Ever wondered how different your life would be if you hadn't met certain people? Or did certain things? Would you still be you? Nurture or nature?

The times they come and go
but we'll never know
how it became
everything i never wanted
As the walls keep closing in
I can't help but cry out for a better day

Am I just fighting my shadows
Am I just losing my mind

Everything I did was wrong
And I wanna make it up tonight
When all I needed was just you
And the way you made me whole

I wonder what made me blind
to everything you ever did
how could I ignore
all the signs you gace

Am I just fighting my shadows
Am I just losing my mind

Everything I did was wrong
And I wanna make it up tonight
When all I needed was just you
And the way you made me whole

All I wanted was
to be here with you
cause I don't want to spend another day without you

Hello, it's been awhile. Things are starting to look up for me I guess. First was an issue not many knew about that has been resolved. I almost couldn't graduate this year and would have needed to wait till the next academic year to graduate. Well God certainly answered my prayers on that, allowing the school to let me graduate after completing what I needed to complete. Also, I managed to score an internship at a recoding studio. The stuff I'm seeing there is stuff I either already know or things I can put into practice! Which all in all is great. Also, I guess I'm finally going to be able to teach guitar, a parent at church wants me to teach her kid or kids, not too clear about that, but hey, passing on knowledge is always a good thing. Till next time.

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I wish we all could win. Yea, I really do. The stickiest and most difficult thing to deal with in life has got to be human relationships. Multiply that by any number would exponentially or even double the exponential sum of difficulty you'll have to face. People always say its worth it to fight to the end to preserve and build relationships, but is it really? I guess its harder if you don't really have a relationship to the people you have a hard time with in the first place.l I wish we all could win, perfect solution in an imperfect world. I guess its time to build better bridges then, after all, bridges are meant to take heavy loads and not break at the first sign of a storm.

Labels: I wish we all could win