trg today was quite okay.
we did self-trg. (:
after trg, went to eat swensens.
ate chicken baked rice and EARTHQUAKE.
yum.
i was hoping that the thing in the middle would erupt or
smthing. since it was called earthquake. (duh!!)
but sadly it didn't. ):
was super cold.
freezing and my nose felt like it was going to drop off.

carnival on the 23rd.
omg. going to die.
only three defenders.
whole day some more.
got netball court meh at padang?
like so weird. haha.

i'm suddenly craving for cotton candy.
(:

training today was HELL.
haha. ran 8 and a half rounds. and cruntches and stuff
in between each two rounds.
thank god mrs tan cut down the last 2 rounds.
if not. i wouldn't have made it.haha
the step-ups were hard.
had to do it on the benches there.
so high . when she told us. i thought she was kidding.
but apparently not. lol.

and that was just 'warm-up.'
had to do jumps and sprints before we could go on to ball work
then after the sprints mrs tan was like ' you've survived the worse.'
hehe. yahoo! (:
weather was super super SUPER hot
like can-cook-egg-kind . haha

broc saved my life today.
like seriously.
we were at parkway . cos i wanted to go check out the tuition centre.
we were abt to cross the road.
when we started talking abt our tan lines.
she showed me her tan line at her ankle there. and i show her the tan line at my knee.
then i turned and like took one step to cross the road.
i didn't even turn to look at the road for any cars,
like very smart right? haha
then broc grabbed on to my wrist and dragged me back in.
the car was freaking close.omg
thanks broc. <3
(:

bloody hell.
i feel so shitty.
so freaking disappointed in myself.
i just can't run.
as in, since after my knee injury that day.
my knee is just not as strong as it was before.
i can't sprint as fast as i used to.
and its so saddening.
heck. let's not even talk abt sprint.
i can't even stride properly.
i feel so... useless.
and hopeless.

let's take last training as an example.
we were told to run 6 rounds for warm-up.
and i only completed 4.
my knee felt so weak.
going to the physio therapist didn't help either.
she said 'rest well. it will heal in abt 2 weeks'
'go easy on yourself'
and that's one thing i can't do.
how can i?
when my other team mates are running and giving all they've got.
and when i just sit down there watching?

there's training tmr.
i swear to myself.
i'm going to give it all i've got.
even if it kills me.
cos if i don't
then i really don't deserve this last chance.

HOLIDAYS!! YAHOO!!

the term is finally over.
i really need a break .been really tired.
waking up at 5 and sleeping at 11.
finally i can wake up at noon. yay!
i shall sleep and sleep.
haha. wait i become pig ahh..
lol. better not.

so far, there are no plans of going anywhere for vacation.
but come to think of it. my parents don't reveal any plans till the day before.
quite selfish of them though. cos i can't make the adjusments needed.
aiyah. i really hope they bring me somewhere.
i'm kinda sick of seeing the same things and same places.
i wanna go some where far away.
sigh.

so all i've got this holidays are my trainings .
OH YA. and my physics project and other assignments.
and there's training this monday. with mrs tan. YAY!
lol. going to parkway with broc to check out the tuition centre there.
i really need help in amaths. ):

BADLY.

"Plane"

Drain the veins in my head

Clean out the reds in my eyes to get by security lines

Dear x-ray machine

Pretend you don't know me so well I wont tell if you lied

Cry, cause the droughts been brought up

Drinkin' cause you're lookin so good in your starbucks cup

I complain for the company that I keep

The windows for sleeping rearrange

And I'm nobody

Well who's laughin now

I'm leaving your town again

And I'm over the ground that you've been spinning

And I'm up in the air so baby hell yeah

Well I can see your house from here

If the plane goes down, damn

I'll remember where the love was found

If the plane goes down, damn

Damn, I should be so lucky

Even only 24 hours under your touch

You know I need you so much

I cannot wait to call you

And tell you that I landed somewhere

And hand you a square of the airport

And walk you through the maze of the map

That im gazing at

Gracefully unnamed and feeling guilty for the luck

And the look that you gave me

You make me somebody

Ain't nobody knows me

Not even me can see it, yet I bet I'm

I'm leaving your town again love

But I'm over the quilt that you've spinning

And I'm up in the air, so baby hell yeah

Oh honey I can see your house from here

If the plane goes down, damn

I'll remember where the love was found

If the plane goes down, damn

You keep me high minded

You get me high

Flax seeds, well they tear me open

And supposedly you can crawl right through me

Taste these teeth please

And undress me from these sweaters better hurry

Cause I'm keeping upward bound now

Oh maybe I'll build my house in your cloud

Here I'm tumbling for you

Stumbling through the work that I have to do

Don't mean to harm you

By leaving your town again love

But I'm over the ground that you've been spinning

But I'm up in the air, said baby hell yeah

Oh honey I can see your house from here

If the plane goes down, damn

I'll remember where the love was found

If the plane goes down, damn

I'll remember where the love was found

If the plane goes down, damn

Well I'll remember where the love was found

If the plane goes down, damn

Who do you

Think you are, are, are, are

To keep me so oh cold, cold

You keep me high minded

You keep me high minded

You get me high minded

You get me high

the day started off pretty great.
sally gave me chocolate at assembly.
thanks. (; it made my day.
we checked our higher malay papers first.
and YAY! i passed. overall got a B3. (69, i think.)
didn't expect it at all. cos i like anyhow do the compo & left alot blank for paper2.
i passed my karangan by only 2 marks. 37/70
haha. the rest of the sections did okay.
sat beside elli and sarah during HML script checking.
like wth? that elli wanted to bet with me. and we were like
' i bet i'll get lesser than you. okay. okay. the one who get higher buy drink.'
then shake hands.
in the end. the bet was called off cause i still hadn't found out my overall marks.
but anw. i just got it. SO ELLI. YOU OWE ME DRINK. lol. (:
after hml. we had recess. stayed in class and played CHEAT.
with belle, shahirah, ain, mel and syaf.
haha. omg. it was so fun. it was my first time playing so i was pretty slow.
and like i cldn't cheat properly cos everytime i didn't have the specific card.
i just stone and freeze for a second and the rest would just be able to tell that
i was cheating. haha.
after that was checking of scripts for 'A' maths. I PASSED!
haha. i was so shocked but happy.
after that, was checking of chemistry scripts.
i didn't know what to expect cos honestly, i had forgotten how the paper was.
but anw. when i got my marks.
i was shocked. and i didn't feel sad . i felt nothing.
I WAS JUST ..NUMB.
no feelings no nothing.
i couldn't cry. but i knew i was sort of SUPPOSE to.
I don't know why ..I just cldn't.
i felt guilty cos i was suppose to be sad,.. devastated more likely.
but instead. i didn't feel anything.
..........................................


after school, went to parkway and ate kfc.
YUM. MY ZINGER! (: lol
then we were in the mood for watching aeroplanes.
so me and nic went to changi airport.
saw a SUPER cute guy on the mrt. lol. nic was eyeing him too. lol
haha. it was super fun. ate ice cream at macs and talked and talked.
after that , went to watch aeroplanes.
haha. SO FUN! (:
took photos and crapped. lol.
wanted to buy candy from candy empire but was broke.
so just went window-shopping.
haha. sadly. we had to go home cos it was getting late.
nic started singing songs on the mrt.
"I'M ON THE TOP OF THE WORLD LOOKING DOWN ON CREATION."
(:
LOL.
let's go again one day k? haha
super fun!(:

i have no privacy now.
in the library with people walking past me every few seconds.
i swear they are watching.
silently, struggling and squinting to get a closer look at what i'm typing.
why do i care anyway?
mann..i don't know.
i'm in a rather weird mood today.
i have no idea why.
i didn't want to come here
but my sister dragged me here so i had no choice.
i'll make this quick. since my credit's gonna run out soon.
my knee still hurts terribly from friday's injury.
been icing it but sadly it doesn't work.
will be going to the doctor later to check it.
hopefully its just a sprain and nothing serious.
and hopefully, i'll be okay for thursday's training.
however no promises , liy. haha.

alright. i'm going off now. my credit's run out. ):

just got back from watching the concert at temasek jc. didn't wanna go in the first place but my mum already bought the tickets so i had to go if not waste. saw so many seniors there. saw yasmin, lois, almaas and zidi. and that softball senior. the malay one. fortunately, i managed to hobble my way to the jc. cabbed there then had to walk up the stairs. omg. my knee hurt so badly. the concert was great . haha. and super funny. but kind of freaky also. haha. the part where the small girl sings in front of the dead body, was super scary. it was sort of a drama with small performances in between. if there's another one, i definitely go again.(:

had training yest. i injured my right knee pretty badly. i can't even stand up and walk properly. been icing it quite regularly. the swelling has gone down but it still hurts quite badly. so painful. i really hope i get better in time for training this wednesday. and thanks to the seniors for helping me yest during training. and not forgetting sally, haha, she was so annoying, kept standing up and walking around just to spite me "look, i can walk.and i also can jump". haha. but she was fun to talk to. haha. annoying but fun. made me hop all the way to the general office just to prove to me that there were really no more ice-packs. lol. so anw. thanks . (:

i got to go now. i have to go and complete my physics worksheet-S. haha. anw. i wanna wish my mother a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. i love you to bits. thank you , mum. <3

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