i know you miss me:)

heyhey people! its been soooo long since i last blogged. wellwell, thats like eversince school started. hhms, 3 weeks or more? hhas. cant blame a person who is computer-less:D yup. now its in the midst of CHINESE NEW YEAR. and i know all the chineses kids out there are enjoying themselves with the money rolling into their pockets;) well, im one of them as well- but becareful not to lose them all at the 'black jack table' LOLS!
okayokay. time for some updates for the things that had happened. school has been busy. well actually not really but i realise i have been making myself busy with nothing. feeling veryvery dissappointed in myself. its like eversince school started my spiritual life totally went downhill. i dont want this to happen, but it just did. well, all i know is that i never want to go away from god, never again. its like life will totally take a 180degrees turn. sometimes you'd feel like 'woah im very happy, happy the way i am'- but that is just superficial. but the fact is everything is going wrong within yourself. aiyaa! its hard to explain:/ all i know is im trying hard to cling on, cling on to this vertical cliff. its hard, im tired, not knowing if i'll make it to the top. but i know, i'l never never let go of the rope. Lord i pray that this rope will not snap either.

oh my! tomorrow!

oh people please! can you imagine?! schools reopening TOMORROW!! so so fast. 'like totally-'(hhas. nictan!) i so totally dont want to go back. i want my holidays! simply cannot imagine that im already sec4. im like 'me? sec4? u gotta be kiddin me!' LOLS. yah. a whole new year at school. im awaiting the days ahead. i mean, im excited to know what does the future holds. i want to know like what will happen the next day and stuff like that? hhas. wont it be interesting? okay. i understand that is something only God knows. hhas. jus bringing it up for fun. WHEE!- yup. love you people!

give thanks:)

heyhey. happy new year everyone! regionD had a thanksgiving party on the 30th last month. it was really good. i mean it was well-organised. oh yes, appaulse for jireh and jacinth. marvellous job done! hhes. we had like really fun games and stuff. food was GREAT!! basically thanksgiving party is a time for us to give thanks. hhms. im speaking the OBVIOUS?- lols.
yahlohyahloh. so here i am and i really want to thank God for alot alot of things. okay. its like when i really look back at 2005, i realise that God has did so much in my life. i have grown tremendously ever since the start of the year. whether it was spirtually or mentally. there is so much i have to thank God for. but most importantly i really want to thank God for His countless blessings upon my life. God has really blessed me with friends that are so dear to me and even a father who dotes on me. He has strengthen my relationship with my dad and im so glad!! really want to give all my praises and glory unto Him. thank God for making me who i am today:) dont forget to thank God for everything he has done for you;)