b: those shoes are so nice. they have the 'AGE.'

me: huh you mean they make you look nineteen?

b: no.'AGE'. *gives the why-you-no-get-what-i-say-you-blur-or-what look

me: -.-" you mean EDGE?

One of the many epic moments we had today :) the day can never be boring being with her. <3

forever and ever babe.

Baby, you're not alone
Cause you're here with me
And nothing's ever gonna bring us down
Cause nothing can keep me from lovin' you
And you know it's true
It don't matter what'll come to be
Our love is all we need to make it through

if a picture paints a thousand words, then why can't i paint you?

times like this, when everything seems so low and i feel so fucking hopeless. i wish so hard for someone who could read my mind, who could somehow understand how i feel now. cause even she can't seem to read me, even she seems like a stranger sometimes. and i don't speak for fear of revealing too much and yet i want someone to just understand. simply know without me saying anything and tell me that 'hey don't worry. everything's gonna be alright. you know that whatever happens you've still got me.' what if that one person you thought you knew like the back of your hand suddenly feels like a stranger. do you let go or pretend and carry on?

"What doesn't kill you; makes you stronger."

the first few days upon receiving the results had been tough. disappointed and feeling depressed, it was all so hopeless. i thought all doors had closed on me. to make matters worse, everyone else i know had practically scored at the a levels. It's just me i guess. but after hours and hours of staring into space and reflecting, i've come to realise that there's no way to go but upwards. upwards and onwards. everything happens for a reason and i've taken too long to realise that. God has his reasons for making things happen and i have faith that something good will come out of this obstacle. for now, i'm just looking around and slowly making decisions because i don't want to make decisions just cause they're available to me and not because i want them. but i'm not gonna lie and say that it's easy. cause to be honest, it's so damn difficult. but what's done is done and there's no point crying over spilled milk. everyone creates their own path, and i feel that it's my time to create my own. mine will definitely be the one less travelled but that's what makes life interesting right? so with her love and support, my parents' guidance, i will make it out of this a stronger and better person. that is a promise to myself.

p/s: this is for the influx of people that have taken a special liking to visit my blog immediately after the release of results.