i tell you what
sometimes there are moments
when i feel like
'hey, i 'm lucky to have her as a friend'
and there are moments where i just
want to make believe that she isn't a friend
it's just that sometimes she says the
most blunt things mostly at the wrong time
i don't know if she's doing it on purpose or
she honestly doesn't know
maybe i don't listen to her cause
i'm too busy blocking her out

sorry for the recent MIA

mid years was a disaster
i am so convinced that i screwed up every paper
even lit.
and its so called my strength
crap lah

missed my hist and hml 2nd paper
cause had high fever. reached abt 39 degrees
i seriously thought i was gg to die
my head was throbbing and i was semi delirious
mum suggested to bring me to the hosp
i was like HELL NO
hospitals are so SCARy
the smell of disinfectant
old ppl on wheel chairs
small little kids whose faces are so pale
that it seems as though they're gonna fade away anytime
*shivers
but was forced to go anyway
not a very good experience.

now i' feeling slightly better
but still having fever though
at least my voice is back.
thank god.

currently without a maid
learnt how to spread jam on my own toast
cut the crusts off my own bread
pour my own tea
and even learnt how to cook rice!
haha
i feel so accomplished!
this morning i woke up early
so i was like 'why don't i clean the house?'
it was a split-second thought and i regretted it the moment i started
i never knew sweeping was so difficult! OMG
i ended up 'spreading' the dust and i cld never scoop it into the dustpan
strike1!
ok so i decided to do something else
and i started to make breakfast
i placed the bread into the toaster and waited
but it took a long time
so i went into the living room to watch tv
and i forgot all abt the toast
came back to it and saw that it was burnt
strike2!
and then i gave up
so i watched tv
after breakfast i decided to wash the dishes
ok everything was gg great
but when i sat down after it
i realised that my whole shirt was drenched in soap and water
strike3!
i've given up on housework
luckily the new maid is coming tmr

little note to dad: SELF-SERVICE