school's over for this week at least. just got back from the parents' orientation thing today. and it was kinda fun cause there was buffet and we could eat our fill. saw mrs loy. turns out that her son is at mjc too. and had sc meeting just now. i'm involved in event 2 which is the opening of the garden. and we're planning to have a movie screening and a dance party ! on the last day of school before the march hols. next week is gonna be super busy. with the econs consolidation test and the physics proj. and not forgetting soccer trg and the SC. i hope i can cope.

today i made a deal with you. lets wait till 16th may and see how it goes. you don't seem ready for it. for me. i think time is what you need but how much time have i given you? will time be enough? will it be easier if we stop trying?

my sis is goddamn lucky to have my dad teaching her the guitar. and she's not even appreciating it.

28 feb 5:35 pm

i feel like crying for that girl i watched in the video. i wish i hadn't seen it. i tried to get some sleep just now but her image kept flashing through my mind. besides the law, no one has the right to punish someone event though him or her might have done something wrong or immoral. let god do the punishment or let the justice system do it. mere human beings shouldn't interfere. mainly because most of them do not have good intentions at heart and will end up punishing one for the sake of punishing. what has the world come to?

it still gets me everytime. i look out the window of the classroom or the library and it still stuns me to see all the flats and blocks. reminding me that i am close to home. aft 4 years waking up at 5 its a nice change to be waking up to the one you love and walking to school with him or her.

then we'll reach school and the sun goes away. cause of the lectures and the tutorials. which is kinda fun but still sucky being caught up in an enclosed space doing sums.

now its self study period. so i better make this time worthwhile. then after that i've got lit tutorial then go home and then soccer!

11:51 am 18 feb

now in meridian's lib. suppose to do the econs work but can't log in into their asknlearn. broc's beside me. (: meridian's been pretty awesome this past few days. orientation was simply the BOMB. (: TRITON rocks. yes and so does MIRANDA. (: initially i was suppose to be taking lit,maths and physics all H2 plus econs H1. and i was placed in TRITON. but now since my appeal to change lit to H1 and take econs at H2. i guess i'm moving to miranda. okay i don't even know why i'm making such a big fuss over it. i'm starting to like MIRANDA. i even like the sound of the name. (: but TRITON is still HOT. i love both. (:

econs is new to me. and i think the lecture today was interesting even though it was short. can't wait to do the assignment. yes call me nerd.

its kinda weird and different having guys around in school. i have to think twice before doing some things that when in tk seem so natural. for eg like taking off your skirt and wearing shorts inside to play frisbee. (:

meridian's uniform is nice.

and guys sitting beside me are cursing like nobody's business.
F this. F that.

cca recruitment on wed. and tryouts from today till wed.
not sure whether i shld join netball.
floorball seems fun too.
soccer.. dad says wait i turn become tomboy.

okay one more hour till next lecture.

i wonder where everyone else went to.