i felt sick today. more specific is i felt sick-to-the-extent-of-feeling-crappy but not sick-to-the-extent-of-not-well-enough-to-come-to-school. some where in between. wth. am i making sense? i was reluctant to blog at first cos nothing exciting took place this past few days. all the things that DID take place are too.. less-likeable to talk abt or blog abt. anw. on to lighter things, had maths remedial today.everyone except me and meryl turned up for it. haha. mdm R was not even there for it. she just came in at the starting and gave us questions to do and then left. and she told us to put it in her locker. and guess what. the questions that she told us to do are the questions that she told us to do for holiday hw. i highly doubt that she's gonna mark it anw. but o well. ain still doesn't want to tell me who it is . haha. nvm. i shall try guessing. and you better tell me whether i'm right or wrong. lol. or i shall annoy you 24/7. (: i don't feel like going to school tmr. there's amaths for first period tmr. honestly, i don't get what mrs L is teaching us. i think i shall tell her to go slower cos i can't seem to catch wtv she 's talking abt. oh yah. this friday is teachers' day . and we're allowed to wear whatever we want. ppl have been asking me but i 've not decided. maybe a simple jeans and shirt or maybe a dress. (??). i don't know. i shall go and ask the rest. or maybe i shall not dress up at all. a bit too troublesome . o well. no point stressing over it. ookay i just saw a very ...erm. interesting video of someone . i shall not say who. omg. yucks. yucks. YUCKS.

btw. this thing is screwed its not 3:03AM or 3:04AM rite now.
its 6:04PM. 28/8/07

I was never cut out for it.

now i've come to realise.

i was determined

and asked for a second chance

but it back fired in my face.

now i'm back where i last left off.

twice the pain, twice the dissapointment.

i only have myself to blame for my own misery.

no regrets

we managed to clinch 1st place at pesta sukan. (:

yeah! we did great.



went home with marissa and deannie.

i surrendered to them. and in the end revealed to them

whatever they wanted to know.

well. at least they havent got to know the second person

which is more interesting to know.

well. this one really cannot reveal cos it'll be so un-believable.

hehehe. (:



i'm kinda dreading school tmr.

cos we're gonna get our exam results.

i really hope i get at least an 18/25 for core lit.
i shall pray hard that it turns out that way.



its gonna be dejavu all over again

o great my whole post just disappeared. wth. (i shall just make this short.)

just got back from watching the simpsons for the second time. it still gets me. SPIDER PIG SPIDER PIG . I WAS TOLD TO LEAD NOT TO READ. haha. laughed non stop through out the whole thing. but some parts were really too stupid to laugh at.

later at abt 6, will be going out again to watch RUSH HOUR 3 with a friend. yay. two movies in a day.

there's pesta sukan tmr. have to be there by 7am. so i have to wake up at 5. hopefully i can.

this thing is really screwed up. o well. i shall just go order macs for lunch.

well i was there on the day
they sold the cause for the queen.
and when the lights all went out
we watched our lives on the screen
i hate the ending myself
but it started with an alright scene.

exams are finally over. no more staying up till 2 in the morning, no more struggling to cover 4 chps of physics in one day. thank god. but now's the crucial part. waiting for the results to be released. sometimes i wish that they would never come out so that i would never have to face them. sigh. o well.

yest was carnival day. haha. it was really fun. despite feeling lethargic the whole day i had lots of fun. i wore a pink and blue punjabi suit. marissa kept calling me 'spider-man'. wth. lol. me and broc walked around trying to publicise our class' satay. and in the end. we ended up at the foyer watching the bands' performances. watched marissa and therese perform. they were great. (: marissa looked quite fierce behind the drums. lol. our satay was sold out ! yay! :D

after school went home. was not feeling well. didn't follow the rest to go watch simpsons. watched it already anw. slept for a few hours. then went out again for the match against the aust team. omg. they were like the same age as us but they were like twice our size. so scary. my WA had long shiny blonde hair. kept swishing in my face. went home with dean and marissa. marissa kept pestering me to tell her. sorry. no no. i can't tell you. lol. maybe one day. (:

pesta sukan is this sunday. and the dreaded day will come soon after that.

no time for reflection.

ok i got to go and keep myself occupied. i shall go read my book. (: