Tuesday, September 29, 2009
boohoo im sick at the very very very wrong time..
thursday is napfa!
well, not like it really matters cos im gonna fail all the same?
RAHH..
keep holding on!!
for anything and everything else..
i hope i can see the brightest light someday (:
today is my brother's birthday!
it feels kinda weird cos he isn't throwing any big party..
oh btw he is 21..
well maybe it doesn't really matter to him..
me too!
i just want to feel loved (:
nothing beats that kind of feeling..
it doesn't have to be extravagant or extraordinary..
well, truthfully speaking, i don't know what im talking about.
haa!
VPP is coming to an end real soon! whipeewoo!
fheeeeewww...
i thought i could have dozens of things to do..
but i think this last 2 weeks will be rather laid back instead..
i should just quit daydreaming!
what you like what you need what you want?
i really dont know haha..
not even the slightest expectations in my life..
i was never a guy who had a brain..
i try to have one now!
time to maple! (since there isn't anyone to dota with me or accompany me)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/29/2009 04:57:00 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
high and dry but i really dont mind..
as long as you're here, i'll always be there!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/27/2009 10:53:00 PM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
new skin.. like not very nice? i dunno leh...
shall find a better one next time!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/26/2009 02:03:00 PM
reminder and forgotten :(
happy birthday seah buangbuang
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/26/2009 12:29:00 AM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
cold day and raining...
and i forget to bring jacket :(
im freezing!
rahh..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/24/2009 08:17:00 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
ti ti ti ti ti!
Chang Jiang 7
:D
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/21/2009 11:33:00 PM
i have zero talent in art..
really zero!
my words are fugly, my drawings are weird..
omg?
im the biggest stalker ever :)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/21/2009 12:26:00 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009
thanks for giving me another chance..
it really means alot alot to me..
this time; i'll do it right..
i hope *pray pray*
my results... SUCKS! as usual..
lol.. freaking pd1 C+..
me and dom get C+.. jasline get B..
haiya..
gpa.. DONT WANT SAY LIAO!
time to bang wall die!
or rather bang table..
grr..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/18/2009 08:32:00 AM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
napfa training today..
failure is all i can say..
my results super jialat..
cannot go training today also.. :(
sister running high fever..
yesterday she lau sai and vomit some more..
wonder what she ate wrong..
but then again..
whats the use of having me at home to take care of her?
it doesnt make any difference since she's already being taken care of..
haha..
she has... "personal attendant"..
no use for me!
its swelling.. even with antisceptic..
good job, well deserved..
think tomorrow swelling will stop..
1 box, 2 boxes, 3 boxes... sigh..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/15/2009 06:05:00 PM
for a chance, a miracle, im willing to do anything...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/15/2009 09:20:00 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
shame on me
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/14/2009 09:49:00 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
im finally back from malacca!!
it was a fun trip with lots of unorganized activities hahahaha!
the food was okay except that dinner is always seafood which i dont eat..
i think the lecturers love seafood thats why they organize in such a way that every dinner is seafood dinner..
hahaha!
mornings and afternoons are always such a boring drag until at night, when all the fun begins!
be it playing card games, hanging around in the hotel, or walking on the streets...
we'll always have so much crap to do and say hahahaha!
i want all the pictures that we took!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/13/2009 10:57:00 AM
Monday, September 07, 2009
saying is easy,
doing is hard.
i'll be better!
i promise!
going malacca soon..
for some industrial visit..
argh hope it will be fun..
first ball chui,
setting chui,
blocking chui,
spiking chui.
brush up on my skills la!!
run run run,
napfa go away!!
rahh.. damn lol...
when i dont have anything better to do,
my life is super free and unoccupied and stress-free..
when it starts to get a teeny weeny bit busier,
everything comes crashing down and im having a real headache..
vacation proj (which obviously i havent really get started),
napfa (again, obvious that im not the least bit ready for it),
i need to pull together!!
once im back from malacca,
im left with 2 more weeks until vacation project ends..
and that is the WORSE thing you can ever tell yourself..
it means that PANEL REVIEW is coming,
and REPORT must be done again..
for everytime the report gets submitted,
i feel even more stress..
somehow there is this kind of feeling that,
the more times i hand in the same report,
the more perfect is has to be and is expected to be..
i used to be hakuna matata lol..
i need to really really pull myself together..
for now, lets just listen to soothing music and enjoy the little serenity i have..
even though i probably still have dozens of things running through my mind..
thinking back,
i cant believe im writing all these..
just not long ago im still posting about like dota and outing and what have you lol...
its amazing haha!
but say only, also dont need money?
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/07/2009 10:40:00 PM
Sunday, September 06, 2009
i recently browsed through and listen to various disney songs hahahaha!
favourite pasttime songs and even now...
Tale as old as time,
True as it can be.
Barely even friends,
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly.
Just a little change,
Small, to say the least.
Both a little scared,
Neither one prepared,
Beauty and the Beast
Ever just the same.
Ever a surprise.
Ever as before,
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise.
Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song.
Bittersweet and strange,
Finding you can change,
Learning you were wrong.
Certain as the sun
Rising in the East.
Tale as old as time,
Song as old as rhyme.
Beauty and the Beast.
Tale as old as time,
Song as old as rhyme,
Beauty and the Beast.
NICE SONG! :D
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/06/2009 02:51:00 PM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
can i catch 148 ghosts within 22 hours!!? omg i so wanna complete this mission la! hahahaha!
today i never go sentosa!! bohooo!!
wanted to enjoy before i leave for malacca buttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt..
need to pack my stuff to go malacca le...
cos mon tues training i sure no time to pack...
goshhh..
going for 4 days.. gonna miss my girl!
time to change my room's layout already..
i dont have any wireless signal unless i move closer to the door..
damn router hahaha!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/05/2009 09:26:00 AM
Thursday, September 03, 2009
they say bad things happen in chains..
totally..
just now only, i got stucked in the toilet.
reason being, my towel is missing.
apparently its being taken away and i didnt know.
worse thing.
i called for my sister cos shes the only one awake and at home.
suay suay the moment i open my mouth she went to use hair dryer so cant hear me.
second time i called for her the same thing happen, and i also woke my mom up.
i thought she COULD help me.
she ask me what happen i said i needed a towel cos mine is gone from the toilet.
she freaking ask me to use my shirt to wipe myself dry.
how retarded is that?
i go bathe and use my sweat-smelling shirt to wipe myself dry?
so that i can go get my freaking towel and go bathe again?
too much time to spare?
i just got stuck in a freaking jam from the firestation all the way till i passed standard chartered.
worse thing is that the bus got re-routed and it went around hillview and then to bukitpanjang.
reach home after more than an hour bus ride..
super sian..
i already had such a bad day until i dont wanna talk or whatever and this shit still happens.
if i can smile through this means that im mad.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/03/2009 11:52:00 PM
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
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MUST IMPROVE DAMMIT!
napfa at maju camp... boo!! no cheating...
train hard xy you weak ass!
VPP sucks!
i want my holidays!
BOO BOO BOO!!!!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9/01/2009 10:40:00 AM
