么疯那么热烈的曾经

为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去.

Far away - Ingrid Michaelson

Far away far away, I want to go far away.
To a new life on a new shore line.
Where the water is blue and the people are new.
To another island, in another life.

i wanna grab a boat and set sail right now!

i need an escape from reality.

You are my sunshine, My only sunshine.
You make me happy When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear, How much I love you.

Please don't take my sunshine away.

i need to learn to conserve energy for the whole day.

losing it all when night comes :/
rahhh rly rly tired.

and there goes another weekend.
rahhh :/
so much work, so many things to be done.
it's just....rahhh! when's the next weeekend!

hmm..on a happier note,
i would never had done all these in my ip1 and ip2 years.
i'm glad i've changed.
to think, to study, to be realistic.
i guess im still a dreamer sometimes.
but at least, i know my dreams aren't just direction vectors.
you find a direction, and you work hard to add the magnitude to it.


good job chiansiang. for now.
keep fighting.