She said YES to his proposal!

Here comes the promised entry on someone's marriage proposal. Why la ppl think that it was my marriage when I promise this post.? Hahahaha! Adui. Too early la.

My bro, Nezryin wanted to propose to his girlfriend, Eileen publicly. You've got balls, bro! Haha! Since it was a surprise, we need a plan and of course the crew. Who was involved? Me & Joe, Xinyi(another adik to Nezryin), Tim(Nez's cousin). The venue was The Curve, around 7 pm on 11th Dec 2010.

Me & Joe were the cardboard people on the first floor. It means, when Nez brings Eileen in, we need to hold the cardboards up accordingly. Sweating nicely okay? hahah! And the cardboard is all done by Nez. Very ikhlas. :)

At the carpark, before the surprise. Xinyi was the photographer and Tim was the one to bring in the bouquet of flowers.

So, when Eileen looked up at me after Nez pointed at me, the cardboard says "HEY YOU".

She was still looking at me, wondering what's going on as I continue to 2nd piece that says " YES YOU".

Then, Joe came out with the other cardboard "Will You" *turn to next* "Marry Me?". Then, next thing is, Nez was on his knees already, taking out the ring.

While everyone is anxiously waiting for her answer, Joe was sweating and felt so embarrassed. Simply because he is holding "Marry Me?". Hahahahah! I told him, "its ok, kira ada experience la tuh. Practice." :P Teased him nicely. hehehe.

Back to story, Eileen said YES! And they kissed & hugged. The crowd clapped their hands. Some strangers were taking their photographs as well.

After the proposal...

The Crew:Xinyi,Tim,Me,Joe & The couple bahagia. XDWithout Tim, since he took this pic.After the successful proposal, I bumped into Amira Ayoub! Ex-schoolmate from MGSKL. :) Anyway, Nez was very happy. He treat us TGI's Friday. My first time there, so yeah, me & Joe felt out of place at first. But we fell in love with the food there. :D

The staffs are very friendly. :) I like!

Tim purposely/quietly informed the manager that something should be done to this couple bahagia, just like how TGI's staffs will make the birthday boy/girl stand on the chair and sing! XP

I've recorded the moments! ;)


After all that, we noticed how loving they get, we understand. :) So we left them. Gave them privacy :D

Xinyi & I finally met! :)

Anyways, I went to IKEA for the first time. We are so outdated, but we don't care! Hehe!

Joe is cooking something :D
Our far away future kitchen. :P
I dont know why I took this pic. Nice lighting kot.

For the first time, Joe bought me a soft toy. Its a teddy dog. :D From IKEA. Rm39. Nice. White colour. I named it Rupert Busuk. That night, I hugged Rupert to sleep. Hehe.

Let me end this story by confessing this. My hair was not so nice. So I edited the pics of mine. Hehehehehehehe. End of story.

P/s: Papa's heart operation went well. Still in ICU. He is awake already. :) Thank you for your kind wishes everyone! Every word from you people means alot to me, it brings positive vibes to me :)

Papa's Operation in IJN.

Papa is going for a bypass operation for his heart in IJN. He was given a letter few months back for preparation like dental check up, blood pressure, sugar level..blablabla. and also, he should not be coughing/sick 2 weeks before getting admitted. He also had to stop eating aspirin pills and Chinese herbs. No smoking for at least 6 weeks, but Papa did well in this. He quit smoking few months back.
He really took care of his diet, finally. Normally, he drinks Nescafe frequently, simply take cheesy stuffs.

I'm proud of you, Papa. :)

Friday, 10th Dec, 2010. That was when Papa was admitted. This is my first time visiting him in IJN. I'm impressed with IJN's cleanliness and its interior design! From the porch itself, it looks like a hotel! Hospital KL (GH) was nothing compared to IJN. hahaha.

Happened to see this Malay boy snapping pictures of himself & little sisters at there. Funny to see people camwhoring at hospital. sorry, really funny. :P

Anyway, I didnt have the chance to eat at the cafeteria. Heard from Papa that food was not bad. Maybe today I can try? :D We are going to visit him again before his operation on Monday.

Joe is being such a good boyfriend, brother in law, son in law. XD He offered to fetch us to IJN and also send us home. Mama was happy but she didnt want to show it much la. Papa doesn't know. I dont want to make him go unhappy before the operation. Plus, Joe understands this matter well. He didn't want Papa to know tht he is going to be there too, but outside the room. Kesian Syg. Sabar ye Syg. The day will come. :)

So, we did talk with the doctor. He said that my father's case is different due to his legs condition. He did bypass before on his left leg and its doing fine. Right leg is giving some problem; couldn't even find the vein! It was too complicated. Right hand is out of the choices too; used before. Therefore, the doctor will be using his left hand.

According to the doctor, our hand got one blood vessel coming down from the top to the the elbow, then its parted into two vessels. It is good enough to have one vessel there for our hand. This is why they will take one of the vessels there and then make a "flyover" as the new route for the blood flow at Papa's heart. 3 out of the 4 valves are blocked because of his blood is too thick. I'm not too sure about the smoking habit though.

So I do not want to start being emotional nor negative about this. I just hope the operation will be going smooth. Papa will be in ICU on Monday and he will only be awake from sleep by Tuesday onwards. Been through this before for his previous leg bypass. It is normal, so we wouldn't be calling him on Monday. We shall wait for Papa to call us back on Tuesday.

I trust the doctors in IJN. I know they can help Papa. :) And yes, he must be resting in hospital for at least 1 week or when he recovers. Doctor do not allow Papa to do heavy work for two months. He need to rest and do not carry things more than 2kg for this two months. This is when me, Yen & Mama shall prevent him from doing anything heavy! :)

P/s: Will post about someone's marriage proposal as soon as I get the other materials. ;D

Do you know what is "Pet Peeves"?

I was answering some questions posted by members in Youthsays till I came across this question.

WHAT IS YOUR PET PEEVES?

I answered it. Then, I scrolled down to see other members' answers.

I was shocked to see most of the answers,

"Cats"

"Dogs"

Adui. I doubt they know what it means. They didn't even bother to find out/Google it before simply assuming that it was about pets. Only one or two knew what it means. You can tell by the answers. So I ended up giggling alone in front of my pc.

How to learn, if we simply assume the meaning? Nobody is perfect and we keep learning every day. Now, it is way more easy to check the meaning of the words we do not understand. We have Google! Online dictionaries are helpful enough. No need to go through the thick Oxford/Cambridge dictionaries.

I shall end this post with the meaning of PET PEEVES:

Taken from Answers.com

Pet peeves : It's your favorite minor complaint.


It's when someone, or somethings, actions really irritate you and you just can't stand it.
It could be irrational, and not even annoy anybody else. It can be different for anyone.

P/s : Got nothing to do with your favourite pets.

Could that be you again?

While at work this morning, I think it was around 10.30am, I received a call on my cellphone. It was a number from Penang. Code is 04 with 7 digits.

I stared at the phone display for 2 secs. Then only I decided I should answer this call because:
1. Maybe that's my aunt's office number, who lives in Penang?
2. Maybe its my old friend who is studying in Penang?

The moment I answered, I heard a girl's voice before I could say hello.

Girl : Heheh, Ingatkan tak dapat..

Then she kept very quiet. Then only I said hello. She kept quiet again! Nothing but the slightly noisy background. After few times of hello, I got frustrated, knowing that I've been fooled again.

I was pissed off with these kind of calls, ended it after intentionally saying "What the fuck?".

Enough is enough la wei! No life la you.

And then my instincts began to tell me that it could be the same person again. I really, really thought it was the tomboy who was from the photography shop that participated in my graduation ceremony.

Sounded like her too. I heard her voice before, that's why.

Luckily it was just one damn call. I really thought my bf ended this for me. Haih. So true, again, some people just don't know when to quit doing stupid things.

Bf told me to ignore this shit and do not answer any unknown numbers. Okla, sorry if its really my friends. I'm not going to entertain strange numbers anymore, unless they introduce themselves via sms.

Speaking of this photography shop, I went there with bf, in case kena kacau with that tomboy. I collected my stage photograph and also the group photograph. And hey, I bought some 4r photos too, and will only receive it in 3 weeks time. I bought pictures of me with friends. :D

Let me end this post with a special thanks to Momochan for the Cool Blogger Award. I appreciate that alot. Err, my first time award for blog okay? Hehe. What to do when your blog is not cool enough like the rest? But I'm cool with this. Contented to know there are readers out there. :)

Firefork's Timid & The Tough trailer

This is Firefork's animated short film trailer. Production is still going on. I'm working on the lighting. The rest of my team mates are working on the animation. Glad that I dont have to animate, because I know I can't animate characters! XD

I did my part too. I did the house/environment concept art and it was a horrible situation, having to hold the pencil and draw it out! After getting the concept art aprroved, I started to enjoy the 3d modeling part. Texturing was a little torturing but I'm okay with it. Now, its the lighting.

I do hope I can help in composition of the whole movie later. :D

Here's our trailer. heheheh.
Ignore the super-blasting bg music. Poh Hui picked this song. Crazy betul!

My Project

For the event itself. Logo was designed by partner/the organiser. The designer is so happened to be See Mei of AD78 :)

My task is to make a 3d logo animation. Its not that great work la. but I enjoyed the process, from modeling to compositing. :)

I hope to do better than this.
Sharing time. Here's the work.

My Phone Number Story.

If people who knows me and need to contact me, I can accept that they got my number from my friends. I know them, so I'm cool with it.

What's not cool is when you get stupid strangers having your number, and keep disturbing you with missed calls and SMSes like "Hi, nak berkenalan blh?" - Go to hell please. Thanks.

Imagine having friends who loves to be "helpful", trying to be the matchmaker or something. That's very annoying. Dear friends who simply give people my number, thanks for being an ass. Thanks for not informing me too. So much for my phone number privacy. You can go to hell too okay?

But wait. What annoys me is that, some people are smarter than that. They have the access to my info, so it is very easy to get my number.

Recently, (more like yesterday!) I highly suspected this new stalker got my number from the returning graduation robe form. It is a must to leave your number, in case anything happens. I have no choice and I didn't expect this anyway. This suspect/stalker is believed to be that particular person who works under that photography company. This stalker is a tomboy. But your gender or preference is not my interest. It is very unethical to take my number from the form okay?

I wish that these type of people do not have to do this. Come to me and ask me for my number, and I'm not promising that I would give you my number. There is a need to have a solid reason to do so. Honestly speaking, I usually do not give away my number to people. I'm that type that do not like to exchange number with new buddies. I do not know why I'm being so phone-number-stingy.

Oh. Maybe I'm sick of these silly SMSes and missed calls from unknown numbers. Why should I take the risk to spread my number.

Yesterday, while at college for final project, I received an SMS.
"Hai, sape nie?"
I chose not to reply. Hoping that this is going to end.
After 10 mins, this number called and I answered right away.
When I say hello, the person hung up.
Another SMS came in right after that.
"U ni Pern kan?"
I was shocked already. This is no random call. Someone either wants to play a damn prank with me or really a person who wants to make friends with me. I'm not interested la wei! I didn't reply.

You must be thinking this is it. I thought so too. Sadly, this person continue to bug me after 5 hours of silence. Huh! I was thankful Joe was with me. We were at Shah Alam, hanging out with his friends for awhile before going for dinner. Told Joe everything.

It was an SMS.
"Hai, nak berkenalan boleh?"
I was annoyed. I showed Syg the message. I can tell he wasn't really happy. His expression changed. He took out his phone and called this number right away. This person answered and kept quiet!

Freaky right? Joe didn't say a word too. Then the person hung up, and SMSed me!
"Nombor sapa plak u guna nie?"

The stalker didn't realise it was my boyfriend who called. So, Syg typed quite mean words, prepared to reply from his phone. But I told him not to reveal about "I know you are that photography shop staff". It was just my instincts. He retyped the message and showed me.
"Nombor bapa ko"

Amazing how some people do not know when to give up! I've got a reply to my phone.
"Relax ah u..jgn marah2"

Very funny. Who would want to relax when he/she got a stranger bugging to make friends. Syg was angry and called that number up. The person kept quiet and Joe took the chance to say "Nombor bapa ko ah"

Finally, it ended well. My bf was the hero. Yey. The person quit bugging me. :)

Sorryla, I'm not interested with strangers making friends with me this way. And this has nothing to do with my status as a single and available person nor happily in a good relationship. My status would not change my stand.

Psst. Wanna know why I highly suspected that person was the tomboy?
Because while taking my graduation robe, she acted weird, came and took over somebody else's job. She almost got the chance to put on the robe for me. Omg. She was upset when her colleague (not tomboy, a nice Malay lady) snatched my robe from her and put it on for me.

The tomboy did mentioned "Alaaa! Dia yang dapat plak!"

Very obvious la. Some more I'm very perasan type. I believe in my woman instinct. Hehehe. Then, when I was about to return my robe, she was there. She saw me filling up the big form. Her actions made her motive very obvious to me.

I know she might just want to make friends with me. But look, I'm anti-social now. I've got no Facebook. I only tweet in a private account. I rarely make friends okay! And it is not nice to take my number from the form and kacau-kacau my life.

When someone gets my number from other sources without my permission, it is not nice. I'm not desperate for any attention. I'm contented with my ordinary life.

Doesn't matter, because I'm the winner.

Reminder : This entry contains mild jiwang-ness. Please do not continue to read if you cannot take it. Thanks.

Last night was one of those days that I lost my self-confidence. Usually, I'm not very confident with myself either. So, when I'm down, it gets worse. emotional. I find myself annoying at that moment.

I was being very emotional with bf, thanks to one of the sensitive issues that I accidentally started with. That's silly.

But he knew what to do to make me feel better. :) Thank you Syg. So true, all that you need is positive vibes from your closed ones, be it your family, partner or friends. He helped me to throw away these negativity in my head and restored my self-confidence.

That issue was not a big deal, just that I'm not comfortable with the way this one particular lady who kept looking at me. It wasn't for one or two times. It was all the time, whenever she sees me. Her stares shaken my self-confidence, probably because I know she is a very gorgeous lady, very sexy, everything about her is hot & sexy. All that every man wants? Whatever.

Bf & I didn't know how to solve this silly issue. So we are going to leave it as it is.

Maybe she thinks I'm not good enough to be with the boyfriend.
Maybe she thinks she deserves him more, knowing the fact that
she is very gorgeous.
Maybe that's just her attitude, love to analyze me.

I don't know la. I can't understand these stares. Nevermind. Case closed.

After all, she is not a threat or something. I know that very well. Let her stare at me as much as she wants. I've gained back my self-confidence. Maybe I should stare back at her too. :P

He held my hand and looked into my eyes. He remind me again & again, how much he loves me and yes, I'm the winner. Winner of his heart. Only me, no other girls :') [Jiwang hahahahha!]

And I questioned him on how on earth he fell for me, knowing that previously I dressed up like a real kid. I was very horrible-looking during the first year. Zaman seluar buruk.

He said it was my inner beauty. He liked it when I was friendly with him, not overly-done. We shared few things in common. heeeee :D

Till today, I realised that we can communicate and understand each other because we both agreed on certain facts. Basically, I'm glad that we are both ordinary people. No stress, no pressure as we get to know each other. We motivate each other. Support each other in various ways. I'm glad that we met. :) Thank you, God. We all may not know how's the future like, what's God's plan for all of us, but for now, I'm very much happy with Syg.

It has been exactly 1 year and 6 months that we are together.
Thank you for being there for me whenever I need you.

After Convocation Night. photo taken by Farhan.

p/s: I'm with you too, Busuk. ;)

My Convocation Night.

I graduated already. :')

I didn't get all the photos yet, but I cant wait to share with you. wheee!

Venue : Sunway Hotel Resort & Spa
Food was okayyyy.
Ticket is freaking expensive; RM120 per person.

But most important is that everyone enjoyed that night. :)

I've got a professional shot for my graduation photograph, but didn't get yet. Family portrait package was damn expensive, so I asked Ruzy for a big help. She took pics for my family portrait. Thank you Ruzy! :)

The Tan family: Younger sis Yen, Mama, Me, Papa.

Ruzy & me

Next are those that I took from Facebook.
hehehehe. I have a gay & messed up "family".
If we were to have a TV show, call it The Family Guys (get it?)Sitting(from left): Chao Giar Daddy & Lai Bung Mummy
Standing (from left): Estrella 2nd daughter with hubby Andrew, Me & hubby.
HAHAHAHAHAH!! Finally, a family portrait for us.
Got son-in-laws some more. don't play-play!

Ok, those who do not know anything, please... This is not real okay, I made them hold hands. They are not real gay couple! XD

Other photos with friends:Jacky Lau & I

Me, Samantha Teoh & Ek Jon

Kwan Yew, Chee Sang, Yi Ling, Me, Hana, Frendy, MichaelYi Ling, Me, Hana, Chao GiarAnd then Kwan Yew came in!OMG, Look, Zi Kang on left side! Me, Nick, Kwan Yew, Yi Ling

More pics but some friends didn't upload yet. Thanks Ben, for your help :D

Eh noticed something? My hair. I curled it. :D I like the volume. Now I can have all the fun in the world to stylise my hair, be it big curls, or small curls. :D:D:D:D

Window shopping is not wrong.

What's wrong with window shopping? I cannot have a look or survey on your products before I want to buy it? Its not like I menyusahkan you. People who worked at shoe shops are going through more troublesome routines.

Ok, here's the story.

I went to The Face Shop, Midvalley with bf yesterday. We wanted to search for facial scrub for him, therefore you need to survey before you simply buy it right? The lady was friendly to answer us when we were asking about that product. I asked if there's any other choice, she kindly showed me.

It was all okay. Joe didn't want to buy first. But at least we know the product difference. Not simply go in to trouble the people.

We were about to leave the shop, and the lady's colleague (name her C) talked to her, in Cantonese.

C : So, how many? 1 or 2?(referring to products)
Lady: Nola, didn't buy.
C: oh yes ah...
Lady: yeah very normal one la. These people mostly wont buy one. only window shopping, look-look only.
C: yeahla, normal lah.. these people just jalan2 only.

I looked at them. They thought I didn't understand. Then I remembered, I don't look Chinese enough. Hahah!

Joe kinda knew they were talking about us not buying the products after asking few questions, based on my expression and body language. I asked how he can tell. It was when I purposely didn't follow him out of the shop, but standing there konon-konon wanted to buy things.

Seriously, the two ladies shouldn't talk SO LOUD while we were around. Count your blessings that I didn't confront you and embarrassed you. And puhlease, I did buy things from your shop before alright! I bought quite a lot for my sister's birthday that time. I was your customer before.

Geram when these people don't know when to talk about customers. Wait for us to leave first, coz you will never know if your customer is a same case with me - Can I just name this case as Identity Issue?

This is not a big issue but I personally think they shouldn't really complain over this while we are around. It's not nice at all.

I nearly want to reply in Cantonese " We are not here to jalan-jalan, we want to buy but we need to survey first ok?"

P/s: I'm not sure if I want to go back to The Face Shop, knowing such people worked there. Boo! I shall go to The Body Shop then.

Subway : Buy One Free One!

Omg. I'm a food lover, sorry can't help it.

If you are a fan of Subway, and you read The Star newspaper, you are very lucky, just like me. ;)

Check out the newspaper. Just found it at page 5 under Weekender!
Wey, not just one coupon okay?
TWO COUPONS!

Buy One Free One, for 6" sandwich.
It is a good offer!
Can share with someone or you can greedily take two for yourself ;D

Valid until 3rd Dec 2010, at all Subways in Malaysia.

Btw, its only valid for one offer per visit yeah?
Don't go and use two at once, unless u are smart enough to ask somebody use your second coupon for you. :D:D:D:D

Wah, tmw maybe can eat Turkey Breast Sandwich, extra cheese please. :)
Look at the pic.... So tempting. Plus, I'm really hungry now.

p/s: now everyone is going to go Subway or "read" The Star all of a sudden. :p

It's no longer a secret.

Last Sunday, 7th Nov 2010 was my Convocation Night. Parents & sis came to witness the moment. :')

Will blog about Convocation Night another time.

Joe fetched me from home to Sunway Hotel. We had lunch together. He finally decided to drop by again later during dinner at the hotel. So, he went home first. Parents & sis came before 4pm.

For your information, Mama knew about Joe already. Papa was the only one that didn't know much about this. Not time yet, we both thought.

It turned out that Convocation Night was the night things got revealed. Mama is being supportive. She actually tried to open the path for me & Joe; trying to let Papa accept the truth rather than hiding it forever. I knew this because Mama told me the very next day. She purposely spoke in Thai, asking me where was he right in front Papa.

Papa kept asking me who is that "friend". Well, he must be very curious and wondering how come Mama knows better. Mama had an intention of getting Joe into the ballroom and meet her and Papa.

It didn't happen. Papa didnt want to meet him after knowing he is a Malay. It made me sad for awhile. I got up from the table and went to the toilet to calm down. Mama tried to calm things down; asking me to join the dinner table. Joe told me to stay on, don't just walk away.

I guess this is part of the challenges for our interracial relationship. It's okay. We expected this.

Anyway, Mama kept asking about Joe while in the toilet. I knew she wanted to meet him. hehehe. Called Joe down from Control Room and the moment has arrived.

They met, shook hands, smiled, had a lil short talk. And it ended. :)

Mama seems to be okay. She said he looked humble and kind, quiet. Good looking and tall, doesn't look like a Malay boy. hehehe. More like, Chinese Thai or something.

Apa ni,Syg! terbalik ngn i plak!

I'm glad Mama finally met him. Papa was upset, I guess. Mama told me to be patient whenever Papa scolds or grumbles, try to understand a father's feeling.

So I expected that he won't talk to me again. That night, I told my family that I decided to leave at 12am instead of 9pm. Let Bf send me home. Let my parents go home first. I wanted extra time with him and friends.

Went home and realised Papa wasn't really happy with me. I ran to my room and sleep. The next morning, he mentioned " I don't know wht's going to happen to me" in a low tone. When I came back from work for lunch, I found out he went to Kapar to buy fishes for home cooking.

Felt worried but when he came back, I was totally surprised to see his mood changed.

He was talking like normal with me! I felt like he was trying to be nice to me after that night. I was doing the same too. Sacrificed my favourite ice-cream and told him I bought for him. :) He accepted it and ate right away!

LOOK AT THE INSIDE JUICE!!! MAKES MY AIRLIUR MELELEH ADY!
We are all good now. Thanks Cornetto :')

I don't want to really talk much about bf in front Papa. As long as he knew, I'm relieved. It takes some time to open up his heart. I do hope Papa would one day understand and be able to accept this matter. :)

Joe's mum knows about me too. :) I did try to ambil hati. :P Syg wanted to buy Korean Lunchbox set for his mum to try. I took that chance to buy for her instead. From Green Tea to Korean Lunchbox set. I hope she enjoys these. :)

I'm so relieved now. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Pic from Sunway Lagoon NitePark date. ;)

Syg, I know you stalk my blog, I can tell. >D
It's okay, I love you. :)

Stop Stretching!

Reminder : I'm a freaking designer/art person. Maybe that's why I'm strange enough to post about this.

I have many pet peeves, just like most people do. This specially selected topic is one of my pet peeves when it comes to art & design. Or something related to it. I dont freaking care anymore if this is going to hurt any designer/non-designer out there.

Simply because I cannot take it anymore. Tak boleh tahan.

I hate to see stretched images/designs. It makes them looked so out of proportion! You know what I'm talking about?

It happens mostly in digital forms. Photoshop, mostly.
Damn it, why can't they realise that it will take away the proportion of the image when they stretch it as long as they want, as wide as they want? It doesn't hurt to hold down the SHIFT key while you scale the image.

Unless you trying to make yourself looked superslim in the picture.
Wait, no. It will definitely looked so not natural. A little stretch would do, but pandai-pandai la cover.

Maybe with non-designer people, we can always let them know. They should be able to understand that we are just helping them with what we know better, not for showing off our skills right?

But, I find it so difficult to tell the people who are also designers, just like me, Even harder to tell when you know that designer is kind of egoistic and too proud. I'm not talking about one person here. I've encountered this situation several times already. So, it is not something personal, but general, all summed up opinion.

So people, whether you are aware of this or not, whether you are a designer or not,
please, please don't stretch the images till out of proportion?
It hurts to see that.

Remember, when you bukak Photoshop already,
CTRL + t is the shortcut to scale/rotate your image,
please don't forget this "secret ingredient": hold down SHIFT key while scaling.

You should really hold that SHIFT key down,
then you can bring peace to the world.
So for a better world,
remember yeah?
Don't let the world suffer to see terribly-out-of-proportion images.
Keep your images in proportion for a better world.

:D

P/s: SHIFT key, remember!!! :)

Date at iCity

Reminder :This post is written on Sunday night.

First of all, trailer for our animated short film is ready. Hope nothing goes wrong with it. We were told to finish the whole short film or we won't get our Diploma certs. Wargh. My 50k++ cert. Its okay, I take it as a good motivation. We should finish what we started, right? :)

That's why I was at college again yesterday. Continue to do lighting for animated scenes. Getting a better grip on controlling it. Not as bad as previous times, where I' ll be "cuak cuak, omgggg where to startttt?"

Joe came around 4pm to fetch me. After 6 days, wheee! I see your face. :D

We didnt plan much, went to Midvalley and do nothing but walk around.
Menyampah see extra crowds everywhere, and heartache to see many "50% off" tags around! No gaji yet. Boo.

Suddenly, we decided to go to Shah Alam. I like :)

Had dinner at Pak Li at Seksyen 7. Chicken Chop with French Fries and Strawberry Smoothies. Then we head down to iCity. Finally, one of my many wishes came true last night. RM10 per entry. I was wishing hard that this RM10 is going to make us happy, don't disappoint us!

Not bad. It was a date after all. Too bad we only have one normal camera to snap pictures. NO DSLR. Takpe. We still enjoyed ourselves despite getting blur photographs. So, sorry la, the pictures are not fantastic and clear. But you can roughly see what's going on la. hahah.

Nice lights and errr, fake plastic trees. :P
Look, Joe is watering the cactus. :)

Check it out, my RM5 Minnie Mouse blingbling! Hahaha! Joe kept laughing every time he takes a picture of me. Jahat!

Oh, the colour and the tree itself remind me of Kuchiki Byakuya of Bleach. "Shirei....Senbonzakura"
Look, Naruto's brother! NaruJoe, my busuk. Ok, people who do not watch/read Naruto might not get this jutsu thingie. NaruJoe's summoning jutsu. wheee! :P


The green panda! So cute. Joe's feeding milk while I help to pick the panda's nose. :P
We love the horse's ass. :D Yeahla, everyone's taking the same picture. Malas rebut, so we took the ass part ;)
Tiger gigit.....Joe's version cannot be displayed. Too obscene la his pose. Hahahah!
Syg, thank you for bringing me around. :)
I had fun. Like who doesn't enjoy their dates right?

P/s : oh wow. somebody's pic is finally displayed here. :P

Prepared for Convo Night?

Yesterday, I went to college and settled all the things.
1. Refund library membership fee,
2. Tried on the robe. (Size S is so big! Can drown in it.)
3. Paid & collected the Convo Night tickets. Bought 3 for parents & sis. Mine is obviously free. Damn expensive. I'm broke. RM360 is gone.

How's Firefork? Should be okay I guess. I was told to do the lighting and I freaked out a lil. But its fair la, I didnt animate the scenes anyway, just environment modeling. Finished only one scene out of 5 scenes. I need to be confident with myself. I'm taking a day off from work on Monday (tomorrow) and will be in college for lighting. Poh Hui said its alright for me not to come but I insist on coming! :) Wednesday is the dateline!!! Or else, we won't get to show our trailer during the Convo Night!

Left college after 5pm, Joe came to fetch me. We went to Midvalley and watched Dinner For Schmucks. Movie was okay, I would prefer to watch Steve Carell with Tina Fey in Date Night. Hahah! We are both broke, so we went to Jusco's laksa stall. I never cared to find out the stall's name. But I know the location. :P We had nasi lemak chicken rendang. The pulut one too, and its nice! :)

Good to see Syg last night. You know, that feeling of waiting for 6 days to pass, just to see your loved one's face? I feel like that feeling motivates me every day. This is totally different from the time when he was still working in college and I was still a final year student. I love you Busuk. hehehehehe.

Convo Night is on 7th Nov 2010, Sunday at Sunway Hotel. The whole of Tan family is going minus Berry & cats. Syg won't be able to attend and its alright. :) I will be wearing the black dress for that night, if nothing goes wrong. First gift from him before we were in a relationship. My 20th birthday gift from him. :) ok tak busuk? heheh!

Dreams.

Lately, I've been having dreams of random things. If its nice, I do not mind. I'm most afraid of nightmares. It freaks me out, made me wake up with sweats. It was so real. Sometimes, I even wake up and still think I'm still in that dream.

People said dreams can be meaningful in many ways. Quite some time ago, I dreamed of being chased by a leopard. No matter where I go, be it in the bus or climbing the buildings like I'm Spiderman, the leopard kept chasing me.

My sister once told me that if we keep dreaming of something kept chasing u in the dream, it could mean that we are actually trying to run away from something. It could be an unsolved problem or person. She found out from this site that interpret dreams. Its good to read, checked it out once.

There was once I dreamed I was chased by many cockroaches. That still gives me goosebumps whenever I recall that stupid dream, even while typing this out! I fear of these insects. ew!

Last two nights, I dreamed something random. Leanda was telling me something really serious. She told me her mother found out about my blog. I don't know why would I be afraid of that, even if it is really going to happen. But in that dream, I was somehow turned serious and afraid or something. weird. too random.

This morning, it was bad. I dreamed that I was at almost futuristic years, but I dont think we still can have flying cars yet la. Didn't see one in that dream. hahah. I was at this condominium that connects to the other side of condominium with the bridge in the middle. This is so like KLCC. But I knew it wasn't KLCC. What makes it different is that the bridge was on the ground, not hanging in the middle. There was a car park basements underneath.

Very cool place I must say. I remembered watching some show on a plasma tv. Too many people that I didn't know, only recognised my mother and my aunt. Suddenly, we heard a loud bang.

I walked out from that living room to the corridor. I was shocked to see a black hole at the bridge! It was huge and going wild, about to cause explosion to the whole condominium. We were told to evacuate immediately or else the black hole is going to suck us in together with this condominium! I was panicking and didn't know where to get down.

I looked across and saw a fat Chinese lady came out of her unit and she almost float! But thankfully there was a man who stood next to her and pull her down. I don't know how to explain this gravity situation. Its like everyone will be floating and be sucked in into the black hole.

Suddenly, I was told that we could lessen down the black hole's gravity pulling/sucking power by throwing more heavy things to the building nearby.

:S

I remembered taking some aunty's sea coconut drink's tank and flung it up high and it was sticking to the building like a magnet.

I don't know what the hell is this dream supposed to mean. It makes me afraid of the future though. We get too high-tech, and there was no greenery... I'm most afraid of that kind of world to live in.

We will see if this is going to happen. or not. please dont.

Done blogging this out and feels good now. Hope not to dream anything else tonight!

When I'm no longer a student...

I realised how much things can be different when someone jumps out of college era, graduated and dive into another new era of work.

Because I'm that someone. ;)

Every weekdays are working days. First week of work was a killer, knowing that I'm not used to waking up early to go to work. I was very lazy. Now it has been almost 2 months (full time) of work. I'm used to it.

I now know what is Monday Blues... Just had one bad Monday, yesterday!

Weekends are my favourite. Obviously. I get to rest. Wait, not really. More like catching up with friends and family, dating, doing housework... Let's just say Fridays are awesome, because you will feel so near to your weekend. hehehe. Saturday afternoons till evening are dedicated to Firefork unless something really unavoidable comes up.

Somehow, I realised how much I'm missing my friends, be it from high school or college. Just hanged out with highschool girlfriends last Thursday and I feel so good to see them :) As for college friends, I can only depend on Saturdays. True la, I memang tiada life since the day I started working. Haha. Ahhhhh... To have life, I must catch up with my friends, whenever I can.

Sometimes, I do wonder where would I be studying for degree, if I was not stucked in this situation. It seems like I cannot even imagine that. Weird. Maybe its meant to be this way, at least for me. Because of study loans, and family's financial status, I learn to start working. FYI, I'm no new person when it comes to working. I worked part-time here and there before okay. Hell yeah, I'm proud of myself. Did that for experience and also to pay part of my college fee. :) Feels good to do that. This is not show-off sentence from me okay, I'm not like someone whom we all do not like, who loves boasting about how "senior" he is. Sorry, I think that someone should really look into the mirror first before boasting. You are not that cool. Wait, its your artwork/art skills that's not cool.

Ok. I just bitched about someone. Hahahahahaha. Biarla. Really tak puas hati with the way he acted. Learn to be humble please? No need to act like you know it all. Even I dare to admit I'm not a very talented person. Just an average person :)

Back to topic.

Feels like I'm all on my own now. No lecturers, no tutors. Thankfully, I have been blessed to have a good boss. And did I tell you, my sister & Laveena works here too? Admin & Clerical. :)

Oh yeah, now that I'm the main person to do grocery shopping for the house, I kinda enjoy it, though its my money. I'm starting to be a shopaholic anytime soon? omgggg. dont la. And I love to shop for things that I need/want. Going to make changes to the hair too. Soft curls, thanks to Joanne's suggestion. Will go to CK's Mum's saloon. :D cant wait!!

3 reasons I still can live on this no-life punya life:
(1) I have my family and cats to keep me alive with good and bad incidents.
(2) My bf & I keep meeting up whenever possible. Can say in 1 week, we can meet up to 2 or 3 times if lucky la.;)
(3) I have Naruto, Bleach & Supernatural episodes to entertain me every night. :D

Feels good to blog. ;) Not planning to leave blogging world. Just a lil too busy to blog.

P/s: In office now. okbye.

New template.

Oh so white. Finally had a chance to revamp it. The header is for temporary display. Will do proper one later. Heeee :D

I'm working after lunchtime for today, thanks to my right eye. Woke up this morning with swollen eye. Probably caused by pressure when I kept sleeping on the right side. :P

Boss is cool about it. I finished the 20 sec tvc, and even made two options. One is according to what he briefed me. The other one is my own way la. hahah. It doesnt matter which one would be chosen. Who knows the client will reject both? eeeks. dont' la. This time, this tvc is going to be on Astro. That freaked me out a little, because I'm only used to my company's own tv network. You can find some of the tvcs that I work on at some restaurants. Simple but I somehow enjoyed it.

Currently, I am worried about Firefork. I do. What are we going to show on our Convo Night? Last Sat I couldn't go to college to do work. I followed my family to Kuala Selangor & also Sungai Besi to pray to my late grandparents & greagrandparents. Thank God I didn't get darker. Wore the sarung tangan. Managed to cover up my arms. Hehe.

Speaking of my job, my main projects are still that big event's 3d logo animation & its official website and also the print ad in Cinefashion magazine for our modeling agency's workshop, coming soon. Minors are like 15 to 20sec tvcs only. And oh, one thing. I hate working with partners who are irresponsible. Inform us la if you can't send the files to us by that particular day that you promised. Have to call and bug you pula. This is not professional okay. And the content you gave is just a copy & paste facts from wikipedia. What the hell. Research la properly. Its okay if you want to refer to that website but can't you just do it properly? Work is incomplete, causing us to clean up your mess.

P/s : I wish more of my friends will join Twitter. Easier to catch up there. Don't bother inviting me back to FB. No thanks.


EDIT : Now this is my finalised header. shy la to show my faces, so i picked Cutout effect to cover me :D

Why.

When I'm nice to people,
that 's when people will not appreciate me.

When I want to help people,
that's when people will not appreciate me.

This week, a few people that I cared actually hurt my feelings.
Maybe they forgot that I have feelings too.
I did something that helps them but they don't appreciate me.
First, being insensitive and hurt me with those words.
Yet no sorry to be heard from them.
Next, where's the word THANK YOU has gone too?
I feel like everything I do, its troubling people, not helping people.

Sometimes, I wish people would actually realise how much they hurt me with those words. But sad to say that nobody realises that.

Sometimes, I wish people will thank me even if I do one small favour...

Ps: Im still alive.

Friday's Got Dramas.

Bf's New Job.

So Friday was his last day of work in college. We both expected him to be hunting for new job in these few months. Good to know that he even planned on studying while doing nothing. He didn't want to waste time. I like that attitude. :) Suddenly, he got this two months project from Nez bro. I really think it is a good offer too. Everyone including me, agreed on him taking up this project while not having any other jobs. I was having this mixed feeling at first when he said he have to work at Ipoh. I hate long distance relationship. Its not easy. But after we went for a movie date last night, I feel secured all over again. :) Its just week days. He is still coming back on weekends and nowadays we only depend on weekends to meet up :) I think its fair & square. Insecure feelings should be gone. I trust you, just like how you trust me, Syg. I'm glad that you actually asked for my opinion on this. I feel important. wheee! :P

Mama Knew About Him.

After last night's date, I came home happily and didn't expect this to happen so fast. Mama purposely asked me again about who I went out with last night for a movie. I lied like usual, saying some friends from college. Mama was so serious; I know that she knew already I have someone special. Just that I didn't expect her to make me spill everything out so soon. She was worried. She asked about Joe's race, family background, work/studies...All that you can imagine a mother would want to know. I really freaked out while being questioned. I didnt want to lie but I tend to worry about my parent's reaction. I'm in a interracial relationship and it takes a lot of preparation to let them know about us. That's why I kept quiet for now. Too bad, Mama found out. But then again, I was so relieved that Mama knew. She is not against this relationship but she was asking me to be very sure of my decision before getting really deep. I let her say all that she wanted, because deep down inside, I know she loves me and it is very normal for a mother to be concerned about her daughter. :)
She even advised me to love myself more than bf; afraid that my bf will cheat on me and break my heart like what my cruel ex did. Haha. I know she just didn't want history to repeat again. Me neither!

I feel so relieved now. Just Papa who didn't know much yet. Mama is not going to say anything because she knew he wouldn't be very happy to hear this. One day, Papa will have to know, and that's when Joe & I are ready. :)

Told the whole story to Syg. He was surprised but kept calm about it. He said that its alright, because somehow one day, we still have to let them know. Kantoi awal. heheh. Anyway, I don't have to lie to Mama anymore right? Just Papa for now, until we are really ready for my father's bombs.

Fickle-minded People!

Oh I was so pissed off on Friday. After modeling, animating and compositing the 3d logo animation project, some people just have to changed everything again! Boss called me up after his meeting with them and gave me the bad news. He told me to hold on with the project as they are planning to change to another logo design. So much for the finalized logo design. I'm so upset to know that I have to change EVERYTHING and start back from SCRATCH! Fine. I forgive you people. Lucky that I still can bare with this. EQ, EQ!

Firefork's Final Project.

Oh God. I felt so guilty for not having time to do the extra modeling. I didn't turn up on Saturday meeting because I have some layout designs to be done for the work project and also meeting up with Joe regarding his new job offer. I hope to be able to model it out in this coming week and will try to turn up on coming Saturday for the meeting. Sorry people. :( I do hope I don't have to animate any characters!! I don't have skills. :P

Weekends are Important!

I'm looking forward for every weekend...
because I'm not working on weekends,
because I can watch Naruto/anything late at night,
because I get to meet Syg everytime he comes back from Ipoh,
because I get to go to TOA for Firefork,
because I know I can do anything I want (Sleep, Jln2, blogging)!

But strange though, I don't like to tweet much on weekends. heheh!

The Weekly Updates.

This week is ending again. I'm so tired. my brain, my soul, my body. I have nothing much to blog about lately. Here's updates for those who care.

1. Congrats Ben & Poh Hui. I heard that they both made it. I'm very happy to know my classmates got the chance to work in Rhythm & Hues studio (R&H) as animators. I heard about how tough were the tests! Eh, don't play-play you all. Its not easy as you think. You need both luck and skills. LOL.

2. My lecturer told my bf to inform me about another opening for R&H's BGPrep Artist. Probably Nov or Dec this year. Here's the story. I did try for the previous opening. But I think I lost my chance when I submitted my resume & demoreel one day before dateline. I don't even get a phone call interview, unlike some of my classmates who applied earlier. I was kinda upset that I wasn't given a chance at all. At the same time, I had this mixed feeling. I was already working in another media company, and still working there currently. I felt like it was such a waste to let go my current job. My current job seems to be challenging and fun for me. Imagine you get to use more than one skill. Frankly speaking, I'm happy to able to get exposed to various projects; be it from compositing to digital signage tvcs, designing and even web-designing! I love my current job. Plus, the extra point is, its just 3 mins walk from home. hahah! So, I don't think I'm applying for now. :)

3. Congrats to my Joe Busuk darling for being Pak Uteh to 9 anak buah. From having 8 nieces & nephews, now its 9 already! Please, don't bully them Syg. Heheh. I almost fainted when I read his sms regarding this. First line itself is "I ada anak..." and I almost couldn't breathe thinking my bf is a father to some child! Then, I see the next line of sms started with "buah..." - Phewww. Thank God! Hahahaha!

4. Syg, I should congratulate you for leaving your sucky job too. Time to get away from people who don't know how to appreciate you and yet know how to use you. :) Come to think about it, seriously, what's up with the politics in that office?? You, the management are the problem, not your workers. This is the truth. Swallow that! Good luck on searching for replacement.

5. I hate the toilet in my office. The maintenance dude is an asshole. I'm calling him that because we, the Tan family hates him for what he has done to my father. Repair la the damn toilet. And hello, people don't come in by back door (emergency exit). Come at the front door please? Learn how to use your common sense please? Thank you. Everytime got big business, I have to go back home tau!! Grrr!

6. I'm currently handling few projects from work. I'm almost done with an event company's 3D Logo Animation. Next is 1Malaysia Wedding Fiesta for year 2011. I'm handling the 3D Logo Animation too. I better pray that I won't screw up. May the creative person inside of me is fully awaken with brilliant ideas. hahah! Apparently, I have 3rd project coming in and its linked to this wedding fiesta project. Website. omg. I'm no web designer but I'm willing to try and learn more. :) I'm ready, boss!

7. When I have nothing to do at office, I play minesweeper or Purble Place. And oh, I tweet too. Just to inform you that I have already set my twitter account to private, to protect my precious tweets. Do follow me via request. I will approve it A.S.A.P. Find me on Twitter!

8. My sister met my boyfriend on the 3rd day of raya. From Sushi King to shopping and movie: Going The Distance, and lastly, went in to MPH as she claimed that she will be very heartbroken if she can't at least get herself a book to read! Oh the drama. So we followed her to MPH - Her dreamland. Not ours. :P

9. I have a pair of 2-inch platform shoes in silver colour to be given away. I'm depressed that I bought the wrong size. Silly me. Its size 38. I need 37 to fit perfectly. I'm like searching for the 38-shoe-sized-Cinderella. Anyone interested ah? Let me know, I will take a pic for you maybe? Its new okay.

10. I got my first duit raya :D Boyfriend gave me because I fasted for 4 days I think. Whee! I'm happy to go out with him on 2nd day of raya. But so far I didn't attend any rumah terbuka. hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

11. I'm stuck on Naruto like how I'm stuck on Bleach. After the drama of being very egoistic, not wanting to watch Naruto, finally sudah kantoi with Bf. He actually reads my stupid blog. Busuk punya stalker.

12. I'm in love with my bf's new hairstyle. Love it! Yerla, you are almost Korean la. Lagi Handsome.Puas hati? He's got his poyo-fied Korean name too. Tak boleh blah punya nama. KJW :D

13. Since everyone in Firefork is busy, we try to meet up on Sats to show progress on our final project. I dont wanna get involved in animation, knowing that I can't even handle the basics well. Poh Hui wants me to work on lighting and maybe the compositing? :P

That's all for this week. End.

Confession of a Lost Pixel.

Every bit counts. That's the slogan for Pixels78. Remember I posted about my graduation campaign? This is the viral campaign that I'm excited to share with you.

Viral Campaign : Bring The Pixel Home.
Its for getting public's attention and also encouraging interactivity.
Gain awareness about our campaign. Make people curious.

Story : About a pixel that was left behind and its trying to find its way back home. So, this lost pixel walks around the public to ask for help, in the hope that someone will help it find its way back home.

Costume for the lost pixel is made out of cardboard boxes, masking tapes, glue and spray paints. Costume making was tough. The costume team members are Ruzy, Saiful, Sheena, Jia Yung, and Zi Kang(suffered from this the most! I can see that!)

Make up artists : Chun Yee & Lydia.
Filming and editing : So far that I remembered, Joyce Lim, Tiew Soon, Alvin.
Mobile crew : SO MANY. I FORGOT SOME. HAHA. Ben, Ruzy, Chun Sin...

This is it. That lost pixel was me.
That's right, I'm the pixelgirl! Photos for you to laugh at.

Me & Ruzy.
Me & Ben. (Thanks for spoiling the 2nd photo, Ben :P)

I managed to get two photos of people that I talked to. Hehehe.
The role of pixel-girl was between me & Priscilla only. No guys turned up for the audition. hahahaha. It was scary at first to walk in public. felt like maruah jatuh gila-gila. I have to go around and ask for help, with this dialogue, " Excuse sir, I'm lost. Can you please help me? I wanna go home. Can you bring me back home?"

And one perverted dude responded " Sure! I will bring you back to MY HOME". Some ran away from me. Some refused to talk to me. Some laughed no cover cun.

I talked to people randomly. College students, office workers, lecturers. Shooting was done at few places like Asia Cafe, Mentari Court, Outside Sunway Pyramid, PJS 11.

Besides maruah jatuh, I did learn to be more confident. Come on la, if I'm thick faced enough to wear the ridiculous costume, it shows that I can handle it well right? Hehe.

And you know, I nearly died wearing the costume. Mind you, it was not comfortable at all. My arms to hand boxes were filled with sponges to support and hold it. Then, my hair. It wasn't easy to put it on okay? Two person have to handle it. Hair was kept in a netting. Then, the cone was place on the bun. The cubes were put together using strings, then go all around my head. As support, I was tortured with 20+ hair clips pinned on the head. Ouch.

Anyway, I'm glad that I took this role. :)

Here's the compiled video.


What do you think about this? hehehe.

First Day of Raya.

Selamat Hari Raya to everyone, whether you celebrate or not. :)

I didnt get to buy baju kurung/kebaya, which I thought of wearing to Rumah Terbuka. But then again, I doubt there is any Rumah yang terbuka for me. Hahaha!

Don't count my bf's house in please. Not time to make an appearance yet. :)

Funny, I can't feel the celebration this year. Just like last year's Raya, I guess? Hold on, it's only the first day. Let's make the conclusion after one month. :D

If Raya is going to disappoint me, I shall look forward to Deepavali! :) Hey, I'm living in Little India you know. For sure, can feel the vibes in here. Or else, wait for Christmas.

I'm such a weird person. I like all celebrations except for Chinese New Year. Something is wrong. Maybe its because I don't like to see my relatives come to my house on the first day, just to eat Mama's cooking(Strictly Thai food)? Maybe I'm just not comfortable with them? Maybe we didn't celebrate it properly? Maybe its because of no more house visits like my childhood days?

I do not know the answer till today. In fact, these maybes above can't seem to fulfill the right answer. Could it be that, my heart just don't like CNY for no reason? Hmm.

I think I answered that already.

P/s : I still feel like getting a baju kurung/ kebaya. hehehe.

Pixels78. Graduation Campaign.

For our final semester, we had this subject, Graduation Campaign. And that was the only chance for all students from all 5 majors to come together. To those who are not familiar, we are batch 78, not because we are the 78th batch to graduate. It represents our year and month that we got enroled into. That's right, it was 2007 August. Boom! Dapatla 7 and 8. :D

We called ourselves as pixels. Jared came up with this concept and presented to the whole batch through a very entertaining presentation. Basically, each individual does matter, just like the slogan: EVERY BIT COUNTS. When every pixel comes together, we can form one great photo. If you don't know what I'm talking about, go zoom in into any picture you have on PC, then when its too blur, you see boxes right? That's pixel lor. hehehe. Zoom out, you see the nice picture lor. :D

Okla, this subject has its good and bad outcomes la.
Good
- We get to have fun during the class.
- I didnt know there are so many people that I tak kenal.
- The only subject I can relax during class.- The fun times. There were fun times!
- No assignments. I recycled the papers lecturer gave us.
- We get to see who is really good or bad at teamwork.
Bad
- Its taking up our time when it comes to fund raising.
- The management is so not supportive!
- We are still being "taken care" of, not much independence.
- Lecturer still can reject our work, no risk taken.
- Stress! If don't contribute much, you might fail this subject!
- I cannot come late, or my attendance will be marked as LATE/Absent
- Internal conflict, be it committee or non-committee.
- Last minute change of gallery location just because some lecturers complained. Honestly, I don't care if lecturers can come or not, I care more of the potential employers.

Enough said.

There was one of the ice breaking activities that I enjoyed. LOL! Stepping on one piece of newspaper and share it with 5 to 6 people! And must work together, transfer to the second piece that was given...all the way to the end!
No worries, its All-Girls or All-Boys. :D

Some pictures I took from Facebook:
And we won 3rd place, I think. Hahahah! Sofia's group interfered our path. jahat. XD
I couldn't help laughing at the boys. Some people carried their team members. Most memorable one is Jia Yung carried Jacky. Total gayness. ahahahh! Boys hugging each other. We were laughing at the boys, after we girls finished the 1st round.

Here's our official website.
www.pixels78.com

I have another post about this subject. But I have to hold on. Waiting for the video. Compiling for a good blog post on it. It is the viral campaign. I was involved. I felt so ermm "popular"....Just wait for it. :) If you really check out our official website, you might get some clues on this. hehehehe.