Hi, It's been a long time since the last time i posted here. Truth be told, I've not had the discipline (or the mental capacity since I'm fasting) to sit down and type a whole post about the way my life has been these days. I'm glad to see the number of hits still rising cause that means there are people out there who actually bother to check back and see that I am still around. Whoever you are, thank you. Recently, I've been introduced to tumblr (who hasn't? I'm probably the latest noob here) so I've been spending some time there. Not that this space is going to be ignored, but hey, I take it as having two outlets to rant and share about the things I love. I've just activated the ask button on my tumblr page (and yes anons you have a say here too). I'm feeling kind of adventurous and honestly, bored, so here is an effort to spice things up. You are free to ask questions or even say hi. It'd be nice to hear from a familiar person or if you are a stranger, we can always be friends. If you're an asshole, a jerk, please don't bother 'asking' me anything. Cause shit like this will not be entertained. Hopefully by enabling this ask thing on my tumblr, I'd be more honest with myself when answering the questions that will hopefully come.

here's the link:

www.nuzulfurry.tumblr.com

'Open the floodgates up.'

My childhood

I remember that when we were in secondary school, people used to tell me that you were overly possessive and sometimes unreasonable. I guess the tables have turned. I might not admit it if you were to ask me straight out later, but yes I've realized that recently (okay maybe not JUST recently) I've been very unreasonable, emotional and possessive towards you. I don't know whether it was the talk I had with my mum just now or what, but I've come to the realization that you should be free to hang out with others and to experience things on your own with other people. I don't want to be the block standing in the way of your growth. I want to be there with you every step of the way, supporting you and learning with you, even though it might mean that I have to take a step back and let you go. I will be here for you every step of the way. At the end of the day, you've always got me babe. I just want to say sorry for the way I've been behaving this past few days. We've got a long way to go and this is just the beginning to the uni years. You make me want to be a better person. And for you, I will be.