First day of school. im dead tired. had lessons till 6. i feel zombified. i realli wanna sleep. i dunno whr the 6 weeks went. im still in hol hmwk land. bleah. i want this week to end faster so that can look fwd to ayesha's birthday bash.

Gotta do loads of bio hmwk! ):






WOW! SO LONG SINCE I BLOGGED! HAHA. and it 2010 already! HAHA!

anyways, since the last time i blogged, SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED! HAHA

lets see, i went to Yong Peng, n then KL, n then back to yong peng from the 23rd to 29th of Dec. IT WAS SO DAM FREAKING FUN! met sooo many new ppl. i have many many relatives now. IT FEELS GOOD! HAHA. (: the trip was so memorable. late nights, parties, uno stacko. HAHA so much of fun! cant wait till next christmas! WOOHOO! (:

then, once i came back, there was the ICS outing. it was fun too. but i was sooo tired. we played many games. the most fun was kabadi. haha. but it wasnt so fun to get tau pok. bleah, but it was all part of the game. so no omplains i guess..

next, on the 31st, HOMECOMING! WOOHOO! so much of gossip! HAHA fun fun fun! after thatr, i had dance prac ! HAHA. then, i went to my COUSIN'S house. [ feels good to say that! WOOHOO!] then i had a CRAZAYE countdown with sangee, ayesha n jaaaaaan!

then on the 1st, i had prayers, dance n temple! HAHA (:

then on the second was PROM! HAHA the performance is FINALLY over! im glad. HAHA. but it was fun! HAHA (:

then was homework homework n more homwork! im dyinggggg. ):

i went cycling! HAHA i wanna lose weight my june n look good for the wedding!! bleah, so many things to doooo.

ytdi went night safari!! WHOAH! YTD WAS SO DAM FUNNY! i laugh n laugh until ahhh... haiyooooooooo! hahaha nicholas anne is dam funnaye! i never expect this! HAHA OMG!

i love the way the yr started for me. i noe i have many ppl to count on when i am down right now. i juz hope the rest of the yr wud be good.

i cant wait till feb 14! wanna see all the KIDS! WOOHOO! i miss milvia! HAHA (:

"potatoes n tomatoes are form the same family, both form the ground."






with pride and love lets sing thi song
let us unite and together vow
to dedicate our loyalty now!

unite cedarians unite
we'll perservere all the way
make sure our torch is burning bright
courteous honest everyday
forever loyal ever true
for cedar our best we'll do.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


Cedar FTW!

Went for the VJ band concert, NSSN last nite. It was quite nice to see familiar faces. (:
took loads of pics, which will be up on fb soon, courtesy of MOSTLY jaan n marcia. yeah. then, aqila's sister sent us to bishan. on the way we passed by the temp cedar campus. ): i still rmb, wen we heard that we gotta move there, everyone was so reluctant. we were like, the 08 batch so unlucky, gotta spend our moz impt yr in a torn down n battered school. but ytd, wen we passed it, everyone was so quiet. im sure everyone was reminiscing. its like, we spent our most impt yr in a totally different environment. i actually feel for that school. its so empty now. the library there holds so much of memories.

going back to the new campus every week is not helping either. ):

i mean, NO MORE 3Z classroom! ): its a moonstone seminar room, or is it emerald? sheesh. why does it have such an effect on us, i mean seriously? i realli miss cedar like anything. i mean, i juz miss the sea of blue and grey. someone asked me, wad wud look good with grey, n i automatically sed blue. actually, im so afraid of going back to the new campus so much. coz im afraid i'll forget how the old campus looked like. ):

i miss the very short tree thats behind the classroom block. i miss the modern beggar place me, jaan n sangee came up with.i mean, thou that place is physically still there, the surrouindings has changed. no once can actually sit there anymore, i mean, WHO WUD SIT INFRONT OF A STAFFROOM? prolly someone who is being punished. wah, im dam sad. i mean, i guess the two-storey library n all is benefits, but like, still, i guess humans are like dat. we cant take change. we dun adapt well to changes. ): i love cedar. its my home, it is where I belong. i mean, ask any cedarian, im sure they wun agree that Once a cedarian alwez a cedarian. cedar rocks ttm.

Cedar FTW

Ayesha! get well soon!

ooooh, on a happier note, i met my beloved ytd!

cedarians rule the world, it takes one cedarian to understand the other. (:









AYESHA ISKANDER IS BACK! FREAK LAH U! TELL US U COMING BACK ON 17! HAIYOOO!


nvm, we shall still meet tmr. i missed u!

my shopping trip ytd was EVENTFUL!

omg, i juz feel so dam tired. my hands are tired. i wanna sleep. but not sleepy. i barely had 4 hours of sleep for the past two days. ): ytd n today i have been out the whole day. im soo gonna screw up my tests on 2nd week of school if i dun start mugging. omg, but i juz sound like a nerd for typing that.

FRIIIIIDAYYYYY come faster. (:

i wish i cud fly. hmm,maybe i shud go drink redbull. it gives u wiiiiiiiiings. i think i shud really get some sleep. im becoming lamer by the minute. really

fuck u lah. get a life.


n youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, think u so great. sickening.
bleah

im not a happy kid today

i need some love






HELLO HELLO HELLO!

JAAN, I DINT NOE U SO BORED THAT U MUZ READ MY BLOG FOR STH TO DO! HAHAHAH


anyway, i missed my blog n fb like crazaye! hahaha n i miss ayesha more! ): I CANT WAIT TILL THUR!

soooo, TUE WAS BORING FOR THE FIRST PART OF THE DAY! ): but YAY! i got my passport n im GOING MALAYSIA FOR A WEEK! (thats the longest i have been away. dun laugh, coz the last yong peng trip was juz a freaking THREE DAYS BUT I MISSED SINGAPORE!)


anyway, then KOVAN WITH CHERI! HAHA! YAY! hahahahah it was funn babe! hope u had a great day.. eh, be happy that i took pic with u EVEN THOU I WAS SO UNGLAM! haha felt so underdressed! but u LOOKED GORGEOUS! like seriously! hahahah

hmm, last week was such a blur n a rush. i cant even rmb wad i did on wed-fri!
hmmmm, thur was CEDAR! haha! fri was tamp then ICA! HAHA. wed eh? oooooh, i noe alr, mugging with jaan n dinner with nikita! hahahah


anyway, sat n sun was good! SHOPPING! MUGGING (WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE A FAILURE HAHA! BUT WE STILL HAD FUNNNN!) n today is monday alr! OMG! ):


anyway, i had a bad bad bad bad dream!
):

why do u bother me so much? u walked out of my life more than a yr ago. u never cared after that. i told u my O's were over, n all u sed was thats good, go enjoy ur hols. i frequented TPY SO MUCH n never got to see u. i told u i got back my results, u dint bother replying. well, the last i heard, u were doing so well in life. n that was after a bad dream too. i honestly wanna call u, but i cant briong myself to. but i juz hope that wadevr u sed that one fine nite at newton juz doesnt come true. i will not let that happen n i promise u that. I LOVE MY SUNSHINE VERY MUCH! n my dearest dearest dearest SUNSHINE, U MEAN LOADS TO ME! im sorry i cant be tehre for christmas! ):


and YOU! HAHA Yash's birthday present is COMING SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON! (: wait for it! (:

haha! LOVE YOU LOADS OMG!

n marcia! why ur blog no tagboard! anyway, i need a hug! MARCIA, REMIND ME TO TELL U ABOUT SUNSHINE N SKY! ): D:


when u meant everything to me, life was heaven.
but i realised that i meant nothing to u, life was hell
wen i used to call u everyday
it just about made my day
wen u stopped answering my calls
i will just sit and stare at the walls
ppl say that i shud think twice before i act
well, rite now, i wanna say, TRUE THAT!

-niroshelleni
(last words courtesy of MY DARLING!)


i love my life, coz i noe it cud have been worse. i feel contented with that.
=peaceout=






I MISS AYESHA! ))):


i cant wait till 17 dec!


on a happier note, MARCIA IS BACK!! n so is someone else. haha ;)

i want a hug rite now


n i need some love! ):


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Im ur biggest fan, i'll follow u until u love
papa paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar, you that i'll be
Your papa paparazzi
promis i'll be kind
but i wun stop until that boy is mine
baby u'll be famous chase u down until u love me
papa paparazzi
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3






I'll be waiting, all thats left to do is run
u'll be the prince n I'll be the princess
its a love story, baby juz say YES.




I WAS TOTALLY TOTALLY SURPRISED BY WAD U DID! REALLI REALLI! (: LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCHHHHHH! i loved the gift! OMG!

1) I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE FACT THAT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SAT
2) I TOTALLY DINT EXPECT THE GIFT N DONUTS
3) I HONESTLY THOT U WANTED TO STUDY TODAY
4) I HONESTLY THOT U WERE BORED, THATS WHY U MADE ME GO ON AN AMAZING RACE
5) U WERE ABSOLUTELY CUTE WEN U ASKED ME! HAHA!
6) I LOVE THE EARRINGS N PROMISE TO WEAR IT TMR
7) I LOVED THE DONUTS!
8) U REALLI SURPRISED ME!
9) I DUNNO WADS NUMBER NINE
10) iloveyou!(: <3




yep!
and darling, i will never get angry with u or annoyed with u! realli. if i do in future, i WILL tell u! juz be urself, juz be the way u are. thats wad makes u YOU! n thats wad i like about u! I PROMISE! n i realli realli realli wun say i love u unless i mean it. i noe i say it to many ppl. but thats coz i always believe that theres alwez room for love. (: i love you loads

n theres a diff between love ya n i love you. realli. (1 is not very sincere. i dun like it wen ppl tell me that.. n i only say that back to ppl who tell me that! in case u havent realise, SOMEONE on facebook keeps asking me to rite that on their wall, n i juz refuse to! haha see, coz i dun mean it, so why shud i! HAHA i noe im means! HAHAHAHAH


ANYWAY,. THANKYOU FOR TODAY! I ENJOYED THE AMAZING RACE, THOU I WAS SO IRRITATED WITH WALKING AROUND! HAHA (: n i will rmb this date okay!?! HAHA u muz also! LOVE LOVE YOU!

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
He sed Marry me juliet,u will never be alone
i love u, and that all i really noe
i talked to ur dad, go pick a white dress
its a lovestory, baby juz say yes!

the angel
NIROSHINI ROSHELLE RAMASAMY
aka
niro.niro n niro.
seventeen
28011992
aquarius
cedarian
TPJCian
1M05
2M06
3Z07
4Z08
09S03
choir-melt with the music
ICSdance
CHARMED
chocoFREAK
milo milo n milo
antismokingSMOKERANIUM
Music
Guitar
i LOVE writing.




im an angel to everyone who loves me...
I wanna be pampered
I wanna be spoiled
I wanna be the Princess
So do as ur told


aqila
cheri
julie
<3marciaman!
samantha
sangee
Zandyland

pls do not remove
Celeste,