"oh...i won't be there"


这句话...把我的心碎了.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok

I'm falling to pieces, yeah,

I'm falling to pieces

I'm Permanent

haha sorry this song's just stuck in my head.

alright bye(:

it's been 2 years.
i still get images of you now and then.
it's a part that i know i can never forget.
but i've learnt to let go. i've learnt to understand.
i'm glad everyone is moving on well.
everyone is.

rest well, grandpa.


its better this way. yep

Permanent - David Cook

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you’ll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won’t go away today

Will you think that you’re all alone
When no one’s there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I’m permanent

I know he’s living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say just touch and go I wish I could make it go away
But still you say

Will you think that you’re all alone when no one’s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I’m permanent
I’m permanent

Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you’ll never see me cry

happy valentine's day! (:

may all of you receive something special from that special someone!

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain


The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.


afraid this year will break me all over again.
i feel suffocated.

sorry.

我们 那么甜那么美那么相信

那么疯那么热烈的曾经

为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去.

Far away - Ingrid Michaelson

Far away far away, I want to go far away.
To a new life on a new shore line.
Where the water is blue and the people are new.
To another island, in another life.

i wanna grab a boat and set sail right now!

i need an escape from reality.

You are my sunshine, My only sunshine.
You make me happy When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear, How much I love you.

Please don't take my sunshine away.

i need to learn to conserve energy for the whole day.

losing it all when night comes :/
rahhh rly rly tired.

and there goes another weekend.
rahhh :/
so much work, so many things to be done.
it's just....rahhh! when's the next weeekend!

hmm..on a happier note,
i would never had done all these in my ip1 and ip2 years.
i'm glad i've changed.
to think, to study, to be realistic.
i guess im still a dreamer sometimes.
but at least, i know my dreams aren't just direction vectors.
you find a direction, and you work hard to add the magnitude to it.


good job chiansiang. for now.
keep fighting.

i'm tired.

and i miss you.

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new year resolutions!

1. for all my family members and friends to be healthy and happy and successful (esp for As!)
2. for you to be happy always, and stay healthy! (:
3. to reach out for my dreams and goals, hopefully get what i've always wanted. (:

haha.
i wish you all who happen to read this blog..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!(:
mooooooooooooooooo~ :D

jiayou chiansiang!

It's new year soon! (:
haven't cleared my messy room yet, maybe i'll get it done tonight
had fun at the choir steamboat!
had a great day today(:

life's great these days.
dont let things die down.

jiayou qingxiang(:

wooo finally changed blogskin. haha its not the best but oh well. at least its colourful! (:

School has started for a week now..THANK GOD
it really feels like everyone's been in school for 3 months already :/
notes, homework, tests, SPA, cca all pouring in..
i'm still not too used to being J2 -.-"
watching those ip kids running around just makes me envious!
haha they're really funny when they do the mass dance!
reminds me of when we ourselves were ip1 (right lynna? HAHA)

choir's been..i dunno. haha. nothing much to comment on except...
JOIN CHOIR! JOIN NOW! JOIN! JOIN JOIN JOIN!
JOOOOOOOOOOOOINNNNNNNN CHOIR PLEASE!
(now you sense the desperation. haha)


been trying hard to fulfill the "sleeping early" resolution!
haha i'm proud to announce tt yesterday 12am was the latest record! :D


urghhhh i want more holidayyyyss! :(

am i different?

heyyy i'm in america now! (:

it's been all great around here but listen up folks.

LAS VEGAS IS SUCH A BOREEEEEEEE! :(

it was an utter disappointment. its seriously not for the underaged.
only ONE theme park and its closed down for renovation????
all the others are for adults.
and no, there's no "RA" stuff
just cash in cash out at the casinos. bleh

not gonna update too much now. maybe later date.
leaving for San Francisco tomorrow.
will be back on the 14th!

miss singapore foooooooooood.
haha.
bleah


:/

this period of time has been too wonderful(:
i hope i can keep smiling(:

+ve! :D

class outing was really really memorable(:

i'm sorry to kaiting and daniel.
guess we should've put some focus on safety..
luckily we gathered our valuables in wanyun's bag. thanks!
and i rly hope the degree of damage isnt so great.
we'll do it better next time!


glad that towards the end of the day we all had smiles on our faces(:
haha its gonna sound really weird but...

I WANT THE PHOTOS! :DDD

haha. though i'll prob look like shit anyway.
its a good memory with the class(:



hope to see you guys again on 7th nov!
if i can make it..haha gsc A levels in 2 weeks! > :O

we had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun(:


fate? (:

if only.
they all floated in the air, and move to another place.


i'm sorry. i'm just so wrong.


try again? (:

I will sing you morning lullabies
You are beautiful and peaceful this way
I know you have to close your eyes on everyone
Let me help you, I'll sing you to sleep
With morning lullabies.



you're safe here.

zero motivation.

i think i need a really good inspiration so i'd set my mind straight for studying gsc.
hai.

but anyway.
I'M CRAVING FOR HAWAIIAN PIZZA NOW! )):




since morning i've been dying to eat it! ):

mum and dad's having their er ren shi jie right now.
sucks. haha they didnt leave anything :/

well. been stoning most of the day.
i'm glad its deepavali tmr, means i have one more day to find motivation! :D

anyway its 6I dinner tmr! hope many ppl will turn up, very long never meet them le (:
hahaha. okayy then i guess tts all for today.


stronger.
better.
less fragile.

The storm is coming but i don't mind.
People are dying, i close my blinds.

holding on.

agreed. (:


now where's that sunshine...

to cec: didnt retain! (:
and thanks for the hugs people!

i guess having time to just relax at a park or by the beach has became a luxury.
with Written Report disaster just ended (YAY!)
there's still more more more
there's OP and gsc A levels (urgh)

everytime i try to relax and watch simpsons for awhile..
my parents come in and nag at me for not reading gsc stuff.
so much naggingg that sometimes i'd rather just sleep once i reach home.
im already trying my best to fit some time for gsc okayy
and they wouldnt understand what PW rly means...-.-
so "project"becomes an excuse to go out and play -.-"

so tired of explaining myself..
so tired of being patient
so tired of being a friend
so tired


to be me.

wanting some privacy.

i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.





i need a hug.
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kay. think positive.