Great memories (:

"If i had known that this would happen, i would not have let you played in the first place. All the sundays all the time all the effort that you've put in comes to nothing. Of course i'm angry. My daughter has put in her heart into it and now she's casted aside as if she's useless. I want to know what's gonna happen to you cos if the same thing is gonna happen to your sister, i would rather she drop out and join another CCA.so now what's your status? you just have to know or at least try to find out." ~MUM

"If i had known that this would happen, i would not have let you played in the first place. All the sundays all the time all the effort that you've put in comes to nothing. Of course i'm angry. My daughter has put in her heart into it and now she's casted aside as if she's useless. I want to know what's gonna happen to you cos if the same thing is gonna happen to your sister, i would rather she drop out and join another CCA.so now what's your status? you just have to know or at least try to find out." ~MUM

you know when you're in the kind of mood where you're feeling so out of focus? like you're constantly in a daze and when what everyone else says just makes no sense? well. i've been feeling like that these past few days. I've tried to do my work. and i've tried to catch up with school work and all. but my mind just seems to wander off everytime i try.

today i went to white sands with my sisters and my mom. as i was in a daze, i didn't hear what my mom said to me. and so she ended up 'scolding' me. not really scolding me but i clearly felt the negative vibes that she was letting off. i felt relieved as we entered into the library. finally, i could be quiet, alone and well... just not bother about replying to anyone. borrowed a few books.. 'summer sisters' by judy blume. and this one book my some literature author.

now i'm in burger king alone with the laptop. my mom and my sisters were too frustrated with me and so they left. cass just arrived so i have to go now. bye. (:

time:7:04pm
date:2 dec 07

CHANGE OF PLANS; I'M STAYING (: