3 things

yesterday , someone asked me ,'Wat would you do if it was the last day of your life?' i had no answers then but now i've thought about it and these are things i would do. if i was gonna die the next day...i would beg forgiveness from all my loved ones .I'll write a will.. i 'll go bungy-jumping. I'll run 8 runs around Bedok reservoir. I'll raid the whole parkway. I'll go wakeboarding. I'll crap around with tkzest. I'll dive into the swimming pool and swim around till i'm all wrinkly. I'll go to snow -city and build enough snowmen to make an army..I'll eat tubs of ice-cram. I'll go to the park and cycle till i can't stand anymore.I'll go to candy palace and buy me a whole lot of choclates and...then i'll go to the beach and watch the sunset,eating my choclates while waiting for my time to go. Feeling satisfied cos i've achieved wat i wanted and i'll leave with no regrets. heehee..wat wld you do if it was your last day on earth??

school reopens

Mann..I 'm only 3/4 through writing my history script. Actually we oreadi completed it but some ppl in the group didn't like it so must rewrite the whole thing. WTH?If you don't like it then why dun you write it by yourself? wadeva ...Then that fathima overseas and she's the co-writer . So I have to write it all by myself. Then tell me so last minute. We haven 't even had any meetings so far. And the performance is like in a week's time and we havent even got the script completed yet..sheeshh....So let me tell you guys ..that my only source of info is from the txtbk .I'm warning you guys that it may not be up standard. so ya ..tat's it..i gtg and complete the freaking script...

aching

gosh ..my body is aching from last monday's friendlies ..haha...the whole thing was quite okay ..not so bad..there was one match when we played against our own players ...i was in tkgs 2 so we played against tkgs 1....it was kinda weird ..haha...played WD and C ....i felt kinda awkward playing C..was not use to being able to run into our attacking third...there was this one match ...where Pam played GK for the second half and i played C...i almost passed to Pam and wanting her to shoot..mann..it was so confusing..haha...anyway after the whole thing ended, went home with deannie . ...on the bus she kept talking abt food and kept complaining abt the fact that she was hungry ..i was starving lahh...then she ask me " wat is your favourite food?" i was so hungry that i cld eat anything ...haha..it was abt 8pm when i got home ... my parents and sis were not at home..so there i was alone with my maid..tired and starving..i asked my maid " did u cook anything?" and she just shrugged her shoulders ..so i called my parents..and guess wat?? they were busy eating chicken rice ..and they said that they'll pack home for me ...so while waiting for them..i went to bathe ...soon i got to eat ..then i went to sleep ...haha..not forgetting abt Oli ' s new hairstyle..its not so bad lah..now you look like a cute china doll...gosh...i didn't recognize you with your new fringe..haha...(((;

pudding

I LOVE CARAMEL PUDDING!!!

(((:

holidays

...I am so dead!!! I have not completed most of my projects yet..and its abt a week away before school reopens ..history..not done...maths...not done....geography...not done...literature..DONE!! ...aiyah ..not really lah..haven't got the costumes ready yet..haha...mann..time really flies ...didn't manage to do much this holiday..only manage to revise some of my maths....heehee...anyway ..yesterday was training ..not so bad lah..did defending drills and centre passes..so quite okay...after training went to eat lunch with Li and Broc...ate KFC at parkway ..walked around cos Li wanted to get some presents for her friends...haha..we went to the section where they sold the keychains and other stuff like that ..then we found these keychains ..which had people's name on them and they were described..so we were bored and we started to search for the names of the people that we knew ..haha..i even saw one with that someone's name and the description was so WRONG...haha..it said that the person was graceful ... feminine and some other stuff...haha..was busy laughing ..so didnt manage to read the whole thing ..haha...so Li bought her stuff..then broc had to go to the other bus stop ..so me & Li went home...this monday 's our friendly ..at kallang..mann.. ...this tuesday's the barbecue ..for ms teo..dun think i can go ..if its at night..i'm kinda hungry..hmm..wat shld I eat ?...heehee..XD...

training

this few days been really sucky..i've been sick and i missed training yesterday ..i was looking forward to it lahh..then i woke up with high temperature and my parents din allow me to go ..so there i was feeling like crap and felt more crap after my parents said " just stay at home lah ..i bring you go clinic" din had any other choice cos when i tried to argue , my dad just said " If you go for this training ..then dun go for the coming trainings .." talk abt threatening..sheesh...so ya i din go ..was so bored ..whole day just sleep around..tmr 's the CIP thingy ..can't wait ..haha..it'll be so fun..heehee..see ya tmr. (((:

Now you're pictures that you left behind.

Are just memories of a different life.

Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry.

One that made you have to say goodbye.

What I'd given to run my fingers through your hair.

To touch your lips, to hold you near .

When you say your prayers, try to understand.

I've made mistakes, I'm just a man.

Nuz felt like crap at 1.46pm

thoughts

I've been thinking alot lately. abt the big CUT . you guys should know what i'm talking abt. i'm realli scared . i can't hide it.i 'm clueless to who would be cut. i really have no idea. anybody could be cut . there's no guarantee. i can't sleep at night. keep thinking abt this. but i've finally come to this...i thank all of you for being there for me , for making all those fond memories wif me . i really appreciate it . i 'll be devastated if i'm cut . i'll be lying if i say i'm not . on the day when the 'results' are announced , if i am cut .... i'll try my best to hold back the tears and force myself to smile and hold my head up high. i dunno wat i'll do. Not sure whether i can cope when the results are out . but i sincerely hope that we'll stay together no matter what the results are. come what may but we should stay strong .we are a team and it'll always stay that way. c'mon ZEST , we got 4 more trainings together , let's make the best of them . let's give it our all. let's prove to ms L*^ that we deserve to get into B'DIV 06. Jiayou TK .

gd morning

Gosh ..Wat time is it? ...10AM??! why the heck am I up so early?!! thought of waking up late today ..since there's nothing to do anyway ..aiyah ...my body's aching from yesterday's training . Ran 6 rounds . then we did the stations ...high-knee lifts..the zig-zag run ...the in-between-cones thingy..lastly but certainly not the least .....the hurdles...i was like 'SHIT '. when i saw it being set up.Cos the last time i did it . My knee practically died. Not that its alive but..ya you know wat I mean ...anyway ..we had to do 8 times of each station... when i came to the last station , i just did it ..and din think ...and guess wat??!! i din kick or drop any of the hurdles(i should stop thinking more often) .. and i was so happy ... (that 's pratically the most exciting thing that happened to me yesterday.) i was so relieved after getting it over and done with ..and i expected ms lee to tell some of us to go and keep the stuff but instead of doing that she went to tell us to go do a second set except that now we have to do it with a ball ... haha.. I wanted to melt into the floor when i had to do the hurdles ....sheesh... but got it over with in a matter of minutes .. so it wasn't as bad as i thot it would be ...haha..next we did all the normal ball work..then some defending drill..then some attacking/defending drill...then ran four times up and down the court and it was the END OF TRAINING !! haha...so i guess it wasn't so bad..it was DOable ..haha...bb..gtg and eat breakfast ..a big bowl of honey stars and milk !! yum.yum. =D

so bored

i am so bored mann.i got nothing to do.I'm practically stoning. i'm so nervous for training tmr. Its gonna be hell . But i'm kind of hoping that it'll be as slack as last training. the one when ms lee was absent . but FAT CHANCE . aiyah . I'm so gonna die . but wadeva i'll give my best . thats for sure . during the last training before the holidays ..ms lee said that she'll be cutting us from 23 to 16..(if i'm not wrong) i was like shit mann ....she's gonna judge us base on the holiday trainings.. .how the hell am i gonna go up against these strong players around me? sheesh ..from now on its gonna be TOUGH...REALLI TOUGH. ..anyway ..i gotta go visit my grandma at the hospital and also mentally prepare myself for tmr .....XD...