有个女生最近她的心情很复杂，她最近心情很低落，好像有很多心事，她不懂该告诉谁，她很想很想把她的心事都给说出来，但她不懂谁愿意做她的聆听者。。她甚至连想找个人陪她看场电影都没有耶。。她唯有把自己的心事往肚里流。。。除了去上课，她都把自己躲在家里，在新年那段期间，每个人整个礼拜都有自己的节目，唯有她，她很努力的在家把每份功课都做完了，她把 his notes 背了又背，她把 hr notes 读了有读。。这个时候，每个人都在赶着做功课，她觉得很庆辛自己的做完了，但是，她觉得自己很可悲，为什么她想找个人被她看电影都没有一个，真的一个都没有，她觉得自己好像没有朋友，很可悲。有个人曾说过，朋友不许太多，自要有一个是真心对你的，做你的聆听者，那就够了。可是，在这个女生的生命中，她尽然不懂要找哪个朋友去倾诉，翻看她电话里的电话名单，没有一个会是愿意的，这个女生真的超可悲！！没人懂她。。。
所以她一直很努力在做功课，把书读好，她要考好成绩，因为就算她是个可悲的人，那至少她还有个优点啊。。。

安静

最近我好像安静了很多，看到身边的人一对对的有情人终成眷属，而我呢，还是老样子。。。哈哈哈。。现在是新年期间，一定很多人在外面吧，为什么我要在这自己一个人呢。。只要我爽就好了。。。哈哈
“挺好的“ 看了力宏和陈龙演的大兵小将，学会了这句话，我开始很懒惰讲话了，有人打给我，就是不想接，我好像又开始想你了，你好吗？我好像又开始期待了，在期待什么呢？你还是好像消失了，今天看到报纸一对老夫妇想当年是距离很远的，但因为缘分他们在一起50年了，好羡慕啊 ！！！ 不知道我和你有缘分吗？！ 我得“以后“会是怎样的呢？我虽然是在想你，但我开始有了随遇而安的心态，不再逼自己去忘记你，我要很自然的放开一却。。。我相信上天应该不会亏待我的吧，终有一天，它一定会送个缘分给我的。

i hate cny !!!
every year mom and dad sure will have arguing during cny...they argue about wat to eat,wat to buy,even when wat time to eat they also will have some arguing..i hate listen their argue voice..i hate my sis kept nagging beside my ears during cny..she was damn annoying..i hate her hot temper,i hate her lazyness..i hate back to ipoh..i hate all the relatives always asking me the same question..." how your study now?" /
" have boyfrend?"...im so lazy to answer them,it so boring during at there,all auntie uncle like to show off their daughther and son... i hate 1st day of cny,cant wash my hair,cant mop and sweep the floor,it made it so messy,really behtahan cny...y during cny they cant juz calm down their temper....I HATE CNY SO MUCHHH !!!!

finally today is the last class for cny holiday...we were looking forward long long time ady...today law class thankx for Ms.Sandy let us early than usually...i like she lecture us but i hate Bilal keep asking stupid question and like chatting with her..5 of us juz playing with own phone,chatting around...i think when attending her class is like chatting class more than law class~~~but i quite like this feel cz the law is really super damn boring...but i really hate Bilal's voice...
hanns and christie are officially together ady...we all discussing is christie is really true to hanns?! or she choose him is juz because he is better than Brandon...i admire the courage of brandon,he juz took the flower to our class and send it to her during we are having test of front office...but he failed...
cny is coming soon,but still have a lot and a lot of assignt is waiting for me...im also will settle them during cny...cz only that week i think the online will not be so lack than usual...