its been 19 days

hey there you staring blankly at the screen, did you realise its been 19 days since i blogged and you have missed me so so badly? LOL! well, so much has been happening since. so much so that i forgot what happened. can you imagine that, actually i just dont know what to blog about:: )
okay, happy birthday to cecilina, joanne fu, kirk zhang, johnson, hui xuan, lynn tan, brenda yeo and all those january babies out there. congratulations for being an early baby, for that you get the worms! HAHA.
now now, carmen i working for mummy boss at woodlands 'pasar malam' selling clothes. do come down to support her if you love her! and i know you do:: ) haha. though the job is really tiring having you to stand for 10 hours(exaggeration!), dealing with aunties trying to bargain their way through, but it sure isnt a boring job. i do enjoy the job where i get to meet different kind of people each day. but of course some repetitive ones who comes back for a second buy:: )
went out with yihong recently, to town. she had a list of items in mind that she wanted to consume with 68dollars in a card. haha, and guess what, we bought none. this is called authentic window shopping, and thats my style. LOL! -hey sweets, i just want to say that i really treasure you as a friend. though you always appeared nonchalant, you did make a difference in my life. i was even more assured of how much this friendship was worth when you introduced me to chervin. i would say im really encouraged and i have never stopped and will never stop loving you:: ) for all the happens, im here by you. if you need somebody, im just a phone call away. god bless you sweet heart!
to miss chen- i finally found the right illustration to describe this friendship: 'north poles and south poles do not meet and never will meet. but we're an example of a miracle that does happen.' but you surely mean the world to me.
to huiling- you taught me to love without expectations. thank you sweets. i will never let go of this friendship we found and i will never let go of you, one whom i found out of a 400million population.
to the rest of you- i love you just as much. and you're just as special to me because God placed you in my life to make this picture complete. without you, this story is never complete. thank you!

signing off with love,
carmen

happy new year! yesyes my people, i know its a little too fast to believe its already year 2007, but it really is. im still living in the past, thinking its year 2006. haha. honestly, i dont know what to expect this coming year. but whatever it may be im going to learn to lean on God and His words:: ) so much to thank God for for the great things He had done for me last year. from the grace He bestowed to me, the love He showered upon me, the many miracles He has performed in my life and the life of my friends. indeed, "how great is our God" most importantly, thank God for the many friends in my school that came to know the Lord! its not my effort, but God's promise. and till this very moment im still really happy about their salvation. my beloved new-borne in Christ, God loves you and i love you too. this walk of eternal destiny may not be the easiest road to take, along with it are many humps and bumps, honestly, its one tough road. the road of eternal destruction may be a lot easier, smooth and sweet but its never lasting. the road so narrow and small, leads us to everlasting light, out of this pitch dark world. essentially, your daddy in heaven is walking alongside you. there may be tough times in your christian walk but you have a God that holds the universe in His hands to watch over you, so come what may, never give up on this big daddy that loves you more than anything in this world. a love so unconditional, a love so pure like nothing here on Earth. so cling on to Him my dearest, for He is faithful.
okayokay, now my new year's resolution. i really learned a great lesson this few days, a lot about love as i've mentioned in my previous post. so in this year 07', i want to LEARN TO LOVE. it may sound like a piece of cake but im going to bring this love of my to the next level and to reflect the love God has shone on me. so i love you people. takecare!