去他们妈的 x

DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!!
DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!!
DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!!
DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!!
DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!!
DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!! DULAN !!!

今天，我又不懂发什么神经。。早上8 点钟醒来就一直做家务做到4 点钟。。中间那段时间丢了很多很多包垃圾。。我饿了就吃妈妈炒的炒饭，我觉得世界上最好吃的炒饭就是妈妈炒的了。。不懂是不是做太多事情了，吃了很多东西还是觉得饿。。。

昨天，那死肥妖也是不懂发什么神经，对我们好到。。。在班不再为难我们，还一直跟我们开玩笑，有人迟到不但没锁门，还跟他们聊天。。。平时我们看到他会装看不到他，他也会装看不到我们，昨天他尽然会走过来主动和我们聊天。。

这几天我真得很想很想自己一个人回，不希望有人陪，可是一个住pandan indah, 一个跟我同一个站下车，一个都已经够烦了，还要两个一起，妈的x！真得很想自己个人静一静，不想听到他们的声音，最讨厌星期一，二，四。。5 点放学。。为了要避开他们，我必须在另一站下车然后再等过。。很羡慕kessie 耶，住sri petaling, 可以一个人回。。。

" where will u be going "

today in law class, ms Sandy asked me this question...what should i answer...i asked her back all of my question again...she told me a lot of thing...the most that i most remember is " different place will learn different thing".....this sentences has made me hv a courage to choose Cherating....im still not sure that i confirm will be there, but someone has told me the same sentences as Sandy before as well..so, i think i hv known how to make this decision...but however, will there vacancies be allowed me to be there...jz depends on God........second choice might will be water chalet at PD..then oni Legend hotel......im choosing that kind of place cz i really like sun very very much until i wont use any sun block..ppl might say im siao...but i really wanna escape from city....escape urban life style and urban environment...

为海地祈祷^^

有史以来最严重的地震尽然会发生了...他们很不幸..他们很无奈..很无助...因为这场灾难,有人变得很自私..有人变得更坚强..有人更脆弱....到底上天是在提醒人类即将世界末日,还是惩罚人类呢?! 我知道,我坚信上天是不会用灾难来作弄人类的^^嘿!!人类,你们醒了吗?知道为什么会有灾难的出现吗?求你们,求求求求你们多爱护地球吧..不要再让更多的人受伤害了...
我祈祷..我希望..我祝福..所有面对灾难的人能重新在站起来, 能互相帮忙...希望还有更多的人为你们祈祷,会帮你们...希望上天能够听到,知道你们的心声,你们得难受,你们的痛苦,你们的伤心...要相信它..它不是绝情的...= 保佑你们=

OMG

starting new and last semester that having 6 subjects + 2 progress test for each subject + 5 group assignts..all within 14 weeks~~~omg...how could i stand for it ?! i must to be strong..to be more hard work..to be more patient...in order to control my temper..i wonder how will be my emotion for the next few weeks...anyways, juz bless that i wanna to be *STRONG* in this sem~~~

it have to start thinking for internship...where should i to be? where should i chose? should i go cherating? water charet? port dickson? grand season hotel? or go Legend hotel which is jz beside the building? how should i made this decision? am i making a right decision？will i chose the wrong decision? will i be regret in the futue? who can tell me what should i do? is there any person juz ask me to go where? im feel tired to think of this question and make this decision..............
my dream is working at out of city, i rather work rural place...who knows?! actually i hv a big will that chosing cherating, but will i learn much more thing at there? dreaming can make it to a realistic? will i be regreat for that? i hv told my mom abt that, but she seems not supporting...Lord, what should i do, please giv me some clue...i need supporting~~~~~

11 Jan 2010....

6:45 am
woke up thn drank a cup of oat milo..thn waiting for uncle to fetch me...

7:14 am
uncle lai arrived thn he sent me to hulu langat by 8am sharp..

9:30 am
finally the JPJ called my name..my number i got 11...

10:13 am
still waiting for my turn...one of a malay guy met an accident, wondering how did he crushed in front of his car; quite pity to him as he even never start to go on the test, JPJ asked him to go back...

11:23 am
finally my turn, quite smooth with the car..jz some scary is the hand break too tight, i almost goona failed the hill...luckily i did it...woohoo
then the parking, i still could not believe that i can make it very fast, is that me by the time...omg
i passed it finally...

11:50 am
another uncle sent me home..

12:35 pm
arrived home..everyone were calling me there will be class at 1 pm to 5 pm..should i or shouldn't i go...finally i decided to go..i was rushing at the time...

1:07 pm
i arrived college..luckily the botak lao not yet lock the door..im rushing all the way due to worried abt he will lock the door for ppl who late coming in..feel pity to bilal who were jz behind me cant get in the class~~

2:30 pm
i felt very very very hungry..my mind kept thinking why didnt he let us have a break?he was still keep talking the same topic..lolzz...Rayne keep asking the same question and he keep answering the same answer..omg...i kept thinging that im not hungry..im not hungry at all...
omg~~i really damn hungry la...

2:50 pm
finally he let us hv a break, but he said come back class at 3:05...i was starving the whole afternoon...

4:05 pm
finally class dismiss..i was rushing home for having my lunch and dinner....

now; 9:30 pm
im going to offline.....

2010 new year new journey

its really cant believe that it has already 2010...once step in Jan of 2010, i hv to keep work hard for 10 days without any day off... im not sure will i can be persistent and hv the strong energy to it, cz when everyday face to malays i really feel like wanna tumbuk them, now is oni day 3..hope God gives me energy into my mind and fizikal~~~
will be last semester soon...afterthat is internship then will be start working in social officially...its starting will be gonna many challenges and many things hv to decide wisely...maybe from now on, it the time to training me growth up~~~
*HELLO 2010*