be that GATEKEEPER

heyheyhey! okay i know my blog is super stagnant so here i am to add a glow ;) hhes. remember i siad i was very dry spiritually the last post? now, im better. but not as much. well, i guess thats better than nothing. hhes. hhms. i really wanna thank God for this weekend. he has revealed himself so real and he is doing things in my inner being. its like i havnt really been 'an angel' lately, holding grudges against someone. and its like i feel so BETRAYED. for that, i shant go into detail: D but anyhow, today i had class after morning service and the teacher somehow was adressing to something of this issue which surprisingly was not in the notes. and 'amen' to what he said! -the amount of hurt a person does to u can never be compared to the amount of hurt Christ beared for us. like totally!~ that word convicted my spirit so badly!! it must have been God! and i thank Him for it: ) then also at edge last nighjt. God too convicted me on another issue. okay, jeremy is preaching on a series of 'gates' and ytd he is talking about standing up for our generation. then recently i have been lukewarm(something angie mentioned during discipline) hot on weekends and cold on weekdays; i totally hate this! aiyah. then its like i felt so convicted last night cus i am like watching my generation destruct themselves yet im not doing anything!! how could i? i have found the answer to true life yet i am not sharing this joy!! Lord please forgive me!! ressurect me at the gates, let me stand again: D be that GATEKEEPER!