if plans should fail, my alternatives should implement..

all hopes of my parents and grandma lies in me..

all adults gossip involved me lately becuz of my upcoming plans..

i spend lesser and lesser time with my baby..

is these how things are meant to be..

I'm still only me.. i cant handle these much stuffs all by myself..

But why.. why do these overwhelming responsibilities made me felt so strongly that lights are slowly blacking out around me.. am i too blinded by my workload thus i felt this way? or is it really true..

especially from the ones i loved.. i'm really afraid of dark..

Is this how things should really be..? i'm lost..

Regardless.. i'm not someone that give up halfway..

I shall brave through this storm.. till i reach the designated shore..

nette