almost 19 years old already...today when i saw the newspaper posted my primary school SRJK(C)LAI MENG will be moving within 2 years...at the moment i was so shocked and feel some reluctant that it's gonna to moved...
but when i start recalled back my memories during at primary school, i didn't remember it at all... even i forgot the happiest and the sadness things of it...i have tried to recall back,but my memories of it was so blurrr to me...i take bus everyday will pass by the school,i also will looked at it and try to remember what i have in the memory with it..but it's still blur to me...
i remember i have a favourite teacher at that time but i can't even remember what is her name and how was her look....and i know there must be many memories during sport day and children day even teachers day and so on many festival...but i really can't remember what was happened at that time...
i think that is not such important to me in my life...people always said that anything has gone does't matter,the important is that will be etched in mind as a memory...but to me even a good memory in my primaly life also hard to figure out...feel so sorrry to all teachers and friends there who have been being nice to me at that time...i know i should not being like this,so i will appreciate and value it in every moment from now on as i don wanna my memories will be blank when people asking me what is the most happier in my life...really sorry to all of my primaly teachers and friends that i have forgotten everythings... ...
Monday, March 30, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
waiting for... ...
i have been waiting for u (file 1) long time for asking me my msn and phone number....that day when i was as a bar tender during f&b class, finally u approached me came and asking me...i was so happy and i thought u will always find me from that day...but u are disappointing me... ...i am still waiting for you in every day and every night...but the result is...the person who found me is (file2),i can feel that file 2 maybe is crush on me now, he is a good guy, i know the person who suitable for me is him,always helps me in doing assignments,teaching me format pendrive,teaching me doing microsoft word...but i had no feel at all,just always thinking of you...why didnt you do any action at all....
recently, file 2 always keep chatting with me..i also replied but even when i replying him, i also hope that im replying file 1, this is not fair to file 2, at first, i was wondering file 2 is should be crush on jiayi at first,why became me?or i have misunderstanded him, i hope so very much...
everytimes when i signed in my msn, i saw u also be there,then im so happy u were there then i will look farward to chat with you, but you were no any action at all...once more dissapointing me...everytimes at college when we meet each other,i will so looking farword to you will approach me,but why the person who always approach me is your friends...you don like i chat with them?or you are no mood?or you are dare to do it?do you know how many questions im my mind when i saw your personal msg "trying to make some improvement"...what it means???
actually i like thursday and friday....that day is my f&b class, during lunch time,you guys must be around Lagenda cafe..then only i have a chance to chat with you,smiled at you...i hope it is same to you...another day is friday,we suposely should have a chance to have a lunch together,even go back home together...but you and me also didnt take any action at all...i really don want just always say "hi", "hello", "goodbye" with you, you will be graduate this semester,still left 6 weeks only...i don wanna be regreat after this,you said you don have a girl friend,is that really???if don have,why don you still take any action on me??dont you ever think that,if you start the first step,maybe the result will be different in your mind... ...
im starting avoided file 2...dont know can he feel it?i don know whether is this my action correct or not, but i know if i keep replying him, it will make him misunderstanding on me...i tink it is so cruel to him and i don know whether can i be persistant to do this?actually i have known that i can't...i just hope he will be fine...
every things was started because of PROM NITE, if i didnt be there last year,maybe all the situation will different...am i will be know they all??or maybe i will not being suffer right now...but i would like to tell the all seniors "nice to meet you guys"...thx for being 1 parts of in my mind and giving memories that at college life... ...
recently, file 2 always keep chatting with me..i also replied but even when i replying him, i also hope that im replying file 1, this is not fair to file 2, at first, i was wondering file 2 is should be crush on jiayi at first,why became me?or i have misunderstanded him, i hope so very much...
everytimes when i signed in my msn, i saw u also be there,then im so happy u were there then i will look farward to chat with you, but you were no any action at all...once more dissapointing me...everytimes at college when we meet each other,i will so looking farword to you will approach me,but why the person who always approach me is your friends...you don like i chat with them?or you are no mood?or you are dare to do it?do you know how many questions im my mind when i saw your personal msg "trying to make some improvement"...what it means???
actually i like thursday and friday....that day is my f&b class, during lunch time,you guys must be around Lagenda cafe..then only i have a chance to chat with you,smiled at you...i hope it is same to you...another day is friday,we suposely should have a chance to have a lunch together,even go back home together...but you and me also didnt take any action at all...i really don want just always say "hi", "hello", "goodbye" with you, you will be graduate this semester,still left 6 weeks only...i don wanna be regreat after this,you said you don have a girl friend,is that really???if don have,why don you still take any action on me??dont you ever think that,if you start the first step,maybe the result will be different in your mind... ...
im starting avoided file 2...dont know can he feel it?i don know whether is this my action correct or not, but i know if i keep replying him, it will make him misunderstanding on me...i tink it is so cruel to him and i don know whether can i be persistant to do this?actually i have known that i can't...i just hope he will be fine...
every things was started because of PROM NITE, if i didnt be there last year,maybe all the situation will different...am i will be know they all??or maybe i will not being suffer right now...but i would like to tell the all seniors "nice to meet you guys"...thx for being 1 parts of in my mind and giving memories that at college life... ...
Monday, March 23, 2009
云顶=无奈/无聊！！！
BAD BAD BAD MOOD TODAY!!!!
today we all went to genting for doing the survey... we all was meet at kl sentral bus station. before be there,one of my group member was came late,she came last minute...the bus was going to move,she still haven arrive the bus station,but there are nobody was stop the driver even my other group members...problem is...all of the questionaires were at her.... i was so wondering why were they was not care about her at all??why they seemed like not care about the questionsaires?the assignment??the people who doing the assignment is only me and her...what were they doing....
the driver started move the bus,she couldnt find the bus that we are sitting...i begged the driver give me 1 more minute,at first,the driver was angry and not allow,but she was already arrive...nobody was helping me to beg the driver....all the passengers at the bus was looking at me,i knew at that time i was so embrarssing..i hv no choice,i keep begging the driver please stop the bus...finally he dealed with me...thx god!!!
finally we got on the bus...all of classmates was teasing me just now was look like wanna cry..felt so upset at that moment...they was even scolding me why am i so silly,why don just let it be?can i say are they selfish, didnt care about other people...
during at genting, i was totally no mood at all to find any tourist to do my survey....during the survey,we were taking some photos...i was smiling in every photo...but i have no idea that is my smiling is true or fake??who knows??
today we all went to genting for doing the survey... we all was meet at kl sentral bus station. before be there,one of my group member was came late,she came last minute...the bus was going to move,she still haven arrive the bus station,but there are nobody was stop the driver even my other group members...problem is...all of the questionaires were at her.... i was so wondering why were they was not care about her at all??why they seemed like not care about the questionsaires?the assignment??the people who doing the assignment is only me and her...what were they doing....
the driver started move the bus,she couldnt find the bus that we are sitting...i begged the driver give me 1 more minute,at first,the driver was angry and not allow,but she was already arrive...nobody was helping me to beg the driver....all the passengers at the bus was looking at me,i knew at that time i was so embrarssing..i hv no choice,i keep begging the driver please stop the bus...finally he dealed with me...thx god!!!
finally we got on the bus...all of classmates was teasing me just now was look like wanna cry..felt so upset at that moment...they was even scolding me why am i so silly,why don just let it be?can i say are they selfish, didnt care about other people...
during at genting, i was totally no mood at all to find any tourist to do my survey....during the survey,we were taking some photos...i was smiling in every photo...but i have no idea that is my smiling is true or fake??who knows??
Saturday, March 21, 2009
开始写blog了
太巧了啦。。。。
318 是NS的纪念日。。。我竟然那么巧打电话给我在营里的一位好朋友。。。聊了很多很多。。。彼此讲大家的心事。。。也是她，让我有写blog的念头。。。
318。。。这个号码好熟悉，因为是这一天开始改变了我的想法，我的太度，我的性格。。说实在，在营里真的没学到任何东西，也觉得很浪费时间叻。。但我却很enjoy甚至会不舍得离开那里，因为实在有太多太多太多美好的回忆了……~~~她，是我好朋友，好姐妹，好妈妈，（还有很多身份）我们在营里一起build了很多‘‘家庭‘‘。。有动物家族，自闭家族，刀疤家族，乱伦家族，复杂家族，冷血家族。。应该没了吧！！哈哈！！我们还为每个人都起了个花名就是为了方便在他们前说他们的坏话。。嘿嘿！在他们前说坏话而他们又不懂，真爽。。我们还时常扮演观众的角色，坐在我的bed,看着我的roommate的一举一动，然后讨论着他们。。。
looking at the stars while listening to mp3 and chatting......mizz so much!!! 陈今在msn打过这一段，很多人都以为是我跟男朋友的回忆。。我也很懒惰去解释，就让他们以为下去吧。。walao 真的超想念当时的心情，当时的天空，当时的天气，当时的环境。。虽然我讨厌下雨，但，我们都很期待下雨的来临。。只有下雨才能睡多一下下，不用kawad，不用去class，大家可以在房间吹水，唱歌，开餐。。。得空还可以到toilet玩水战。。。
oui， wirawati jom makan....是最常听见的。。每次都会和她讨论这要上去吃还是待在房挨杯面，讨论要几点冲凉，讨论。。。 。。。都是她的错，害我现在要不要吃，吃什么都得自已想，身边的朋友代替不到她。。。其实，我的意思是。。当我想找人谈心事，不知为什么，就是对身边的人开不了口，除了她，不知还可对谁说。。。
都已经一年了，也开始college的生活已有近一年了吧。。。在college的日子里，不习惯的都习惯了，讨厌的还是讨厌，但，每次不开心时，就只有想到在318 的日子和朋友。。。。
ps: wei,sui po...if u r looking at my text,u know 她 is u rite..no nid i type ur name la ya...hehx
walao,its so tough to me to type chinese lo...actually still hv many thing....anyway,i hv tried
my best ady... ...
ps: type chinese....san fu sei lo... ...
318 是NS的纪念日。。。我竟然那么巧打电话给我在营里的一位好朋友。。。聊了很多很多。。。彼此讲大家的心事。。。也是她，让我有写blog的念头。。。
318。。。这个号码好熟悉，因为是这一天开始改变了我的想法，我的太度，我的性格。。说实在，在营里真的没学到任何东西，也觉得很浪费时间叻。。但我却很enjoy甚至会不舍得离开那里，因为实在有太多太多太多美好的回忆了……~~~她，是我好朋友，好姐妹，好妈妈，（还有很多身份）我们在营里一起build了很多‘‘家庭‘‘。。有动物家族，自闭家族，刀疤家族，乱伦家族，复杂家族，冷血家族。。应该没了吧！！哈哈！！我们还为每个人都起了个花名就是为了方便在他们前说他们的坏话。。嘿嘿！在他们前说坏话而他们又不懂，真爽。。我们还时常扮演观众的角色，坐在我的bed,看着我的roommate的一举一动，然后讨论着他们。。。
looking at the stars while listening to mp3 and chatting......mizz so much!!! 陈今在msn打过这一段，很多人都以为是我跟男朋友的回忆。。我也很懒惰去解释，就让他们以为下去吧。。walao 真的超想念当时的心情，当时的天空，当时的天气，当时的环境。。虽然我讨厌下雨，但，我们都很期待下雨的来临。。只有下雨才能睡多一下下，不用kawad，不用去class，大家可以在房间吹水，唱歌，开餐。。。得空还可以到toilet玩水战。。。
oui， wirawati jom makan....是最常听见的。。每次都会和她讨论这要上去吃还是待在房挨杯面，讨论要几点冲凉，讨论。。。 。。。都是她的错，害我现在要不要吃，吃什么都得自已想，身边的朋友代替不到她。。。其实，我的意思是。。当我想找人谈心事，不知为什么，就是对身边的人开不了口，除了她，不知还可对谁说。。。
都已经一年了，也开始college的生活已有近一年了吧。。。在college的日子里，不习惯的都习惯了，讨厌的还是讨厌，但，每次不开心时，就只有想到在318 的日子和朋友。。。。
ps: wei,sui po...if u r looking at my text,u know 她 is u rite..no nid i type ur name la ya...hehx
walao,its so tough to me to type chinese lo...actually still hv many thing....anyway,i hv tried
my best ady... ...
ps: type chinese....san fu sei lo... ...
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