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I was alone as my tears faded into the night

I was covered by darkness and fright

I was afraid, my heart so cold

I couldn't be the one you hold

Chorus:

I can never see the light infront

if you're not there with me

I would rather be alone with you

than to do anything else

yes I , Oh I , I love you.

All my feelings for you were kept in a bottle

Yes , my special bottle.

But till today it was broken

All shattered.

I couldn't breathe,no I couldn't see

You were the only one I need.

Bridge:

I will rise again.

When I see you standing there

All I feel is pain.

*Chorus

now watching the encore of s'pore idol. and i'm kinda sad that gayle's out ..cos i think she rocks. (: anyway yesterday was carnival day. some kids from some place came to our school and we had to take care of them. mann...they were so cute ...me and sarah were the emcees... we did wat we were suppose to do but towads the middle of it ..we didn't had to say anything cos instructions were passed on..well...we introduced ourselves and then we ate and then we played musical chairs .. then we went for walk...and soon they had to leave.. gosh..i was so sad..my buddy's name is Zixian ..and she's so sweet..when we go up or down the stairs....she goes a step at a time ...as in she places both of her feet on a step before proceeding onto the next step ..WAHHHH!!! she's so cute...I miss her so much..anyway ...when we were walking down to the foyer after the whole party...she said....

Zixian: i am so happy today
Me: i oso very happy
Zixian: thank you jie-jie
Me: (so happy till feel high.) your welcome
Zixian: i'll miss you jie-jie
Me:i'll miss you too. ((:
Zixian: bye-bye(waving)
me: (felt like crying as she was boarding up the bus.) bye-bye (waves goodbye.)

~sob.~sob. i miss her!!! well...after that..nthing much happened..me and hannah went shopping..she bought a stupid lil alligator and i bought a stupid lil elephant. and we watched some performances..and sal won third for the pulp concert ...congrats !!! ((: after school ..went to hang around at the comp lab..then ate at videoworld with fairuz and hannah..then i went to watch sec 1s do the fitness test thingy ...gosh it was scary ..especially for the running part.even though i din run ..it looked so tiring ...they ran for so long.....luckily we din had to do that or i'll just die...haha..after that went to meet my mom and sis ...cos my sis had to come for DSA interview and soon it was over and so we left ..My dad picked us up..i missed the briefing cos i was sick ...anyway ...my sis told me this one lame joke....

Sis: have you seen an idiot saying no ?
someone : no
Sis: (laugh hysterically) you're the idiot!!!!

BTW ..when she told me the joke i DID NOT fall for it ...XD

comp lab

its been quite some time since the last time i blogged...well...now its week 3 and damn...there's 2 CAs this week. Both on the same day. This wednesday!!! sheesh ..I've not even started revising yet..I'm so dead. anyway ..now we're in comp lab 4...and we're suppose to do heymaths...just now was enrichment and we rollerbladed. Gosh ..I suck..it wasn 't so bad..cos i got to admire some one ..and he's damn cute..haha...2e8 ppl should noe who i'm talking abt...haha...i dun understand why..I just CANNOT rollerblade. I just keep falling. and falling...and falling...mann..you noe wat i mean....I just love my flat ground.But weirdly..i can't wait for next enrichment lesson..cos of that SPECIAL person..i hope he comes....haha..Owells...i've given away too much clues..haha...gtg... ;)

burfdae

Its 2 days from now. yup my birthday. i'm gonna be forteen . yay! haha. yesterday was sec 1s training and some of us came. and it was the CUT. at the end of training when mrs tan announced the cut, those who got cut started crying. i kinda sympathise with them. it must be hard . they gave it their all during training but still got cut. eh. but you guys must not give up hope. if you really are interested in playing netball , work hard during your trainings and i'm sure an opportunity will turn up. and you're welcome to join us and play too. ((:well...last thursday was our training . we did gym. and man...my arms are aching from all the weights . how i wished tat i was shorter than ms lee. cos those who were taller than ms lee had to do weights which was 15kg . and i practically died. we only did 2 sets of 8 . i felt as though like a sumo wrestler was resting on me. yeah. a HUGE one.haha. (((;

when i grow up. i want a motorbike cos i think they're damn nice.haha.

happy birthday to me ... >-<