1st experience JOM HEBOH @ Kelantan

jz came back working from Kelantan for Fernleaf Project..damn tired,my hands damn pain as well as my legs,even my waist oso damn fucking pain until i don wanna move at all..it was my first time woking out station,at first im so excited for being there,but after that...ohh no...im lazy to type,tired to type.but i will always remember the experience that i gained in Kelantan.it was my first time i can feel what is team work...will be considering to Johor for next month although it was tiring job...

他妈的
你很烦耶 人家要去哪，你又要跟
人家要做什么，你又要跟
难道你就没有自己的想法吗
你一定要跟着人家的想法走吗
你到底有主见的吗
我求求你
离我远一点啦
你都没feel到吗
我已经常找借口避你了
你还想怎样
你走你自己的路可以吗
走开拉 死开啦
我真的求求你。。。

now is raining like cats and dogs
there are nobody beside me
no food nothing to bite
tv is beside me
pc is in front of me
thanz God
still have pc and tv
love it so much
hate raining so much

不懂你常说的那个人是谁
不懂你的心事
不懂你过得怎样
不懂你常在低潮什么
不懂你在想念谁
会是那个女生吗
还是某某某
很想知道是谁耶
如果是某某某
酱就好了
她终于可以彻底放开了
如果她知道那个人不是她的话
她一定会真心给你祝福的
因为她终于有了答案
她也完全痊愈啦

虽然说最后都是由自己决定，但可不可以就跟着自己的心想怎样就怎样。。。
可不可以很自私的不用管家人的想法
可不可以就把他们的话当耳边风
如果真的不管他们 真得很自私吗
不管他们的感受 真得很自私吗
一直以来好像只想自己想怎样怎样 从没考虑过他们想怎样
是自私吗
决定权是自己的 跟着自己的心走 会很自私吗
当然懂他们想怎样啦 可以装不懂吗
可以装傻吗 可以自私吗
很乱 很烦 很怕 很想自私一次耶
可以吗

chi sin

during HIS class,kitty suddenly stood up and panicking finding her cellphone,everyone were also worried about her,where is her phone?there is a theft in our class?then oni she noticed her phone has borrowed to ah cat....."chi sin po" said shaik...all of us laughing and say the same word to her as well....hehz
today,during almost finishing TDD class...i wanna take out my wallet but i could not find...omg...where is it? is anyone has stolen? omg..there is a pendrive there,inside pendrive have very important file,omg..where where where...everyone panicking together with me..i totally have founded around my bag,still don have...i was so upset a while,then i calm down,its actually was deeply inside my bag...hahaha...
"chi sin po"...this word returned to me pulak....hehehe!!!

If there is to be peace in the world, there must be peace in the nations.
If there is to be peace in the nations, there must be peace in the cities.
If there is to be peace in the cities, there must be peace between neighbors.
If there is to be peace between neighbors, there must be peace in the home.
If there is to be peace in the home, there must be peace in the heart.

我期待有个人坐在我身边
我期待有个人能听我说话
我期待有个人能陪我晒太阳
我期待有个人能陪我疯狂吃一顿
我期待有个人能和我看日出
我期待有个人能和我无聊过一天
我期待。。。 。。。
在期待？
在等待？
还是在妄想？
还有5分钟就12点钟 去睡吧！
先期待周先生送个梦给我吧！！

key
睡吧！晚安！
祝福你今晚有个美梦

u are living in my heart all the time
u are living in my mind all the time
u are living in my world all the time
u might do not know about that
im not intend to let u know
i jz want to miss u in own world
i do not need to tell the whole world that i miss u
i jz want simply missing u all the moment without knowing of people
i jz would like to scream out loudly that
" HEY,I MISS U SO MUCH "

thinking about that again..i have decided ady,why they all force me to think again..why they all are not suppporting me at all...i really don wanna stay at KL at all..i juz want to leave from here...i know how to take care of myself,please u all juz don worry about me..i know they don wan me choose cherating is juz because of they r worried abt me...but please don mention this topic again..i really don wanna because of them change my mind, but they all is my lovely family,how could i jz bother them..how could i jz being cold blood to them...2:2...2 sisters is supportting,but the another 2...haiz...should i jz being insist on my decision or jz ignore them？if they worry abt me,i'll feel sorry to them,if i listen to them,stay at Kl,i'll fell sorry to myself...what shall i do?
suddenly i miss Mrs.Linda so much,hope she will come back soon and she will give me some suggestion...i miss my secondary Lingaton english teacher Mrs.Goh so much,she definitely will tell me what should i do now...i know her style,she difinitely will ask me being persistance and giving me the courage......
ARGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!
HELPPPP　！！！！！！！