永远有多远？？？
这个问题的答案，有100%的真确答案吗？？？
大多数的人应该都会说。。永远就是到老到死吧。。。
有人跟我说。。。永远可以是一个承诺的期限。。。
如果有个男的跟你说：‘我永远爱你‘。。。
在他心里的永远可以是。。。
两个小时，两年，20年，或一辈子。。。
如果他爱你只有那短短期限。。。
不要怪他。。。
因为他所谓的永远就是那段时间吧。。。
真的是这样的吗？？
还是另有答案呢？？
对我来说。。。永远的这个‘远’。。。
是永远都到不了的 。。。。
Thursday, April 30, 2009
studying... ...
count down...left 5 days....
staying at home alomost 1week...din go out....
just for study....
but i jz keep eating...bou ing drama...taking a nap....
more than studying...sei lo...i looked like put on weight ady....
cant concentrate on my notes....
even finish read oso dont remember it....
hopefully i can get back my fresh and peaceful mind soon...
=god bless=
staying at home alomost 1week...din go out....
just for study....
but i jz keep eating...bou ing drama...taking a nap....
more than studying...sei lo...i looked like put on weight ady....
cant concentrate on my notes....
even finish read oso dont remember it....
hopefully i can get back my fresh and peaceful mind soon...
=god bless=
sing k
on 25042009...sing k with jianqin, xlim, cbl, and jen....
during sing k..sang lots of sadness songs...
no one of us were say it out abt our feeling....
but we were know each other...i believe it...
than we go lawyat...the place that i most hated in kl....
than v sat down at a store which sell 'tong sui'....
but we ordered ice lemon tea...
we took lots of photos by using jianqin's phone....
especially keep kacao Jen....
even at the end,when she pay,jianqin stil want kacao her...
but we still loughing...hehe...we so jahat arr....all bully her....wakaka
appreciate the cold blood families...
never forget it....(watever thingssss)
=god bless them=
during sing k..sang lots of sadness songs...
no one of us were say it out abt our feeling....
but we were know each other...i believe it...
than we go lawyat...the place that i most hated in kl....
than v sat down at a store which sell 'tong sui'....
but we ordered ice lemon tea...
we took lots of photos by using jianqin's phone....
especially keep kacao Jen....
even at the end,when she pay,jianqin stil want kacao her...
but we still loughing...hehe...we so jahat arr....all bully her....wakaka
appreciate the cold blood families...
never forget it....(watever thingssss)
=god bless them=
Friday, April 24, 2009
very NEAR but very FAR... ...
around 10 am....i hv done f&b test...was going toilet....
wat a coincidence....u came out from the lift....wearing handset....
u smiled at me...our distance is oni between 5 steps...very near...
the way that, u oso going to toilet...
u r in front of me...u never turn to me...
after we came out from toilet...
u still wearing your handset...
i still behind of you...
u still never turn to me...
our distance is oni between 3 steps...
your steps was become faster and further....
i cant achieve your steps...
our distance is from just oni 3 steps to become further....
looking at your back from behind....feel hurt to me...
it is suppose was a good chance for us....
why do i always just got your smiling....
i started thinking....
maybe i have thought too much....
i started thinking...
i was so silly....silly for 6 months....
i passed by the pastry kitchen....
don look at u...don look at u....don look at u....
u passed by the lagenda....
don look at u...don look at u...don look at u...
keep telling by self in heart....
but....why are you always look at me but didnt say anything to me....
PLEASEE YOU.....
don make me think too much on you....
hey...ke kai shen~~~~~
be cold blood ok....never look at him anymore....
never find him anymore...
never wait for him anymore....
once u decide to be cold blood....
PS:世界上最远的距离并不是天与地。。。
而是我在你身边，你却不知道。。。
我喜欢上你了。。。 。。。
wat a coincidence....u came out from the lift....wearing handset....
u smiled at me...our distance is oni between 5 steps...very near...
the way that, u oso going to toilet...
u r in front of me...u never turn to me...
after we came out from toilet...
u still wearing your handset...
i still behind of you...
u still never turn to me...
our distance is oni between 3 steps...
your steps was become faster and further....
i cant achieve your steps...
our distance is from just oni 3 steps to become further....
looking at your back from behind....feel hurt to me...
it is suppose was a good chance for us....
why do i always just got your smiling....
i started thinking....
maybe i have thought too much....
i started thinking...
i was so silly....silly for 6 months....
i passed by the pastry kitchen....
don look at u...don look at u....don look at u....
u passed by the lagenda....
don look at u...don look at u...don look at u...
keep telling by self in heart....
but....why are you always look at me but didnt say anything to me....
PLEASEE YOU.....
don make me think too much on you....
hey...ke kai shen~~~~~
be cold blood ok....never look at him anymore....
never find him anymore...
never wait for him anymore....
once u decide to be cold blood....
PS:世界上最远的距离并不是天与地。。。
而是我在你身边，你却不知道。。。
我喜欢上你了。。。 。。。
Monday, April 20, 2009
presentation psycho day
while doing the assignt....it is group assignt....
but oni me alone do the assignt....
1 kena chicken pox...
1 kena working...
1 no printer....
1 her mom in the hospital, hv to visit her mom....
bullshit...bullshit...all bullshit....
i also hv to go to hospital...
i also no printer...
i also hv to work...
but...i can do it...why...
bz u all are bullshitting....TMD
other groups done their slide above 10 more slide....
but i oni did 8 slide...
worried abt lecturer will shoot me...
luckily...evythg went smoothness....
the role play...
thankz for Cesca...Bilal...Azlie's coorperation....
i remember we all so nervous before the role play....
finally....
luckily...evythg went smoothness....
the dialog was totally changed with the original script....
but it is quite funny....
i saw puan yat face...she was enjoying....hehex
still left f&b assignment have to worried about....
then coming will be the test of accounting....
don noe do...
i cried when i see the questions....
college no people can teach me....
sisters forget already....
jian qin at sunway....so far....far water cant help the near fire.....
hopefully can at least pass the paper....
then coming will the final exam.....
6 subjects....
worried abt suck accounting....
worried abt f&b.....
worried abt social psychology....
long time didnt rest kao kao already.....
soooo tired already.....
soooo sleepy already.....
stressing semester.......
=GOD BLESS=
but oni me alone do the assignt....
1 kena chicken pox...
1 kena working...
1 no printer....
1 her mom in the hospital, hv to visit her mom....
bullshit...bullshit...all bullshit....
i also hv to go to hospital...
i also no printer...
i also hv to work...
but...i can do it...why...
bz u all are bullshitting....TMD
other groups done their slide above 10 more slide....
but i oni did 8 slide...
worried abt lecturer will shoot me...
luckily...evythg went smoothness....
the role play...
thankz for Cesca...Bilal...Azlie's coorperation....
i remember we all so nervous before the role play....
finally....
luckily...evythg went smoothness....
the dialog was totally changed with the original script....
but it is quite funny....
i saw puan yat face...she was enjoying....hehex
still left f&b assignment have to worried about....
then coming will be the test of accounting....
don noe do...
i cried when i see the questions....
college no people can teach me....
sisters forget already....
jian qin at sunway....so far....far water cant help the near fire.....
hopefully can at least pass the paper....
then coming will the final exam.....
6 subjects....
worried abt suck accounting....
worried abt f&b.....
worried abt social psychology....
long time didnt rest kao kao already.....
soooo tired already.....
soooo sleepy already.....
stressing semester.......
=GOD BLESS=
working day
go working....
don wan go la....
go working.....
don wan go la....
go working....
don wan go la.....
haiz....finally went to work....
many things haven finish yet...
assignt....f&b test is coming.....
return back la....
haiz....finally went to work....
so so so tired....
so so so sleepy....
haiz...finally went to work....
not so much customers...
so so so boring....
after having lunch...
Nor started became 'crazy'....
thn kak shimah and me was influenced by her....
we started became sot plug....hehex
keep laughing and laughing.....
and keep talking sot plug things....
thn kak zue also kena influenced by us....
can say that we laugh almost until i go back....wakakaka....
i have never been laugh so much for this 2 sem already.....
my cheek was so tired....hahaha
although i know all those thing is sot plug things....
but its really so funny.....
thank you.....
thanks Nor Hidayah....Kak Shimah....Kak Zue.....
thanks for making me fun during work....
i can confirm that my laughing for yesterday is really from my heart.....
it is not fake....
don wan go la....
go working.....
don wan go la....
go working....
don wan go la.....
haiz....finally went to work....
many things haven finish yet...
assignt....f&b test is coming.....
return back la....
haiz....finally went to work....
so so so tired....
so so so sleepy....
haiz...finally went to work....
not so much customers...
so so so boring....
after having lunch...
Nor started became 'crazy'....
thn kak shimah and me was influenced by her....
we started became sot plug....hehex
keep laughing and laughing.....
and keep talking sot plug things....
thn kak zue also kena influenced by us....
can say that we laugh almost until i go back....wakakaka....
i have never been laugh so much for this 2 sem already.....
my cheek was so tired....hahaha
although i know all those thing is sot plug things....
but its really so funny.....
thank you.....
thanks Nor Hidayah....Kak Shimah....Kak Zue.....
thanks for making me fun during work....
i can confirm that my laughing for yesterday is really from my heart.....
it is not fake....
Thursday, April 16, 2009
在幻想还是在贪心呢
时常都在想如果你给我笑一个，只要可以和你谈多两句，那就满足了。。。
今天你给我笑了很多个，也比平常谈多了几句，你也主动了一点点。。。
在msn你也开始和我聊起来了。。。其实我是该满足了吧。。。
在回家一边听歌的路上，我竟然一边在幻想着和你一起走街，吃饭，甚至看电影。。。
甚至我在希望着你会约我。。。一直都在希望着。。期待着。。
对你的感情我不确定，好像是越来越深了吧。。
因为看到你的时候心跳会加数。。。
因为我无时无刻不管在那里，在干嘛。。
都在想着你。。。你的样子一直在我脑里，出现着。。。
倒数还剩两个星期。。以后就很难再看到你了吧。。。
心情越来越像当时在营里的感觉。。。
我超讨厌这个感觉。。。
也很怕这种感觉。。。
也不想要再有这种感觉的出现。。。
但我知道这种心情是控制不到的吧。。。
真的很想变回当初的冷血。。。当初的自闭心态。。。
那就不会有这种感受了。。。可以很潇洒的和你说再见。。。
但。。。都是因为你。。。我变不会去了啦。。。 。。。
很想很想知道。。。
你。。。也有这种感觉吗？？？
你。。。有不舍得我吗？？？
今天你给我笑了很多个，也比平常谈多了几句，你也主动了一点点。。。
在msn你也开始和我聊起来了。。。其实我是该满足了吧。。。
在回家一边听歌的路上，我竟然一边在幻想着和你一起走街，吃饭，甚至看电影。。。
甚至我在希望着你会约我。。。一直都在希望着。。期待着。。
对你的感情我不确定，好像是越来越深了吧。。
因为看到你的时候心跳会加数。。。
因为我无时无刻不管在那里，在干嘛。。
都在想着你。。。你的样子一直在我脑里，出现着。。。
倒数还剩两个星期。。以后就很难再看到你了吧。。。
心情越来越像当时在营里的感觉。。。
我超讨厌这个感觉。。。
也很怕这种感觉。。。
也不想要再有这种感觉的出现。。。
但我知道这种心情是控制不到的吧。。。
真的很想变回当初的冷血。。。当初的自闭心态。。。
那就不会有这种感受了。。。可以很潇洒的和你说再见。。。
但。。。都是因为你。。。我变不会去了啦。。。 。。。
很想很想知道。。。
你。。。也有这种感觉吗？？？
你。。。有不舍得我吗？？？
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
thinking of you anytime
i thought i cant be kelvin's birthday last Friday, but finally they allowed...
quite happy any enjoyable on that day, i don eat so much at his home but i feel damn full...wondering....
before kessie, cat, jiayi, dajie leaving..yuean was playing his piano and singing to us...during he singing, my mind was thinking of u, u was crosed my mind at moment, suddenly i feel like wanna sms u and on9 chat with u...
while playing game with his friends, i was lose and i suppose should be punished me to drink red wine..but my leg was allergic, hanns was so gentlement help me drink it, at the moment, i thinking of u again...anyways, thankz him...
finally can go home...so so so sleeppy!!! and luckily anson was send me back smoothness and thank god i know "tunjuk jalan" to him...hehex
today met u with accidently...im so surpriced...u said "hello" to me as usual...and u were asking me why do i wear slippers, i said my legs allergic...then u look like worried about me but u hv to go back demo kitchen soon, so no opportunity to ask me further....
God!!! please give us a chance that we can chat long long time...at least for once... ...
quite happy any enjoyable on that day, i don eat so much at his home but i feel damn full...wondering....
before kessie, cat, jiayi, dajie leaving..yuean was playing his piano and singing to us...during he singing, my mind was thinking of u, u was crosed my mind at moment, suddenly i feel like wanna sms u and on9 chat with u...
while playing game with his friends, i was lose and i suppose should be punished me to drink red wine..but my leg was allergic, hanns was so gentlement help me drink it, at the moment, i thinking of u again...anyways, thankz him...
finally can go home...so so so sleeppy!!! and luckily anson was send me back smoothness and thank god i know "tunjuk jalan" to him...hehex
today met u with accidently...im so surpriced...u said "hello" to me as usual...and u were asking me why do i wear slippers, i said my legs allergic...then u look like worried about me but u hv to go back demo kitchen soon, so no opportunity to ask me further....
God!!! please give us a chance that we can chat long long time...at least for once... ...
Thursday, April 9, 2009
sorry for making daddy worried
don noe what is happening my legs pop out many red dots...i think is almost 4 days already,today only tell my dad...usually he was look so calm...but just now he was looked so worried about me...i never seen his face like that before....feel sorry to see that...
i thought it just bite by mosquitoes...but i think it is getting more seriously...tomorrow is Kelvin's birthday party,i thought i can go but i have to ffg him...haiz!!! tomorrow is also our individual presentation of POM, everyone was so nervous and scared...its only 10 marks la..why they all so scared leh including me...hehe...i think we all are just scared Mrs linda...haizz!!9am-5am will face with her,suffering.... ....
hopefullly tomorrow when i see the doctor will be nothing,i just don wanna see they worried face...really very very sorry for telling late ya...
GOD BLESS US!!!!
i thought it just bite by mosquitoes...but i think it is getting more seriously...tomorrow is Kelvin's birthday party,i thought i can go but i have to ffg him...haiz!!! tomorrow is also our individual presentation of POM, everyone was so nervous and scared...its only 10 marks la..why they all so scared leh including me...hehe...i think we all are just scared Mrs linda...haizz!!9am-5am will face with her,suffering.... ....
hopefullly tomorrow when i see the doctor will be nothing,i just don wanna see they worried face...really very very sorry for telling late ya...
GOD BLESS US!!!!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
no 'title' about you
突然好想打中文。。。也许有很多话想让你知道吧。。。
今天又是星期四。。心想不再期待了，都是骗自已的。。看到你经过门口，很高兴又很失望。。高兴可以见到你，失望你这么都不过来呢。。。你站在哪很久了也经过很多次了，你是在假不看我还是一直以来我都误会了，是我在一相情愿吗？这个问题在我脑海里很久了。。为什么就是得不到答案呢？今天当我在跟Kishen聊天时，从你眼神中我看到你是很想走过来的吧，但你却没有。。你的这个眼神都已经不是第一次了，我也不是没有给机会你啊，你却一次又一次的让我失望，很失望，很失望。。。从你身上我只体会到“失望“的感受。。。
”回家啦“你就只有这句话吗？你就要毕业了，不要再浪费时间了，可以吗？我真的也很想主动更你说话阿，可是一看见你要笑又不笑得表情时，就不知真么办了，所以才学你一样耍cool阿。。有时真的宁愿不想看到你，要不然就不会那么失望，痛苦。。。在college又不知道可以向谁说，一直表现得无所谓的我，一直在压迎着我那痛苦的感受，真的很痛。。很痛。。很痛
我也没想到我竟然是个那么认真的人。。每次一有喜欢的人，心就会痛..然后就会变得没有mood。。没什么我总是都着样。。不可以坚强点吗？越来越讨厌自已了。。。
不知道是打中文的关系还是没心情的关系。。。我打不下去了。。。。
今天又是星期四。。心想不再期待了，都是骗自已的。。看到你经过门口，很高兴又很失望。。高兴可以见到你，失望你这么都不过来呢。。。你站在哪很久了也经过很多次了，你是在假不看我还是一直以来我都误会了，是我在一相情愿吗？这个问题在我脑海里很久了。。为什么就是得不到答案呢？今天当我在跟Kishen聊天时，从你眼神中我看到你是很想走过来的吧，但你却没有。。你的这个眼神都已经不是第一次了，我也不是没有给机会你啊，你却一次又一次的让我失望，很失望，很失望。。。从你身上我只体会到“失望“的感受。。。
”回家啦“你就只有这句话吗？你就要毕业了，不要再浪费时间了，可以吗？我真的也很想主动更你说话阿，可是一看见你要笑又不笑得表情时，就不知真么办了，所以才学你一样耍cool阿。。有时真的宁愿不想看到你，要不然就不会那么失望，痛苦。。。在college又不知道可以向谁说，一直表现得无所谓的我，一直在压迎着我那痛苦的感受，真的很痛。。很痛。。很痛
我也没想到我竟然是个那么认真的人。。每次一有喜欢的人，心就会痛..然后就会变得没有mood。。没什么我总是都着样。。不可以坚强点吗？越来越讨厌自已了。。。
不知道是打中文的关系还是没心情的关系。。。我打不下去了。。。。
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