absolutely hate this feeling. i feel so useless omg. there aren't even any words to describe it jeeez.

it didn't even matter to you i guess. not even one bit. gah.

looks like it's not important enough to matter. that's all.

never thought things could affect me that much. never thought such a small thing could have the biggest impact. silly girl i am.

:)

i must say, this has been the happiest i've been since the longest time. read through all my previous posts, and wow, they were so angsty. and now, i just don't see the reason to be angsty anymore.

things happen, people change, mistakes made. i've learned to let go, to forgive and forget and to just take things in my stride. been taught by the most wonderful person to see the positive side of everything, to be the most open-hearted and generous person. to treasure what i have, and to appreciate the people around me.

and i fell in love.. with this person who taught me all that, who showed me sooo many things, the most amazing person i know. H <3

life's good, life is extremely good.