the Lord is my shepard baa-baa
hello there my faithful people, its been sometime since i updated, kind of lost the mood to blog. unless i know i have some loyal readers, then that will motivate me to blog:: ) LOL! week has been ohsogood because REGION'D rocks the house. haha, all the D'ers nod their heads:: D its just fun fun and more fun to be with these wild kids, kids who love the Lord as well.

oh yes, i want to take the honour of welcoming DARREN and FELICE that just joined us in this bigbig family. congratulations you people for your new life in Christ. continue to keep your faith in God and 'lean not on your own understandings but in all your ways acknowledge Him and he will make your path straight' hehe. all i can say is that im really very very happy for the both of you! and im proud to announce you as my brother and sister in Christ! for anything you may come across in your spiritual walk, remember God is with you and He will carry you through, only if you learn to depend on Him. also, you have all of us here to help you along; youre never alone:: ) takecare lots and i really hope to see both of you grow in this house of God! now, thats what i call we're E X P A N D I N G. woohoo, we need more crazy people in this house of God!

Lastly, to all my fellow o'levelers from school and from church, study hard my people, its going to be over in no time. but still, learn to stay stress free yah? you dont want to go blank during your paper. so study real hard and play just hard:: D so when you're having your exam blues, remember carmen loves you, people;; ) tips! i eat chocolate to destress, but becareful not to have an overdose, you dont want to die of shock when you step on that weighing scale:: D

Just Another Day.
im right now in my school's library. suppose to be digging my head in those books but dont really have the mood to. hey people, be proud of me, i finally started studying YESTERDAY! okay, uhm i dont think its something to be happy about. oh no! time check; we are 19 days away from o'levels(thats for me because my paper starts on the first) and i only started studying yesterday? hahas, may God grant me grace. urgh, super depressed because the net leaders training(NLT) that i was so looking forward to was CANCELLED! i was told that there was not enough enrolment and so i have to wait till next year. sigh* aiyah, maybe God has bigger and better plans for me:: )

well, sometimes i really question about how God works. for a moment i was feeling all so charged up, but the very next moment the fire just dies out, situations just happens. it can really get tiring at times but im going to learn to depend on Him for he is much stronger and greater than i am. at times i feel like a spoilt child in God's presence. His presence just makes you want to stay a little longer, his embrace just melts your heart. when God is smiling at you, nothing, nothing can come against you nor dampen your spirit. you just wish things would stay like that. but it doesnt. situations just keep rolling in, things just keep happening. this is not when God no longer loves you, nor has he turn His face away. but he, just like every other parent is teaching you so you may grow, so you may learn. even through your hardest moments, God still stands by you, he has never left. God still loves you as much as before, he has never stopped. God only put you through situations so that your faith will grow, so that you can grow into greater intimacy with Him. now tell me, how great can our God be:: D so if you're going through tough times and everything seems wrong, smile because God is watching over you!

honestly, im enocouraging myself lah. hahas, but if this so happen to apply to you. my dear sister and brother, God is encouraging you:: ) LOLS! so pluck up that courage and face this day, not alone but with your loving Father.

LYRICS

Above all
Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kindgoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasure of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind a stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

The Cartoon Song by Chris Rice
I was thinking the other day
What if cartoons got saved?
They'd start singing praise
In a whole new way

Yea, I was thinking the other day
What if cartoons got saved?
They'd start singing praise
In a whole new way

Fred and Wilma Flintstone sing
ya-ba-daba-lujah

Scooby-do and Shaggy
scooby-do-be-lujah

And the Jetson's dog named Astro
ra-ra-ru-jah

CHORUS

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
cowabunga-lujah, dude

Then there's Kermit the Frog here,
singing hi-ho-la-lujah

And that little bald guy, Elmer Fudd
hallelujah, uh

CHORUS

Oh that big ol' Moose and his friend Rocky,
ba-ya-ca-bujah

And our favorite bear named Yogi,
hi-a-baa-lujah

And There's all those little blue guys
And they'd sing..
la-la-lalalala-lalala-lujah

Oh, how 'bout Beavis, and that other guy
*beep*

CHORUS

Now there's a point to this looney tune
I'm not an animaniac, but there's a lot of praising to do
And cartoons weren't made for that,
It's our job. Oh, yeah

So let's sing hallelujah (hallelujah)
hallelujah (hallelujah)
hallelujah (hallelujah)

Let's sing hallelujah... (Let's sing hallelujah)
hallelujah (hallelujah)
found this really cool lyrics and i thought i'd share:: )

glory to God

hello there, here to post another post. hey i dont know what happened to my tagboard, it seems like it just vanished into thin air. without my tagboard, i just feel like im the only one reading my own blog. so sad right? okay nevermind, my posts are like so so long and naggy, i doubt any would want to read it too. hahas! okay, i should just stop beating around the bush.
well, right here i just want to give all glory to God. He has been so good to me and has blessed me trememdously. yes, its my results. super unexpectedly and miraculously, i did better than i expected and all glory goes to God. honestly, i did not put in much effort in preparing for prelims this time round(yes, and many refuse to believe me). i just thought i was going to have to prepare for lashing from daddy. but as i retrieve each paper, im just too shocked for words and am overwhelmed with joy. papers that i thought i would fail, came in as a pass. paper which i thought would be a just pass, came in amazingly good:: ) im just left dumbfolded by the goodness of God. not only in terms of results, God has also blessed me in my spiritual walk. it was during this 'prelims preparation' period that God has done a great work in me. He renewed visions that i've lost, revived in me the passion for souls. i guess God chose this time to do His work in me was really a test of faith for me. i had to believe that he would enable me to do well only if i choose to believe. just as he says, if we honour Him, He will honour us. and guess what, God never fails! i know i would have never been able to achieve this much if i do it in my own strength. but 'i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me'. i believe during this 'o level preparations' period, God has more in store for me, and i await anxiously. hey, but dont get me wrong yah? im not saying you just sit there and believe that God will bless you and you dont study AT ALL. nonono! faith without works is nothing. so, you just have to have faith and do your best, God will do the rest, amen!
i hope this would be a testimony for my other brothers and sisters out there who are stressing for major exams, and also an encouragement for the rest:: ) take care all you people. and all the best for the cucial papers!

and i wave goodbye*