-Sunday, June 15, 2008-

mood : *trying* to be peaceful

i guess most human beings need attention. when one cannot feel the attention anymore i guess thats the time when loneliness creeps in. I believe if i say this to my bro, he will most probably comment that things don't necessarily needs to be this way.
I guess it may be right too. If from the beginning we don't attach happiness and attention together, without attention we are still self-sufficient. But how is it possible not to crave for attention if our daily activities consist so much of interactions with human beings.
Nowadays, i am always caught in between want and don't want. Most of the time, the brain will rationalize and decide that i don't want it. But my heart will struggle for a while before I can let go of whatever it i want. Since i can let it go so easily, maybe it's because i have not really wanted it. At least the main reason it's not because i really want it. maybe just i don't want someone else to have it. Hai


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Sunday, June 15, 2008

mood : *trying* to be peaceful

i guess most human beings need attention. when one cannot feel the attention anymore i guess thats the time when loneliness creeps in. I believe if i say this to my bro, he will most probably comment that things don't necessarily needs to be this way.
I guess it may be right too. If from the beginning we don't attach happiness and attention together, without attention we are still self-sufficient. But how is it possible not to crave for attention if our daily activities consist so much of interactions with human beings.
Nowadays, i am always caught in between want and don't want. Most of the time, the brain will rationalize and decide that i don't want it. But my heart will struggle for a while before I can let go of whatever it i want. Since i can let it go so easily, maybe it's because i have not really wanted it. At least the main reason it's not because i really want it. maybe just i don't want someone else to have it. Hai


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