Sunday, January 27, 2008
i have just changed my song! i've changed to Emotional by Diana Degarmo... its a very nice song tt i had a long long time ago.. haha.. forgot who send me one but i tink its really nice... music can be extremely expressive and so can lyrics alone! well.. sometimes.. part of it only la! LOL!! anyways enjoy de song, emotional by diana degarmo... =]
Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say
What I should just keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad
'Bout everything
Sometimes I'm mad
And break some things
Sorry times ten
But you just got in the way
Don't give up now running away
I won't hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared
You'll leave me
That's when I feel
Emotional
You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl get used to it
No big deal
You can't change me
Why would you try
I'm no angel
But I can make you smile
And that's the way it is
And that's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I’m just scared
You'll leave me
That's when I feel
Emotional
Don't give up now running away
I won't hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared
You'll leave me
That's when I feel
Sometimes I get
Emotional
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/27/2008 10:17:00 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
today i went for tbd2 at sentosa.. haha.. wad a weird day wif weird weather.. suddenly damn sunny and hot.. den suddenly no sun and begins to drizzle.. lols... i very lazy to post alot ah... just tt we played captain's frisbee? annd find unwanted materials and make a model... girl look lyk boy and boy look lyk girl.. lols.. de day passed very quickly.. very fast finish le den we go harbour front center and ate at the breeks.. at until lyk 9 plus den i left wif sengkuan... reached home bathe and stuff and here i am.. gonna take my med real soon... do some final stuff and den i go slp....
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/26/2008 11:06:00 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
tis morning i go school.. i was on 184.. den dunno at which traffic light.. de bus stopped and i looked outside.. i saw one $10 note lying right in front of me zzzzzzzzz.... i shld haf got down to take or smth lols.. so many passer-bys yet no one saw.. i tink on de bus got beta view or smth lols! damn funny.. den i watched de note lyin in de grass as de bus drove away... sadness lols!
reached school and waited for yc and lh wif yq... went to class late as usual and had our lessons as usual... today o level results came out.. congrats sihong get b3 for english.. he screamed lyk mad dog lidat... mad frog =.=" hehe.. heard tt last year paper is easier compared to de one i sat for... sianzz hehe... but nvm.. over jiu suan le bah hahaha... today got maths quiz 3 and i TOT i studied enuff of it... i revised on integration only and i realised i studied de wrong ting.. half wrong... today de paper come out trigo AND integration.. out of 34 marks... 10 marks is from integration only... and its only DEFINITE AND INDEFINITE INTEGRALS... arghh... haha.... wasted my time revising area under curve and stuff hehe...
after school i went to penninsular plaza wif yc lh wj , yq and terence.... i bought my skinny jeans for my new year.. white one... still not used to tt kinda feeling when i wear... i guess if its my bro he wun haf any trouble cos he wear jeans as low as wearing skinny jeans lidat.. its just de tightness in my calves tt makes me feel kinda uneasy hahaha... ah well.. it will loosen up after a few wears.. lols... i scared my white pants dirty sia.. im a very clumsy guy hehe... after we ate long john silver we all went home.. i took mrt wif lh, terence and yq...
after i reach home i saw my mom and sis cleaning closets lyk crazy... stuff lying around and tons of books, letters, paperworks etc etc... lols.. lyk whirlwind just hit de study room lol! well.. time to help them out haha... but i feel lyk doin my maths tutorial leh.. hm.. tis sat goin sentosa.. so mabbe tis weekend no time to do... tml den do bah i guess? haha...
im officially sick lol... my cough is getting worse... until my chest hurts... zzz... lh say my cough nv see doc wun okay one... i hope it isnt true hahaha!!! simply cant afford to see doc... lool...! i hate goin to de doc...
tml goin to eeps only.. zz.. waste time sia lols.. nid to clear locker some more.. i hope my stuff is back in my box lols! lent weisheng my cutter and his fren my soldering iron.. hope its back now... so i wun nid to bring it next time.. troublesome..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/24/2008 08:28:00 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
sian.. im sick once again.. haha.. i dun tink i wanna eat tonight.. cough le almost throw up just now.. zzzzzzzz... duno why for no reason my cough visits my throat again... argggh..
just now got 2 min speech.. i tink... it went okay bah? not very good but... can la hehe... i noe iac ppt was bad LOL... didnt haf tt presenting kinda mood... was rather restless in class... class ended around 12... i go eat lunch wif lh and jl.. jasline didnt eat.. mabbe wan yc feed lols... den later wj yc and terence came... wait for them to eat finish den me wj and lh go take bus home..
lh pei me take 184.. damn funny.. we saw 2 lesbian in bus lc-ing... lh damn high hahaha... de ppl in de bus damn shocked la.. esp those sec school kids tt just board on de bus.. dunno wad he so high abt lols.. les only wad... haha... den i ask him if he se gays lc-ing wad will he do LOL! his answer is clear la lols.. tt idiot...
nth much has happened today but im in a really great mood these days haha.. tml got compro and eecad... see how de compro lecturer kpkb me.. terence didnt finsh de proj and i gotta hand in de one which he said as "too simple, no purpose" de program... i didnt even submit my sample dialogue and my description... wth! damn sian de hahaha... forget it... both my mini proj 1 and 2 has been screwed... zzzzz...
lets hope de night is beta.. de night sky these days is very nice =]
did i say tt before? i tink i did lols..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/21/2008 04:58:00 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
today is a super happy and fun day...!! lols! woke up suuuuuuper early in de morning... wa damn shuang.. hehe...
needed to reach school by 1.30 to take bus to de OCC for paintball tag... was almost late ah so i faster throw everything inside my bag and rush to take bus.. almost missed my bus but i ran and heng de door isnt closed yet lols... reached school on time and went to su booth to find ppl... saw a few tss ppl in school.. i tink sat still got open house LOL!! i sat around for awhile.. den when charles finish his baracuda performance some of us go can 2 meet up and we go take bus to OCC... de wait was long.. but we finally got to play.. daaaaaaamn fun ah... although i kanna direct hit on my right arm 4 times.. i still tink its daaaaaaamn fun LOL...!! im kinda lucky.. first 2 hit tio my finger bone and my wrist bone so not pain.. got one at my shoulder super pain T.T got shot my kai when i was running to grab de box.. argh.. i cant believe i couldnt find de handle for de box LOL~! feel kinda stupid stand dere staring at de box.. arr but de game duration is super short and de bullet runs out super fast... shoot until no ammo oso dunno de... no paintball still can fire blanks wif sound... super funny when u see ppl wif no bullets shooting until they happy lol...
after de paintball we go northpoint to eat kfc.. eat finish le find de rest at mac.. den went wif some ppl to yishun safra and i watched them bowl... dun wanna bowl ah... my right arm handicapped LOL... also more den a year nv bowl... zzz..
when they bowl finish.. we went out.. and den i saw de sky.. wa.. damn sui... de moon bright de stars alot and dere isnt alot of clouds.. just nice i shld say.. haha... i hope other places of sg can see wad i saw... i noe i cant see it in my house zzzzzzzz... super sadness.. but i reaaaaaaaally hope other places can see it.. worth stopping to take a gaze...
its getting late and im goin to bathe and go to slp... tml i shall wake up early... =]
nights all..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/19/2008 11:45:00 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
today got eeps and ael practical exam.. wah sian... my eeps... completely flunked... do finish le FORGET TO LET DE LECTURER SIGN... lidat 9 marks gone.. plus last qn is blank LOL!! lidat another alot of marks gone le... ael pract is alot beta.. de lecturer very kind.. kip helping me wif stuff haha... although i in de end put wrong value LOL!! dunno ah.. 2 weeks later den will noe my result... zzz... went to play pool after eeps practical before ael practical hehe! play awhile only though.. no time lols.. now my head is full of sine wave. morning was highest v peak. eeps was de other peak.. pool was peak.. ael pract was de other lowest peak...period = one day LOL! god im mad abt studies =]
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/18/2008 07:55:00 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
today np had its open house.. i went to SU booth to help out... as well as to see tss ppl coming hahaha... but i spend most of my time playing volleyball and crashing other ppl's table =x LOL! i walked around de atrium to see other booth and went to de techno fair to see see look look.. i go dere eat de chocolate marshmellow... hmm its really nice hahahah.. too bad i cannot get de ice cream cos i no coupon zz... hehe... really wanted to eat ice cream though... i went to these places b4 those sec schools came.. lyk 1 plus 2 lidat..
i went for lessons until lyk 3 lidat.. den christina sms me say tss reach le... den i went to SU booth and play volleyball lols.. met quite some friends from tss hehe... after awhile lh and yc came den we go walk around... saw estella at de atrium when i was walking around... and today is super ultra hot.. so we went to the techno fair for some air con and i saw christina hahaha! i didnt noe she is at block 56 dere.. saw amaryllis at atrium oso when i walkin out to techno fair.. den i walk to convention and i saw peiqi... walk enuff le i go back SU booth and lh and yc went home... zz.. and on de way i saw shawn! SU booth damn sian de... so i continue playing vball LOL! while playing.. i saw kevin! haha i really saw alot of ppl... i even see soler in action hahahaha!
damn nice day la.. saw so many ppl and played vball until i shiok.. =]
dunno tml i can go down anot.. tml got eeps and ael practical exam.. kao.. i forgotten all abt it la.. zz.. ael tutorial is dead man.. dead until cannot be even more dead LOL!
bless me =]
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/17/2008 09:40:00 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
finished my compro mini proj 2.. finally.. been cracking my head and straining my eyes for it over an hour or two... ael pract exam tis friday.. and i dunno how to do.. zzz...
i seriously wanna get my own net.. my sister..
ALWAYS uploading or downloading stuff.. duno wad she doin oso zzzzz~~ she can at least WARN ME or something..
ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS in de midst of my gaming and stuff
I WILL DEFINITELY LAG LYK DOG LIDAT.. scream her name she only
LAUGH IT OFF den act as if
NOTHING HAPPEN... it
ALWAYS and
DEFINITELY spoil my mood and
NOW IM GOIN OFF TO SLP BCOS IM SUPER TURNED OFF... CRAP LA!ARGHHHHH!!!!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/15/2008 05:37:00 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
my head fucking hurts.. i dunno why..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/13/2008 04:07:00 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
went for tbd today... well.. its kinda fun.. i noe one more person who share de same birthday as me. only tt she is 2 years older den me haha... before tbd i met cy at my bp interchange.. den went to find mel and others near beauty world dere... had breakfast.. cy bought happy meal and gave mel de toycar and mel bought happy meal and gave cy de barbie doll =.= haha.. eat finish le we take bus to school.. went lt 73 for tbd.. games games and stuff.. finish tbd around 4 plus 5... went to bukit timah plaza ate kfc den went for pool session. it was freaking raining zz... 3 hours of pool and went to de hawker to tok abit.. i left around 10.10 lidat.. haha.. got nth much to say dere... felt out of place and totally dried eyes make me feel totally shagged.. so i left wif charles and here i am bloggin haha... feel lyk sleeping now but i no room.. my bro today nv get recalled back to camp... and de room door is closed for me lols.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/12/2008 11:10:00 PM
Friday, January 11, 2008
today is compro exam.. i flunk... totally... 3 questions i only can answer 1.. de other 2 anyhow write. zz.. confirm gone case liao.. damn hard la... zzz.. forget it..
after eeps i went to eat wif thokkai yc wj lh sh and terence.. went beauty world eat mac.. den after tt thokkai drive me yc wj sh and orry to tp... hehe... today tp open house so we went dere see see look look... tp is a nice campus.. we walked around.. sh and orry had frens all over lols. walk abit stop abit.. den we go tp lib study... i went to find shining... haha.. poor ting still doin proj LOL! i more poor ting.. study still only can do 1 qns nia.. zz... teach teach teach ownself in de end dunno how to do... zzzzzzzz....... we left tp around 4 plus.. den exam start at 6.. end at 730... haha..
tts de end... tml goin tbd.. zz.. dun feel lyk goin leh.. hmm but go bah.. lols..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/11/2008 09:11:00 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
time pass by very slow today in school... i wonder why hahaha... slacked in class as usual...
today after school i went to SU to take my challengers shirt.. woots its nice.. esp when it is ORANGE IN COLOUR!!! =] hehe..
and i saw adeline after tt.. she finally recognise who i am after seeing her so many times =] im surprised she still recognise me cos alot of ppl doesnt hehe...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/09/2008 05:59:00 PM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
have u ever seen someone cry bcos u are late for some gathering or stuff lidat? i just did a few days ago.
was goin to my auntie house to celeb ah gong bday.. we were late for lyk 2 hours lidat. i noe its alot.. its not lyk we wan tt to happen.. morning ask her wad time nid to go.. she vaguely answered "u wan go wif me first or wad...." den something about my small aunt goin dunno where and she stopped her tracks and watched tv.. so i watch oso. when she go downstairs and back she was screaming all over and all sorts of shit u can tink of.. i go bathe my bro change my sis went make up.. of cos my sis slowest bcos of make up and all.. and den she start to scream her lungs out and sat at de dining table and broke down when everyone is ready to go.. say wad wan us get ready oso nid to beg and wadeva stuff.. zzz.. i dunno wad to say or do.. let her finish and den leave lo.. den she start to cal relatives and say we slow la touch here and dere blaa... k fine i dun really care..
till den, till now. she is basically ignoring us. specifically me and my sis. my bro isnt at home anyway.. since then she always comes home. come in my room. look here look dere. and gif that "im fucking disappointed wif you" look. wt? makes me wanna slp immediately. even early in de morning when i go off to school.. i say byebye she just shoo me away? sometimes i really wonder why i wanna be so family boy. but ah well. im trained domestic pet.. goin out bores me.. i dunno wad she wans la... haiya.. hard to please lols..
its only 10.30, she stepped in and gif tt face and look again. lights out. nights =]
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/08/2008 10:16:00 PM
Monday, January 07, 2008
today is IS day.. went to school early in de morinng.. just to realise comt from 8-10 has been cancelled bcos lecturer sick... zzzzz.. so went lib and tried to finish our iac cos today got presentation. wa seh.. anyhow bomb le... zz.. tured out alright i guess.. not a total disaster.
after tt go back tss to mee marcus thavit shannen kaiyun sokwei and ferlyn... ferlyn is flying back jap soon.. so bon voyage! went back seee some friends and teachers... god i missed sec school life haha.. go back oso realise ms debbie is not teaching anymore... hais damn sad.. cannot see her bully students liao lols..!! when they eating candida came.. lols.. long time no see her? ahaha... after tt we went home le... school isnt as lively as those times when we were studying.. after school de canteen is so dead... last time canteen is always noisy and full of ppl.. i wonder wad has changed tt... haha...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/07/2008 10:35:00 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
tml is so dead. got iac ppt. and i dun haf anything to show. at least not tt i noe of. supposedly it shld be easy if we had done it during de 2 weeks. but everyone had their own tings to do. well so do i. lets see wad tt woman has to say to us. the biggest group wif the least tings done.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/06/2008 11:10:00 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
today got back both my papers... didnt do well but nv fail either. just... average bah.. im satisfied enuff cos i dunnid retake.. i heard painball was cancelled again.. =// lets hope it isnt true. i wan my t shirt. lots of proj haven do. esp iac. next week ppt liao. pray for me.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/03/2008 10:03:00 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!! i noe tis post is abit late but last night was dota-ing until 3am.. super tired so nv post.. hahahha den tis morning forgot to blog hahaha!!
anyways.. 2007 is gone and i hope 2008 will be beta... haha..
happy new year everyone. cheers!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1/01/2008 06:07:00 PM
