1226 = birthday or disaster?!

wat's wrong working during Christmas and birthday..actually the feel quite lonely and boring..tot will gonna be alone by the day, thankz for Kessie and Rudy..thankz them purposely bought me a cake and Kessie brought me to star village had a dinner...thankz a lot~~
1226 is a disaster number to me..year 2004 of 1226 hapened Asian Tsunami including Malaysia and earthquaqe in India..year 2009 0f 1226 hapened an serious accident in ipoh, 10 people was died in the bus accident...its not a good number~~
im 19 officially, no longer claim myself is 18 anymore~~~~

have been long time i din blogging, not becoz of im lazy, act i also wanna to blog but i really have nothing to drop down..honestly, there are a lot of feeling inside me since i went to Penang...it should be huge gang and being fun within us..but it only left 4 of us, yes~is the pics which 4 of us..did not know what happen within us, but its ok..im really okay~~btw, it has past, nvm la..im not really care at all..cincai la~~what actually u like to do, is non of my business as im being a cold blood gal..nop~im a cold blood gal all the time...being a cold blood not becoz of selfish, im juz protecting myself that not been hurt, and juz pretending im okay all the time~~~
*nice to meet cb family that i hv learned from them to be a cold blood...sometimes it can make me tough as well~~feel so lucky that i know them, if not, im sure damn hurt and sad now....*lolzz