aloha~

Monday, April 07, 2003 :::

thought i'll say it here... gonna stop blogging. take care everybody :)

::: posted by lynnette at 11:12 AM

Tuesday, March 25, 2003 :::

did i mention tt i love the song "u make me wanna" by blue? haha v v nice. i like it when singers put some feeling into their singing. u can hear it. fwalalala~

::: posted by lynnette at 4:44 AM

peggy: class!!! whose tongs are these? *waves the bag of tongs ard in the air*
me: *looks up in a daze* gdness what did she just say? thongs? oh man....
lls: hahahhahahahha
yes my hearing is seriously... terrible haha. i know i know
bobbing my head to the sounds of "what's going on"... haha tt song is cool. yeah. hm... v tired actually came online just to relax for a while :) tell u pple abt my weird sleeping patterns haha. it's so lame. got home yesterday then had a headache so couldn't study. but had to finish the argumentative essay and zhou ji... then had the er xia test today as well didn't study! so went to sleep at 8.15pm and woke up at 2 haha. then still felt v sleepy while walking ard so started to play music. but couldn't play too loud too inconsiderate... so plugged in the earphones haha and i awoke to w-h-y. as if tt wasn't enuff later played blue. then did work in tt kind of ban hun mian zhuang tai haha. by 2pm today i was dying... kept yawning haha tt is the worst sleeping/study pattern u can ever have. strike it off my list lar haha. so terrible. later still need to do work... bleah.
was looking ard in class and during cca today. just quietly observing pple haha. i nv fail to amuse myself w stuff tt i come up w when i look at pple. haha
and tell u pple... i've started keeping my pen and paper diary again! yay yay :) been writing diligently... chalked up many entries. the writing is doing me a lot of gd... v honest w myself in there haha. been wondering what i'll do w it in the future. might burn it when i'm old maybe. dunno haha. but it's fun :)
blog at the end of the wk again lar... take care my dears.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMINAH!!! haha you lao le. must take care dun fall sick hor pls. take u out to eat another day lar haha. tell us when u're free my dear. :)

::: posted by lynnette at 4:25 AM

Thursday, March 20, 2003 :::

oh and i have to announce tt i finally got one love haha. after all tt pining, ranting, raving... and non-stop singing of sorry seems to be the hardest word to lls in class.. yes!!! haha it's all gonna go on now tt i'm even more sure of the lyrics. and new songs! heh suffering for her and leiya. haha ok i'm evil ;) but hey they're gd. i kinda like the way they harmonise... the voices tt is haha. quick go get it :)

::: posted by lynnette at 9:28 AM

sodumb hussein - yc
tt totally cracked me up... thanks my dear :)
haha i have no idea what i'm doing online... came on at 12 smthn i'm also not too sure what time. did some work on and off. was watching american idol at the same time haha. i stress tt clay and ruben are v gd... haha clay has extremely nice eyes. what can i say? lovely haha ;) lalala~ not too sure what i'm up to nowadays. everyday seems to be some kind of monotone haha hai~ seems to feel like i'm searching for something but i dunno what either. just today my mum was like, "are u troubled by something?" then i was like "erm... no... i am? i dun think so.... ok wait let me see." haha hai~ dunno dunno dunno. dunno how long this dunno mode is gonna last i won't say i'm enjoying (?) it. hm... can't sleep haha v awake. been thinking... as always. i shall try to stop thinking haha. v much so. i've decided tt it's bad for health haha. bleah. anyway... war started today. was just thinking tt it's weird how years later all our children (haha) are gonna learn abt today... i mean yesterday, march 20 2003. yes they're gonna read tt it was the day tt usa launched a war on iraq... and if my children (haha again) are ever gonna ask me if i remembered anything abt the war like how i ask my grandma, i'm gonna tell them tt i felt tt it was unneccessary. lame pple u have out there hai~ the poor civilians. they're the ones who're suffering. somehow when i woke up today i felt extremely restless. then switched on the tv channel newasia saw tt they declared war alr... hai~ not tt we're directly affected but somehow can feel the pain. it's unexplainable. i just kept asking myself, what if i had a loved one out there at war? it must hurt v badly.can u imagine? the trauma, the worry, the anguish, the pain? hai~ it's always the civilians tt suffer the most. bleah lar hope it ends asap. in the meantime, pray for the pple... yeah. even as i'm typing this tt feeling continues to live on somewhere in my heart. it's horrible when u can't justify what u feel. fwa~~
wanted to go down to the great old longkang haha. yes seriously today it was like tian zhu wo ye! great weather, no disturbances whatsoever... haha then later had to change my plan. so sad u know haha. but just as well... coz later when i went down for tuition, was just standing at the pavilion talking to chewyuen. ok then though our topic was totally not abt war haha it would have been weird if it was, i just kept thinking... the world in front of us now is so peaceful and lovely but gdness what exactly is happening on the other side? haha yes yes tell me i'm silly. i know... haha drama! terrible. shld stop it.
bleah lar just take care my dears~

::: posted by lynnette at 9:16 AM

Tuesday, March 18, 2003 :::

lalala... hols now. haha slacking and maybe working... a leetle bit only. dunno leh been feeling pretty weird. lazy and yet not lazy. if u get what i mean? ;) feeling slightly hungry now. but going out later for lunch so i guess it's ok... hmm. v tired haha. yawning as i'm typing this. i dunno why i'm so tired either... as i was telling ahyuen yesterday... it's not tt i'm down, it's just tt i'm not up. haha hai~ go figure. it's come to a point whereby i no longer know if it's tt i have too many things on my mind or tt there's really nothing i'm thinking of. which is pretty impossible but lalala dunno... so many things are happening in the world today. the war and everything... which really sets me wondering why pple are pitting themselves against each other. hai~ pneumonia. haha take care everybody. pls dun fall sick it's quite terrible.
as a few pple know... yes i carried out the great plan of sitting by the lovely longkang on monday haha. so enjoyable i tell u. nv before have i stoned in such peace :) sat down there for 1 hr... nice. i dunno how to describe but it's tt serenity tt u feel without anybody by ur side or any particular thing on ur mind. just sitting there staring at nothingness. just listening to the sound of the wind. v nice :) though i think i freaked some pple out... erm haha. it's like some of those aunties... u know the neighbours? yah the kind who keep talking to me non-stop. when they walk past then they just stare. and to me it's like huh what's there to look? so give them this v blank look and of course they can't hold my gaze... the last thing i need is for them to tell my mum tt i was sitting down there for dunno how long but nvm lar haha. doing whatever makes me happy :) alright gtg alr. anyway... happy birthday to xiu! sweet sixteen alr my dear. must take care and do smile haha. *points at xiu and laughs* haha u know why.... ;) see ya my dears~

::: posted by lynnette at 8:21 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2003 :::

no conversation of the day i can really think of haha. sorry it's either tt things no longer amuse me (?) nowadays or tt i can't remember... i guess it's the latter. haha yep so lalala wait till my memory gets better lar. lalala had fun fair yesterday... v hectic but kinda fun lar haha. somehow dun feel like elaborating abt it. coz too many things happened... lalala. saw loads of pple though.. and i like the nachos tt i took from son2 haha. too bad i didn't enjoy them as much as i wanted to. u know why my dear~ haha. it's been fun talking to a lot of pple recently... on a personal level. yes. tiring but yes of course it's been enjoyable. doing things tt i want to nowadays... not letting much stop me haha. which is gd i'm having a lot of fun. it's like tt kind of "do first think later" attitude. :) suddenly keeping a blog doesn't appeal much to me anymore. do i need to explain why? the main reason is tt it's dangerous. haha yeah other than tt... dunno lar. and it's weird when u know too much abt pple. needing to keep secrets and all... v funny. as in weird not funny-haha. xiu help me! haha nvm. lalalala~ term 1's been funny. haven't been myself at all lately. hope i'll like... revert back to normal over the holidays. as for how i'll do so i have no idea either haha. lalala been slacking far too much.. though it might not look like it is but i am. of course i shld know... in any case... take care my dears. and pls listen to blue's sorry seems to be the hardest word. such a happening and melancholic song heh :) see u ard~

::: posted by lynnette at 6:39 AM

Saturday, March 08, 2003 :::

...nette... says: i think i seriously need to go to the beach or really sit down by the longkang one day
...nette... says: this cannot do haha
cavewoman says: hahhahaha
cavewoman says: jump into the fish tank and immerse yourself there ...

haha yes... i might take ur advice u know. but no my luohan yu's ferocious. evil luohan haha. tried to bite my finger off the other day when i was just waving my finger above the tank. yes it jumped up. i seriously think it qualifies for some circus. too frisky alr. *shakes head* slept a lot yesterday. like i said i would... woke up at 0930 somehow couldn't continue sleeping haha. weird. feeling a bit lost dunno why. even more weird. lalala... i wonder if i'm waiting for the hols to come. i suppose so... it's feast time w the gang haha yay

::: posted by lynnette at 11:05 PM

sonya: here's the plan: lynnette and yy, both of u play scissors paper stone and the winner will decide our fate. lynnette u represent us and yy u represent u and basilia.
yy: ok lar...
me: fine (ok i shld be quite gd at this... wait die i dun think i can do it now) here goes~
-5 mins later -
yy: yes we won!!!! hahaha~
me: noo!!! i'm not going in! no way am i going in!!!
sonya: nette2 how could u lose... *wails in agony*
me: i know i know.... *starts wailing too*
ok tt exchange happened this morning haha. somehow i dun feel like putting what we did tt resulted in it... nv knew scissors paper stone could reduce us to such a state haha. oh and yes in the end we followed them haha. terrible...
lalala went for cca leaders meeting today. ms. low was inspiring. haha she still induces fear in me... actually she was able to do so all the time. always had this idea tt she's probably one of the only few teachers in sch who really commands my respect. coz she's shrewd, intelligent and formidable haha. too gd at mind-reading potentially dangerous. i'm quite in awe of her actually heh :) and i feel tt if one day i have to deal w any of the teachers... most will be chicken feed but ms. low will kill me haha. she's too gd. guess so~ anyway she said a lot... but one of the sentences tt really got me is "dun take urself too seriously". haha i dunno if i take myself too seriously... it depends. but i admire the way she handles things. yep. went w phoebs and ruijun to kfc after everything... kinda lunch lar haha. silly phoebs... haha kept mouthing silly stuff at the end of her bus ride on 162 to the other busstop. of which content i shall not divulge. i tell u i'm gonna kill u on monday if i still remember *grins*
anyway... feeling v tired today. lack of sleep so ended up stoning a lot. i think i shall go sleep later... dunno why i'm not doing so yet. so many things to say yet i dunno where to begin. actually the fact is tt i've been thinking abt some issues recently but i can't remember... it's weird lalala. time to recharge v soon. take care everyone :)

::: posted by lynnette at 6:23 AM

Monday, March 03, 2003 :::

did this just for fun... got it frm wuhui's site. haha was thinking tt i'll say it for one wk if it works out right.
calvin

Perform your every-day duties shouting this choice
phrase at the top of your lungs, and I'm sure
you'll be purple with childish glee. Tis a most
snazzy phrase, don't you think? It's my
favourite too. Often I find myslef using it as
a replacement for 'hello'. Hmm...yes well,
shout it with passion and I know that Calvin
and Hobbes would be truly proud.

!*What should your trademark phrase be?*!
brought to you by Quizilla

so here goes: oooga booga kablooey! heh ok madness

::: posted by lynnette at 2:45 AM

oh and today's chem test was horrible... haiyoh i stress on the word horrible. bleah bleah bleah. dunno if studying like mad on the eve is considered effort haha. dun want to think abt it nvm. ming tian hui geng hao. haha used to think tt was a corny phrase but it's alright now i guess heh ;) have hcl tmr... then ss and debate on wed. rest for thurs (finally) then add math on fri... still have those career seminars on thurs and fri at suntec. is this what being a sec 4 is all abt? haha dunno dunno dunno. i wonder if i'm enjoying myself... the company is still great, what w all the darlings i have all ard me... but something seems different. just as lls said... many different things happening in class now. i won't say i respond v positively. dunno? it's not tt i'm afraid of forming an opinion... at least i dun think so. i mean me without an opinion is like... a fish burger without the fish inside it. haha what a weird way of expressing it sorry tt was the only thing tt came to my mind haha ;) yep perhaps everybody's stressed. i shall take it at tt. lalala~

::: posted by lynnette at 2:36 AM

audrey: LYNNETTTE!!!! u haven't answered my qn yet! so many wks already YOU KNOW!!!
me: (die alr) what qn... haiyoh repeat.
audrey: the one i asked u lar...
me: erm...
audrey: quick!!!
me: i won't answer coz... *looks ard* u know u know. i'm eh... mysterious. yes tt's it i'm mysterious so i cannot ans qns just when u ask me to (haha what crap)
audrey: lynnnneeeetttteeee...

gdness i'm mad haha. dunno how i managed to fool her w tt on the bus. hai~ terrible. dunno lar dun want to mention the qn here haha. though it's nothing much but nvm heh ;) lalala... v funny day in sch today. walked to sch laughing like mad becoz of some sms tt i received haha then got some pretty weird looks frm some sec 2s. bleah nvm *grins* then was talking to sonya, yy<>/b> and christine... haha chao hilarious esp when i was talking to son2. so funny i realize i'm naive ("i thought they were looking at stars what..."). blur. haha whatever adj u can think of tt indicates those meanings also can lar. yes can u believe it? i actually missed some steps to the line dance when christine was talking to me becoz i was too amused/shocked w what i heard. hahaha feel like laughing now. alright i've arrived at the conclusion tt it'll be mad for me to go on sat coz i'll be... i dunno. hysterical. surely cannot keep my face straight haha. esp w son ard. so try to persuade me haha :) lalala... was on 162 on my way home just on. the pple on the bus were so funny tt i actually couldn't control and laughed when i heard there conversation haha haiyoh. so evil. can tell tt they're younger so yah... kind of reminds me of primary sch days. heh memories. :) thinking of changing my layout... to change or not to change? dunno lar. take care hor everybody~

::: posted by lynnette at 2:29 AM