Grace Chng the Angelz
25*02
11*05*08
24*04*09
*gracechng91@hotmail.com*
FCBC
Emad-Fivez
NYP BBP
Maha Bohdi School
East View Secondary School
Nanyang Polytechnic - Business Management

+GOD
+Deary
+My family
+Cell Members
+Emad-fivez
+Listening to songs
+Chatting to my friends
+My phone
+My laptop
+My mp3
+My PSP
+My camera
+Swimming N Sun-tanning
+Playing mahjong
+Thinking and thinking and thinking

+Being LEFT-OUT
+Being IGNORE
+Untruthful people
+People that turn up late
+Untrustabble people
+Cheaters
+Betrayers

+My DEGREE
+Good results
+To earn LOTS LOTS of money
+To be ME
+To be more happy
+Everlasting friendships
+Something that's forever
+A dream come true

Inside Outside - Delirious?

JULY 2011

* AngelznStarz
* Emad-Fivez
* FCBC
* EVSSGG
* Abner
* Agatha
* Chailee
* Cheryl
* CherylLim
* Chuxiang
* Cindy
* Eileen
* Evangeline
* Evelyn
* Fizzah
* Gabriel
* Huimin
* Huiwen
* Iris
* Isabella
* Jeevan
* Jermaine
* Jeronica
* Jess
* Jessica
* JonathanOng
* Julie
* July
* Kaiwen
* Kelly
* Ken
* KhaiTing
* Kitty
* Liting
* Melissa
* Michelle
* Novemder
* Mr Tan B.S
* PeiNi
* PriscillaF
* Shiyi
* Simin
* Sirong
* Vicky
* VJ
* WeeSan
*WesleyNeo
* Wichen
* XiaoK
* XueQi
* YuanXian

Lovedrops♥

Had you been truly happy?

Will you be truly happy?

This question came to me and I ponder upon it with the situations I'm in.
If I do things the way I wanted, if I can get things done the way I want it to be.
Will I really be truly happy?

Is it really what I wanted?

Hmmms. The worst of a feeling...
Having a headache, feeling so tired and unwell yet unable to sleep.
How annoying...

*to the people who still reads my blog... I miss blogging.. And I miss uu*

Loves,
Grace (:

Reflections of 2012...

I'll be back soon(:

Missing you,
Angelz

It's the last day of 2011 again..
Looking back at my post of 2009 and 2010. Things are different.
Well, change is constant and things will never be the same.
There are so many happenings this year and this is the best time for me to jolt down all the memories for 2011.

People change, feelings change.
Why don't i change?
Or maybe i do, for the better or for worse.. Is up to individual to decide.
Some told me i have grown up..
Being more sensible and firm on the decision i made... at least better than last year.
Some tell me that im still stubborn, irritating and never change at all.

Ohwells, whatever changes you have seen in me will definately bring you to a different understanding of me be it positive or negative.

In my life, i have walked on as planned according to the thoughts and consideration of what i am going to do in the near future.
-I have found my job. At least sign on for 1 year as a fixed time hire.
-I am learning driving. Hoping to get my lisence being 2012!!!!
-I am learning guitar. Hoping to be able to play well and lead worship in cell group at least.
-I have signed on for Gkidz. Hope i'll follow my girls through all the way till they lead their own group.
There are still others with regards to family, friends, cell group, relationships etc.

I have put down a whole new list of FAITH goals for 2012!!
By Faith, i am going to acheive the 10 items i have placed for myself in the upcoming year!
The yearly reflection brings back lots of memories to me, be it happy, joyful, sad, angry, hurting times. It's always a growing up process.

Im no longer a teenager. No longer a youth.
I am growing up to be a young adult....
By faith, my maturity in the society, with handling people needs to grow as well..
No longer a kid!

Its going to be a day of rest after a hectic, crazy, stupid morning....
And to party in the evening!!!

*Keep your cool ~ Forgive but never forget*

Best wishes for 2012!!

Missing you,
Angelz

It's really been ages since i came to blog.
Life's been good and bad.
Having just graduated from poly, the future seems so unknown.
And everything was lost.
To futher study? Private, Local, Overseas? OR To work?

Frankly speaking, although i talked about my plans but things arent that easy.
After getting into 1, i just realized i got into the wrong one.
And you got to make changes and re-plan again.
Probably not so wrong. But not that suitable.
Well, definitely there are many fears and uncertainties along the way as well.

Looking back, it has already been 20 years.
But what have i achieved so far?
Am i happy with life?
Am i maintaining my circle of friends?
Am i spending time with my family?

I want to lead a simple life.
Being happy everyday with a smile on my face(:
And to be a blessing to others.

What's life to you?
How are you going to spend your next 10 years to come?
What do you want to achieve in the next 10 years of your life?
These are simple yet complicated questions that kept coming back to me....

*YOU ARE A BLESSING TO OTHERS*


Missing you,
Angelz

Ooooo, i realized i spent so much lately...
Really alot...
These few weeks have been busy..
Work, Meetings, Shoppings, Friends, Chruch and Family.
Hahahas.. And yeah..
I spent alot...
I just bought another bag again today..
And the same as huiyi and huimin..
Tho huimin got a different color.. Not again??!!!??

Hahas.. Anyway, went shopping with yq and hy at NEX today..
And the sales person asked if huiyi and i are twins..
Lols.. Lookalike??
When shopping with huimin people will also ask if huimin and i are twins..

Then I also learnt 2 new words today!! Like hw to pronounce it correctly.. "hippotamus" and "karaoke"

Next week is going to be a busy week!!!
Oooo, and i got my lappy back already!
So happy but need to go back to school to configure before i graduate...

Ohhwells, that's so much for it(: Update again soon!!
*Tell that someone that you love, just what you are thinking of.. If tomorrow never comes....* p.s i'm glad i made the right choice. Missing you,
Angelz

I'm sleepy.....
Have been going through the same lifestyle for these 2 weeks..
After since i start work last monday...
But i'm so looking forward to a great morning tomorrow(:

This week is such a happening week....
Rather random...
But i guess there might be greater reasons behind these randomness...
Met up with Julie on Wednesday with an impromtu decision...
Receive SMS from Cheryl Lim on thursday asking about my life..
Also receive SMS from Daphne Toh on thursday asking about University Application...
Receive call from Eunice to ask if i want to work in TPC......
Receive call from Keryn on Friday to ask me out for dinner..
Receive invitation from Priscilla on thursday and friday to MBS for some fashion show...
Had breakfast with a Auntie at my workplace on Friday morning.....

Erm...
Anymore else?
Just thought that it was pretty sudden to have many happenings and people looking for me out of the blue.
Well, but i guess i do enjoy it.
And i like it(:
Coz it shows that at that point in time, i'm remembered by a friend.
Someone do think of ME(:
Wahahahas..

But i can't make it for almost of all of their random asking..
Coz i'm so busy.... like really~
Hahahaha...
Ohhwells, nothing to do also think alot..
Better spend more time with friends and catching up(:

Oh.... And i'm super duper sad...
Coz of *** Sadden.. Totally...
Because of bf then dun want me...
Ohhwells, i understand... It's alright.
I shall go alone...
*imy lots*
Missing You,
Angelz

Needs some chill out..
Needs some comfort..
Needs some fun..
Needs some friends..

Hahahahas.. But I'm tired to even have fun..
Just a habit i guess??
It's going to be over..
It's going to be over real soon..
Knew of some things and get pretty upset over it...
Hahas. Silly me!!!
Ohhwells, i shall just trust fully..
If it is not, then just too bad..
I have got to accept reality..
Even though it will be a hard time...
So much so for the random stuffs....

I have started working for a week now and its seriously boring..
And mostly guys there...
Hahahas..
Feeling so no life in the things that i'm doing now...
Sigh...

Right... I'll be back soon..

Borings~
*trusting fully.. imy*
Missing you,
Angelz

Nice weather this morning!!
Strong and warm Sun and Windy!!!
But was not so well and Huimin headache..
So plan cancelled..
And didn't join primers also... Hahas..
Stayed at home and slacked!!

Yesterday had such a long long day.
So super tired.
Caught the 2nd last bus back home with Teeli and Liyun after cell..
Aiyo...

Okay lahs.. I'm sotong!!!
Didn't realize that i'm calling Huiyi's house all the time until.....
When i called Huiyi the 2nd time and her mom answered the call twice..
2nd time - After Huiyi drop me off at some LRT... I called her to tell her some things and her mom picked up the call.. So i tot it was weird as i saw huiyi bring her phone out..
When i looked back at my number, then i know it's her home that i'm calling....
Why i sotong???
Coz initially when i was looking for Huiyi and she didn't ans her call, i called Huimin and ask her for Huiyi's home number when i do have it....

Watching the TV i just realize i dreamt of a song last night..
But can't remember the lyrics already..
Super nice song...
Random~

Ohhwells, working on Monday...
And pray hard that work will be fun and exjoyable and exciting..
I want to learn new things!!!!

My holiday is going to end soon!!!
Hahahas.. But i'll be going to have $$$ flowing in!
Yay..

Alrights... Random~
Coz i'm bored too...
Alone at home.. Hahas. And lazy to go out....
*IMY*
Missing you,
Angelz

Hahas.. I feel so independent today!!
Lols.. Random~
Anyway, went out with Keryn and CT today to had lunch..
My only meal of the day.. Breakfast, lunch and dinner together..
Had a nice dine and chat with the both of them.
Catching up and updating..

!!!! So pissed of with this group of people..
Can't understand why.. And i dont bother to understand it anyway..
Can't believe that i can actually managed to survive close to 2 years with them..
Hope not to see any of you in my future anymore!!
Get away... Shoo~

Hahas.. Just want to come here and explode abit!
Fnd it super stupid and dumb..
I also planned before.. Where got so ex de..
Can order catering also much cheaper then you one you are doing..

Well, i'm going to sleep already lahs..
All the best for tml!!
Hahas.. I can imagine the scenario tml if it rains!!
Goodnight folks.

Missing you,
Angelz

Yay!!!!
I'm employeed!!!
Went to sign my contract with Huimin today..
Had lunch in the morning with mom and brothers @ NEX.

Gosh.. I'm going to grow fatter and fatter.. :(
Buffet and buffets.. 1 after another..
And it's jap buffet....
No more jap buffet after that okay... Please..

Had a long walk + chat with Huimin from Raffles Place to Marina Square.
And we walked around boat quay..
Hahahas..
Settled dinner at MFM and homed~

Right.. I'm going to rest now..
Feeling abit unwell?? Itchy throat!!!
Kept coughing...
It's going to be a rest week before i start work!

~I missed the times like the past..
*You're all I need, my love, my valentine*

Missing you,
Angelz

Wow!!
It's been quite awhile since i'm back here(:
The past few weeks was super fun, exciting and busy!!
Had been going out EVERY single day after my exams on 23rd feb.
Probably except for 2 days which i stayed at home and cleared my wardrobe.

I seriously dunno where to start and i have no photos to share..
Alright i did some visitation.
Went to Mel's place with Ivy.
Visited Huiyi's place.
And also visited Huimin's place.
Not forgetting that i visited TPC.
Met up with Yvette for lunch.
Met up with Eunice and Jace for dinner.
Also met up with Julie.
Met up with EMF @ the Minds Cafe to celebrate my belated birthday.
Stayed over at Huimin's Chalet.
Attended G12 conference as well as Leader's Meeting March.

Yeaps.. These are a summary of the activites i have and there are more to be done.
Such as shopping, sun tanning, more meeting ups and catching ups with friends, kbox-ing, looking for jobs etc...
I shall take this week to have a good rest..
Because I'm going to be money-less soon without income..
And I'm going to fall sick real soon with the going out everyday..
Need to have a good rest and sleep to recharge and recover!!

I'll be back for more.
And with pictures(:
Hahas..

*This is the start.. But it is not be the end. I promise.. I'm waiting*

Missing you,
Grace

Happy 20th Birthday to ME(:

Happy Valentine's Day!
Spent a day at Vivo with Deary(:
Reached Vivo at 1030!!! Super early~
Sat at the seats and slacked while waiting for the restaurant to open.
Happy Dearies















Restaurant Carnivore finally opens at 1130.
It's a Brazilian Churrascaria(: Nice~
Walked in and we are the 1st and only customer!!
Feels like Deary booked the whole place for awhile. Hahas.
Other customers started strolling in slightly before 12noon.

Me and a plate full of Meat!!
Fish, Chicken, Beef, Pork, Ham....
Nice~ Good(:















Afterwhich, we went starbucks to slack somemore as we are going to catch a movie at 1615.
Deary booked tickets at Vivo GV Max!
Wow!! The theatre is super BIGG~
It's a very nice movie.
Everyone was laughing away in the theatre(:


















After movie, walked over to collect my Awfully Chocolate Cake ordered for Deary!!
Came back to my place after that. Had dinner.
Rested and had Awfully Chocolate Cake.
Deary and his Cake(:




















My Valentine Gift from Deary(:
Something i always wanted!
A speaker! Plus this one comes with a Radio(:
And and.. It got Angel written on it! So cool~
Wahahahas. Nice~
My Pinky Music Angel from Deary
Deary, I love You















Missing You,
Deary

I am starting to understand the things that is happening rather has been happening.
I guess the message is clear, the actions are obvious.
Even I can foresee it before it happen.
Probably this is why i'm able to adapt to it.
Because i know..

This week is definately a very chaotic week.
Changes, cleaning, visitings.....
I'm starting to realize the importance even tho this is difficult.
Adapt to the changes, move fast and change fast or you will be left out.

*WAIT in the pressence of God until HE gives us HIS Blessings*

This is the word, the message, the answer to my prayer.
I know my prayer is answered.
Although i don't know what lies before me, I will choose to trust in God for the blessings He has promised. Becuase if you want a dream to come true, you must let the dream die.

*The furthest distance in the world is not when I stand in front of you, yet you can't see my love but when undoubtedly knowing the love from both yet cannot be togehter.*
p.s. i'll be waiting for the time to come to be with you..ILY
*I feel that the closer i am with you now, makes me feel further away from you.*
Missing you,
Grace

This is what a blog is for.
I remember the reason for starting up a blog.
And that reason will never change.

The clock just strike 12midnight and it dawn on me that it's New Year day already.
A new year, a new start, a new begining.
My 1st hour of the new year was pretty an emotional one.
But it will not going to be for the rest of the year.
Because i still want what i want. And i do not want to lose it.

Well, cheer up my dear(:
It's not the end of the world.
You got to move on.
To a better year ahead.

Let me have some sense to overcome my fears.
Some letting go to move on.
Some stepping back to step further.
Some fun to forget my tears.
Some hope to trust forever.
Some patience to wait solely.
Some faith to believe it will come true..
I guess, SOME is not enough.. i will need ALOT!!

Take control of my emotions!!!

*i do feel better after being told off. i also feel very irritated by myself! hold on and move on*

~yes i still want to preserve it, loves~

Jiayou!! Yes you can(:

Missing you,
Deary

CNY is coming..
Exams are round the corner...
Lessons are ending...
Projects are finishing...

Well, on next tuesday, 1st Feb 2011, i'll complete another test and 2 report + presentations.
And then i'll be left with 1 more test, 1 more report + presentation and 3 more exam papers!!!
Yay.

No mood for CNY 2011 seriously!!!! :(

*Securities needed.. But until now, then i realized that it wasn't secured at all.. It probably never will...*

~Someone who lives in you heart.. does it applies to you??

Well, i choose to trust in God..
Hopefully asking Mr Google can help me with some uncertainties(:
There's much more which i'm unaware of..
The only thing i know is that i dont know alot of things.

Missing You,
Angelz

Heys i'm in Taiwan already and is in the hotel now!
And it's Christmas Eve today!
I'm waiting for my love to call me...

Touched down at 7am.
And realized that i dont have autoroaming services anymore!
Means i can't receive any smses... esp from Deary!! So so sad..

Anyway, due to miscommunication problem, our tour guide thought we will arrive only tomorrow.... So never meet us at airport..
Tsk tsk..
Waited for the bus and went to our 1st stop.
小人国！！ Visited doraemon studio.. Nice~
Then our next stop is Chiufen.. But it rain!
And i was super cold... Really cold!
Rain and wind! Ohhhmyy..

Itinerary changed as most of the travellers were tired!
Gosh, there are 41 of us! Such a big tour group..
Dun really like this idea...
So after lunch and shop around at chiufen, went to 五分埔 to shop...
But raining.. so didn't get have much mood to shop also..
After shopping went to 饶河夜市 for dinner!

Merry Christmas people!
I'm still waiting for my Deary to go online...

I'm hungry!!
My sis is asleep long time ago liao..
Have to wake up early tml!

Alrights.. Till then..
2011 is coming!!!
New resolution.
New changes.

Missing you,
Angelz

Work is work..
Sigh.. Bet i'm going to have another sleepless night tonight.

Had a great dinner tonight!
Leant many things and listen to many stories.
Thought in many ways.
And it's an open discussion(:
Opinion is voiced and i feel good.
As people are willing to listen and share..

When things started to change.
And you realise it.
Probably your 6th sense is right.
Trust in yourself, but dont follow your heart...
As it may be deceitful.
Trust in the Lord, and follow his ways.
As it will never go wrong.

*you will never know, never ever..*

ps.i'm feeling a little cold tonight.. and all i need a warmth of your embrace

Missing you,
Angelz

Yeah... Time past really quick..
Just had TSC Tribal X'mas Party 2010 yesterday @ Bottle Tree Park (Yishun)
Everything went on smoothly.
Hmmms, nothing really special this year.
But all the same, it was really fun helping and serving.
At least it helped me to forget my school work for that few hours(:

Looking forward, time is running fast.
And all my dates are fullllllll to the MAX!!
Gosh... As much as i'm looking forward to my holidays, i'm thinking of how am i going to survive after my term break:(

One of my fav pastime while on the net is to read other people's blog.
Yuppp, mostly my friends blog and i get to learn alot of things, at times..
So friends who are reading my post, do blog often okays(:

Anyway, thinking about my overseas trip...
I'm not really anticipating it.. I guessed i mentioned it in the previous post.
Although there must be a need to get out of Spore to do some reflection and consolidation.
I wonder how will things be like when i return.
Even before i go, i already know of things which will be changing.
But, will i be able to accept it, adapt to it??
It's another whole new set of changes!!!!!
Even if the things change, situations change, will people change?
Definately.. Even if that was not what i want.
Well, somethings are just beyond my control and my scope....
I'll just have to accept those facts in times to come.

Cheer UP!! 2011 is coming!!!
I'm waiting for that very day to come..
Before i reorganise somethings in life(:

~As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lifes change, come whatever. Will we still be friends forever??~

*Do you miss me? As much as i do??*

Missing you,
Angelz

Yay.. I'm watching TV now..
Hahas.. Although i still have a report and another paper to submit next week.
But i'm feeling abit more relax and less burden..
Guess of the past 2 weeks of ICAs and report that is already over.
Yay.. Next week is the last week of school.
But i have no time in the holidays to do my stuffs..

And after the holiday break will have a new set of projects and exams coming up again..
And already got the deadlines for my projects:(
So so so so RUSH!!

Even so, i'm looking forward to a break..
But not so looking forward for a holiday..
I guess, it'll be better for me to go overseas for a short break for a time for me and God and my family..
To put down everything in Singapore and go for a holiday.
Slow down my pace to take a look at the world.
Sort out my thoughts and thinking.
Settle down my future plans. After i graduate...
Set new faith goals for 2011.
Get some reading done.
Do some hobby... Write my caldendar and dairy...

Ohhwells, apart from all these i want to do, school work is stressing ME..
Really LOADS!!
This sem really have no motivation to work, do project, revise and study..
Too tired after TEP, IPP and last sem of study..
Waiting to HIT 20(:
Hahahahaahs..

*inconsistencyisasuckyfeeling..dunlikethechanges..*

Missing you,
Grace

Is having a bad Spiritual Attack NOW!!!
I guess i'm thinking way TOO much..
Stop letting the Devils rob away my JOY and PEACE!!
Let's look forward and move on..

*You'll never know till you've asked.. But i think i better not*

I miss EXPO!!
Rather, i missed the strong pressence of the Holy Spirit during worship at Expo..
Coz of the loud music and the darkness in a bright, sunny morning(:
It's been long since i went to expo for service.

Ohhwells, i got to do some work..

*Reality??? Dream??? Truth???*

Missing you,
Angelz

Wahahas..
Yay.. Finally got a little bit of time to blog(:
Last Saturday went Sentosa with the HUIs for a single day!
Hui Yi, Hui Min and Hui Wen..
Spent a long good day with them.
Eating, Chatting, Sun-tanning..
Decided to go USS after our shower.
So went to watch an animal show 1st.
Look at the photos bahs..
Out in the bright SUN!!
Nice~
Having lots of FUN(:
Hui Yi, Hui Min and Hui Wen
Hahas.. Guess who's who.. Hearts~
I love this PHOTO!!
And this!!
Super LOVE!
Doesn't it look like someone else took this photo for us? Hehs(:

Hmmms, I have not been blogging for quite a short while.
3rd week of school is coming to an end soon!!!
But i have still yet to settle down and change mode to "study mode".
Time is running fast.
I have an exam next week and a 2000 word report to submit by friday.
On top of that i have a ongoing quiz and projects as well as tutorials and elective homework!
Sigh.
This is the worst sem of my 3 years in NYP and my engine is running low.
It's my final year and last sem already!
I really got to catch up and start my work.
'Tomorrow' will no longer be an excuse for me(:

Still, i'm looking forward to the fun after school tml till saturday!
I think by then i'll be dropping dead and recharging myself again.
Hahas!! Whatever~

Nothing is I-M-possible. Yet nothing is easy.
but Please Hold ON!
To the truth you once believed.
To the promise you once gave.
To the chance you have choose to take.

*Dear God, will you hold on to my hand and walk through this with me?*

Missing you,
Angelz

It's only the 2nd day of school and i'm having a bad time.
A total bad and terrible day i had from the time i woke up.
Don't want to mention what happen but it really suck!
I miss going back to TPC.
I miss talking to my boss and colleagues and listening to their interesting stories.

04/11/10 - Last Day @ TPC
Photo taken with Mr Leow and my 2 sisters Jace and Eunice(:
Photo taken my Priscilla








Anyway, life's bad. I don't like going to school.
Rather, going back to NYP for my last sem.
Worst still with such **** time table.

And i dun like those people around me who just don't understand.
Don't they have at least a bit of Emotional Intelligence?
Can't they be just a bit more 自动。。
It's exploding. Someday, somehow.

*Dark will change into light one day. And that day will come. When i learn how not to hide*
-Probably i wasn't prepared for it. Because it never does occur to me. But now i know-

Missing you,
Angelz