(This is at Emily's wedding I think a few days after 9/11)
10 years ago today we had just moved to Fallon 11 days earlier. Ashley had been in my tummy for about 5 months. Aaron called and woke me up - he was headed to work and heard about the first plane and stopped at his mom's to watch. I remember being confused and didn't believe him. We had been in New York about 4 months earlier, we were in the towers to buy tickets and to walk around. It seemed unreal and impossible that they were destroyed. I went to Marty and Brian's to watch the news because we hadn't hooked up our t.v. yet. I think we were doing beans because I remember sitting on the couch snapping beans and watching the news. I think I stayed there all day.
Its crazy to me that today as we talked with our kids about it during dinner they didn't know what we were talking about. I wonder if that is how people who live through wars and major events feel when they try to share their experiences with others. It is so hard to express the feelings that you had and help them understand. Aaron got on Youtube and showed them videos of that day. After awhile Ashley said, "I don't want to watch this anymore, it scares me." That day was scary, wondering what would happen next was scary. It makes me incredibly grateful for where I live and how safe I feel. I am grateful to all those who make it possible.