but another rant, a really random one

hey there:: ) haha, im in school now and tapping away on kimberlys lappy. oh yes, i didnt bring lap top, wahahaha! slack. lectures and tutorials all ended earlier then expected: ) yay, like slacking away and having claudia nagging at my ear side going 'never say me, never say me.' LOL. actually i have no agenda to blog. but im just bored. eh, so dont blame me for a random post.

im still not in the exams/mugging mood yet. in fact im like switched to the super rotting mode because of no tutorials and surviving only on revision lectures that are actually quite a light meal. save me someone, exams are just three weeks away! tell me that its still a long way to go and i can wait:: D oh well, i wish.

soo im still loving TB28, but its soon time to select a new timetable. i seriously hope and pray hard that we're remain together. but the truth is, its highly unlikely:: ( oh please oh please, let there be a miracle.

next week is going to be a heavy week. having a test on monday, heritage trial on tuesday, wednesday FTP carnival and day of His power and i could rant on and on!

oh crap oh crap classmates complaining its boring, let super carmen come to their rescue:: D LOL! takecare people, more updates soooooon!

maketh me an instrument of praise; for all of my days i would live to worship my dad and King.

this little light of mine, im going to let it shine

from the late updates you must have inferred that im back to being little miss busy. LOL! indeed i have been caught up with school and projects, i could just die but thanks to the grace of God im alive and kicking. oh yes, all the projects are down and now its time to switch myself to the exam mode. oh man, the very thought of it is a killer. LOL!



but before that i need my ever-needed rest and to update you faithful one. this week has been a busy week where BA had our first ever esporte/recruitment drive. i personally felt that it was fun. at least i got to know more names to match more faces:: D day one at esporte i was on duty for soccer registration, the match was fun to watch, the job was relaxing; just the way i like it. day two wasnt that good afterall. was involved in the endurance race and it was madness, super tiring and i gave up after two hours! tough game, seriously. but of course, i had funn. but it was funny how we became exhibitions on that structure! SC recruitment was a success, we had sufficient SCs and woohoo, my ever greatest TB28 is in it with me, yes their ever greatest support:: D i lovee.


TB28,07, a gift from above.


BA society; fun loving madness, i adore<3.

its my beautiful weekends approaching again, looking forward to edge, team dream, services. woosh! meeting with all the beautiful ones:: ) i dont have to emphasize, cause i rant on and on about them every single week, and about how marvellous and awesome a brother/sister they are. and yes, net was as usual mighty today, i had fun every single week being with these that i love.



the wonder net; toa payoh:: D
beautiful, there are a thousand words that i could express yet not be able to comprehend how much youare loved and chrished. each and everyone of you. thank you faithful ones for all your timely encouragement and the love that you showered<3.

okay now i have to catch up on my beauty sleep. i need i need:: ( or i'l turn grouchy and eat all you uppp! LOL, goodnight sweet heart. thank you for staying with me<3.

its not about choosing who to love, but choosing to love whoever. embrace His creation, i believe is His will, i've learned.

the Father's love, exceedingly abundantly

after almost sufficient rest, carmen is here, exicited to blog again. yesterday was youth net rally and sure, it was fun. FYH was packed almost to the max. had a dance team from abroad to come perform at the service and it was absolutely marvellous. i have never seen anything of this sort before, it was a unique dance genre. i really really love it. they were true dancers to me because they werent afraid to express and to act. uhh, i just watched with jaws that couldnt click. LOL. and more then that, you see that they dance for Jesus. especially the one man's dance, i almost teared.

picture taken and edited by Declan Chua
then, an aussie pastor preached at the service and he was really funny. he was sharing about how we were created in the image of God although we may not look exactly like him:: ) and the verse on 'ask and you will receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door will be open to you' in matthew7:7 about how we could go to the Father and not be afraid to ask him; how believers should believe. i did had alot of fun! but that was not the best part, NIGHT CYCLING:: D woohoo, the thought of it makes me excited and also agitates my aches! my ever-first night cycling and it was super fun. it was record breaking for me, never have i ever cycled for such a loong distance, 44KM! and that explains all the pain im experiencing now. im aching from my shoulders to my calf, i need the muscle ache relief plaster thing, anyone? LOL!

due to night cycling and a need to catch up on my sleep, i missed my BA meeting! i intended to go and thought i would wake up after an hour's nap but it wasnt as easy as i thought, i was no super women as dad states. and as follows, he forbid me from going to grace's brothday celebration:: ( haha, anyway grace chn is really sweet lah, shes really nice and like all patient. i've never seen her flare. LOL, takecare alot pretty women! you are loved like alot. happy 21st<3.>

oh yah, and happy birthday seowwei and derek:: ) hahaha, i missed their celbration but they know they were missed and loved lah, hoh? LOL! takecare lots all agraones, although we havent been meeting up just as often please know that you are kept in my thoughts:: ) especially to all my GEE'ELs; work hard, play hard and miss your babies hard! takecare<3.>

yiks, look at the time, i still have a project to rush, i shall drop you lovely ones off here. i still have to wake up for class tomorrow morning. takecare and yes, you are loved BIG! God bless.

quoted from xuan's PM: the joy of great intimacy with the Father is the reward of commitment.

You give and You take away, yet i'l choose to say

hey people. what a beautiful day this is. haha! so beautiful i've decided to update:: ) had dinner with all the net leaders moments ago at new york new york. haha, food was good but the fellowship was even better, and i am still feeling bloated from the oh-so delicious food. oh man oh man, thumbs up for everthing lah. my fellow sisters and brothers ended my night wonderful. for this i thank God for them that He has placed in my life and taught me lessons beyond textbooks, thank God for this spiritual family that i love. and that i've learned, openess and transperancy tears down walls of pride and diversity<3.

yesterday was BA society birthday celebration at Plaza Singapura's Swensens. it was fun lah, got to know more people and know them a little better too. previously i cant match names with faces, but at least now, im almost there. i think it'll just take one more meeting. LOL! celebrated crystal's and wenjin's birthday. actually suppose to be with elaine too but she couldnt make it, and she was missed. haha, our table started lame sharings and i was happy, cause i had plenty to share. LOL! thats just carmen being carmen, :: ) and yes am beginning to love society more!

will be missing agraone's birthday celebrations tomorrow! i have to give brother tuition:: ( but i know they are going to miss me! haha, right right agraone? LOL, and yes, angeline goh tee yue is very much missed and she always claims that i dont love her:: ( haha, sorry babe, have been really busy but you have been kept in thoughts, all the best for your presentation, LOVE!

talking about presentation, i have one tomorrow and one that just past on monday, though the moday one was last minute work, we did quite well:: ) haha, great job team mates! oh and yes, BCA presentation tomorrow, am rather nervous cause we havent went through the whole thing. so we're meeting in the morning to do so. all the best classmates and of course, team mates. lets excel together:: D

and yes, that means that carmen has to be a good girl and tuck herself to bed now. oh, and have i told you, i get scolded out of bed every morning. LOL! daddy oh daddy, haha. looking forward to net rally and night cycling, yayy!

every blessing You pour out i'll turn it back to praise.

a sip of coffee or perhaps tea

as colin (magnifiso) has stated, its been sometime since i updated. aiyah, cannot be blamed, have been very busy with school work and projects. there really isnt much time for blogging:: (


now that im sitting infront of the screen i cant think of anything to post about. LOL! oh yes, i had my econs test today and i really wasnt prepared. but somehow my brain manage to hold all that i've learned and tried squeezing in at the very last minute. haha, and gratitudes to Kim for teaching me the very last part at the very last moment which was like the last question in the paper:: ) and thank God for He is faithful.

had a really wonderful week with TB28 this week. haha, my ever-best buddys in school:: ) i guess after the BBQ at william's a greater bonds has been established! doesnt it sound exciting, wait till i show you the pictures my class took together. i heard from some that we will change class every semester, oh please let that be a myth. we have just begin to be drawn closer. let us stay the same. and if i could ask for more, i would be greedy and ask for the rest of next three years! TB28 are like woohoo!

and today is a friday and we had net! woohoo. i had fun with those little ones and yes, camwhoring session part2. haha, but the photos are with shar:: ) we had a great time today and yes, im looking forwars to youth net rally! haha, and prayfully daddy lets me go for night cycling.

hey something is so wrong with blogger i cant upload my pictures, uhh. never, i really never cry wolf. it just wouldnt appear! rarr.

have to sleep, its morning time. LOL, goodnight planet:: )

as i look upon Your name, circumstances fade away.

stand

carmen was a good girl today, not that she isnt now:: ) haha, i stayed home and did my homework because theres no school today, woohoo! due to yesterday's TB28 madness, i only got up in the afternoon, sorry marcus!

yes, TB28 had our class gathering yesterday! barbeque at william's house, huge huge house with a huge huge yard, and huge huge toilets. and its needless to say, we had huge huge fun! we strated playing indian poker and the forfeit became wilder and wilder, oh dear! carmen now wants to bury her head in the ground. oh well, i shall not go further and keep this blog pure and of course, carmen stood her ground:: ) but we did have fun lah, and after a long long time i came home late again. but thanks to weilynn, weng wah and theresa i reached the busstop safe and to felice for the phonecall that drived lonliness away from that long bus trip. thank God for TB28 and thank God for felice<3.

oh no oh no got to fly, metting beloved huiling for food! hahaha, that starving women would eat me up if i go late. hahah! then prayer meeting/caregroup! yay i like, i love my leaders!

later!

in Your strength i'l soar and fly

its been sometime, im really left with little and almost minimal energy but i'll still post to keep some of you faithful readers updated. haha! say im nice:: ) its been a wonderful weekend, well the truth is meeting with the church body is never a boring thing. in fact that is the thing that keeps me going and grooving. its not the amount of words spoken, but looking at the encouragement they'd be to one another has spurred me on and taught me a lot. i guess God is really faithful and i am beginning to see the big transformation:: ) woohoo, am excited to see the so-much-more God has in store for us!

met huiling on friday and had a little catch up time with her, it was really great. though the time spent together wasnt long, but its the quality of the time lah. hoh huiling? yes i've missed this girl a lot! and haha, i have yet to go down to RP to find her. soon soon, someday:: D

no net this week:: ( yes, you could tell it all. had service at tampines and definitely it was as awsome lah! you should have been there, then you would know! haha so next time dont miss services you never know what you miss out on. LOL! at edge pastor jeremy started on a new series; stand. so now, the more you shouldnt miss edge cause as students i really think there is a great relevency and we can all bring home something with us.

i got so much more to talk about, like team dream and all but its bedtime! everyone go 'awwww..' haha! i'l post soon lah, at least i'l try! and the photos:: X LOL, i love you for being patient with me:: D have to sleep have to sleep, school! and lots of work to do but im still joyful, joy-full

the glory from on high could only be fully reflected on a mirror that is clear and cleaned.

one meal with all the nutrients i need.

you must have thought i ran away leaving behind a whole lot of debt of photos im owing you. LOL, so not! i have been busy and turning in early these days, with the exception of today:: ) actually theres like nothing much to update lah.

team dream machine's launch was a marvellous success with everyone playing their part. we sure had fun as a lot in the midst of burning out those calories. haha, it was really God's hand upon the whole project and i must say He is indeed a faithful God. and right now im already looking forward to next week's meeting, woosh. so see, you should join us too! hahah. but still we pray for open hearts that they may see the source of this love comes from Him who is above.

oh yah, and another thing that i want to thank God for is my results! yes, i did a whole lot better than i expected:: ) it wasnt me, but God's faithfulness in honouring. most importantly, daddy's happy<3.

had a date with my mum, grandma and cousin today. and when all the women gather, they go shopping! haha, i never knew what it was like to shop with my mum, i do love the time together but shopping with her can be quite a killer. LOL! but overall, date graded absolutely great! but i wouldnt mind going on another shopping date with my girlfriends, so dont strike me out of your shopping buddy list yet:: D

oh no, not i dont want to upload the pictures, the computer hanged on me. oh please, will you look at the time and spare me the rod. haha, am really tired and yes, carmen needs to sleep. haha! i know you still love me love me. sorry all you faithful ones, another day!

bring me to my knees, may i know You more and more.

who is that girl i see, staring straight back at me

back here again, but still no photos. i know how much im owing you those photos that i promised from agraone's chalet, teamdream machine, net and all but please be nice and patient and wait, just a little longer :: D actually i dont know what am i doing here. haha, turned on the computer and unknowingly found myself posting.

edge today, my happy saturday:: ) everyone is back, grace chong and joanne fu. woohoo, i love my saturdays. love the hugs from my pretty girls, the hi-fives from those brothers of mine, smiles from the other edgers or a simple hi-bye. that is how i love my saturdays to be. dont you take this day away from me! LOL, abit random. anyway, it was dream machine's launch today and we officially started 'doing work'. it was really tiring but fun:: ) its nice to see the smiles of satisfied people. i washed the toilet in a home and from 3 of us, somehow someway, we increased to having 8 helpers in a single home. a few professional good boy/girl dreamers, and inevitably, a few pampered inexperienced dreamers but i can definitely see their efforts. good job all dreamers!

okay its late and im on usher duty tomorrow for corporate service, woohoo. im excited. haha! i always like corporate. LOL, where all the saints gather and raise His banner. i love i love<3. okay so now im going to sleep and get energised for tomorrow. hehe. oh man whats with me, high-ness:: D

this alabaster jar, is all i have of worth. i break it at Your feet, its less than you deserve.