Reading BM subtitles for Canto Drama is not sinful.

I was so into the drama on Astro's Wah Lai Toi - Drive of Life. Tengah syiok watching how Man Hon trying so hard to stand up again last night. Suddenly Dad's friend (Mr.T) came. I don't like him, but I still have to call him UNCLE. I normally leave the hall if I see him coming but I cant leave my TV show! Its such a sin! As sinful as not watching one episode of Supernatural. hahahaha!

Jump straight to climax: Mr. T stood nearby us and he asked me if I watch the drama or reading the BM subtitles.

I was pissed off. I ignored him but mum was like "eh Uncle talking to you". I acted blur, "ahh..what what??" And he repeated his stupid question. I monotonously answered "BOTH!"

Why Mr T? You always pisses everyone off. My parents was like busy bodeking him. Menyampah! I know I'm not a fucking pure cina apek like you, but it doesn't mean my Cantonese very "chah". And It is nothing wrong to watch and read subtitles at the same time. I'm learning Idiot! Even Astro will claim TV is for learning, if you really do learn.

He always show this obvious thought about me - I'm very Thai and I don't speak Cantonese.

Stereotypers! I hate you Mr.T. Leave me alone. Don't make me curse you in your face, coz when I loose my patience, I will lash it all out without thinking about my parents! Benci benci benci!

Ms Ang, why never give me A? I was good in your class! LOL!

when I arrived college, I noticed that the SRA staff just only about to stick the result on the board. Ish. Everyone rushed to the stairs and I was somewhere at the back, searching high and low for 034.

And I found it. I almost fainted when I see one long stretch of black highlight on my marks. Omg! I Failed! That's what I thought and Estrella was like "Oh No! I dont know what I just saw!" It was so freaky, and Jon asked to check again.

LOL! Aku pass la bodoh. I didn't notice that the 034 was a senior's number (0605034). Mine should be 0708034. I learnt my lesson; see properly first before jumping to conclusion, saying I failed/It's the end of the world.

I'm thankful though I know I can get better than this as I really had this haunting thought in my head, saying I'm gonna fail Drawing For Animation & Life Drawing. I screwed my projects, remember? It turned out that I got Cs for both, and it makes me go lalalalala cant wait for next sem. :P

Average result, again.
DFA - C
2D - C
Life Drawing - C+
CCD - B
Moral - B+ (I wished it was an A/A-)
Typo - A (syioknya! The only A)

I'm pretty excited about next sem's subject though its going to be tough!
See See!!!
Concept Art 1
3D Modelling Basics
2D Animation 2
Conceptual Rendering
Intro to Digital Photography

And

Survey of SEA Art & Culture. Mannnn! Such a turn-off. But It would be crazy since the whole badge of 78 will be squeezed in there!

Hair Crisis.

I was refering to my hair. Lihat gambar di atas. Ignore my ass, look at my hair. I didn't know its length was up to there already. If I was the same Pern from highschool who still loves her hair so much, I would have noticed it. :D

But I seriously don't, till people tell me. This pic is a bukti to myself. The truth is I'm always uncertain about my hairstyle. When its long, I will be itching to chop it off. When its short, I will start to miss the long hair dangling down to my plate of food. I shall dedicate the song Hot & Cold by Katy Perry to myself. Booo!

I think the last time I cut my hair was semester two. Lihat rambutku yang pendek ini.

Erm. Ignore the predator and my riddiculous look. Its the hair that I want to show.

I need ideas. What should I do with my hair?
Cut?
Trim?
Leave it as it is?

And please don't tell me to do these:
Highlight
Dye
Straightening
Curling

Why? I'm running on a low budget(And Mum dont like "coloured" hair). But I did have this thought in my head: DIY curlers! I shall curl my hair by myself and its only for the bottom part.

How bout that? Im still confused. :D

How Do You Handle It, if you were me?

This is the story of a girl who is not really my close friend, but she is just a friend, that I knew since I was little.

She is not very pretty, but not ugly either. But the way she carries herself shows how lovely she is, to herself only! This is kes perasan, but don't put her behind the bars as perasan is not a crime( Aeti told me this long long time ago hehe).

I can't stand one thing about her : Tai Pow Che/Boastful/Cakap Besar/ Khi Moh

Let's not list down all her cerita hangat that she told me. I got one hot story from her which I didn't forget till today. I SWEAR.

*flashback, with repeating piano keys playing notes increasingly*

She: You know, I got alot of admirers around me. They all like me. *senyum dgn bangganya*
Me : Wah, really? *acting surprised, excited for the sake of our friendship*
She: They all like to give me love letters!
Me : Oh really? *kening kanan terangkat, sounding sarcastic*
She: Yeaaaahhhh!! I keep all of their letters!
Me : Wahh..Sounds like you got alot!
*kalau blh want to give her slap of sedar diri at tht time*
She: Huh! This much! In a box!
*showing the length between her thumb and her next finger, roughly 4inches*


Hah! Babi. This friend of mine must be thinking I'm so gullible, bought her story. The legend continues...

Me: OMG! Can I see it??? *fakely excited*
She: *sounded kantoi, nak cover* Owh..Don't know where I put it ady!

Since she want to show off that she got peminat berlambak, of course she wants to compare with me. Sial.

She: So how much letters do you have huh?
Me: *sounded humble* Owh. I dont get so much letters like you.
She: *sounded tak sabar2* Show me show me!!!!

I was thinking; if she got lots of letters, but refused to show me and now she is so into my stuff. Like never seen one before. Ha ha. Kesian, story so big, but none of the elements existed.

Me: Aiya, I only got one Valentine card from my boyfriend recently la.
She: Show laaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
Me: Nah. Haih...one Valentine card onlyyy..not like you.

It was a card from my ex-bf (2005). And since the card was like a piece of gold at that time, of course have to show to that friend of mine. Puhh! Sounds more excited than me.

Man, this is only one damn story from her many boastful tales.
Imagine how much I have to put up with her, all these years.
I can't avoid her, as she always visit me at that time.

Recently, she was showing off that she is working. I didn't bother much. Like I never worked before! Worked even more than her, man! But I'm not so rajin la yeah. :P

If you have to put up with you boastful friend, how long can you handle him/her? Ignoring sometimes didnt worked. I wished I was as boastful as her, so I can play along with her tales.

I dengan penuh perasaan menyampah shall end the post right here.

And they say "THIS IS MY BLOG! I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT!"

Do you all realise how influencial our thinking or saying can be in this society, or online community? I do. I read what people have to say, sometimes I even read stranger's blog. I find that adventurous though. :P Some blogs may not be so influencial but more like personal, daily life rants... Yet, if we say out something that is really hurtful/harmful to others, we can say we are digging our own grave. Some are lucky that their blogs are not popular enough to be seen by other surfers/bloggers. Or maybe some of the things they say is not too sensitive.

Are there rules and regulations for bloggers? I pun tak tahu. But of course, I know that I am responsible to all the things that I say in this blog. Sometimes, while checking out blogs, or maybe some stranger's blog, I really feel amused.

WHY?
Well, amused to see how one make a fool out of him/herself. Simply mocking, complaining without knowing what's going on. And even worse, it's how one can come up with an essay about sensitive topics without knowing the facts or have proof to support their "essay".

But then again, it's not like anyone will find out I was laughing at it. And no to forget how most people would say this famous sentence, "THIS IS MY BLOG! I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT!"

I think I said that too.
But people, think again : are you sure your blog IS your blog without being controlled or monitored by the authorities?

I started to question myself on how a famous blogger in our country can get caught for what he have said in HIS blog?
Kan?

I guess I do not need an answer for this. Leave it for some reasons behind.

I wonder what people have to say about this. And please if you are going to comment, don't just bullshittttt. I'm allergic to bullshit comments. Ha Ha!

It's in God's hand.

or any person's hand, whether I will be able to continue my studies.

I know that the other Rm3600 can be paid late, but will be fined for Rm50-which I don't mind. But, I'm so afraid at the few weeks before end of 2nd term, I still can't find RM3600....Wah. I'm so dead.

I didnt dare to ask for loan from my aunt, since we had an argument over a pair of expensive Korean shoes. I mean, she helped alot, by giving us pocket money monthly. Honestly, all my relatives (on Dad's side) are fucking rich, some are so rich that they have this particular prejudice against our poor family. Not to say that I'm angry because they didnt want to help me. It's just that, all the time, I hated them. All of them. Some are okay, I guess. I wish I could fly away and won't be home for CNY. I'm sick of pretending with them. I don't even wanna try asking for their help, coz it is so freaking obvious that they wouldn't care, too stingy. (Bila dah mati, bukannya duit blh bawa skali, bodoh sekali)

lalalalalala. but I do have a friend who offered help. I thought I was dreaming, but it is true. :) He was not the one that I expected to offer help. Thank you friend.. but I won't approach u till it is really super-desperate time where the college is going to kick me out or something. ha ha.

I freaked out since last night about OTP (Option To Progress). Thank God my name is not in the list. The message from Yi Ling was probably like a life saver to me, and it it was in a movie or cartoon scene, there would be some glowing effect on my phone as I read the message. ha ha.

BUT! What if I did so badly that I don't deserve a chance for OTP and I have to repeat the failed subject?

Oh No. Another nightmare till 30th Dec 2008. Result day.

Anyway, I have been a really good girl; mopping floor, cleaning aquarium, wipe refridgerator, paint house...Hmm. But I want to get out and have some fun too! But it doesn't mean I'm available everyday la! I wanna indulge....and go fatter. Ha ha! Just kidding! But the fact that I'm a fat girl doesn't change okay.

End of message.

A LONG story of myths and medium. Don't read if you are too lazy.

Dragon. They are one of the 12 animals in our Chinese horoscope. I was borned on the year after Dragon's, which is Snake's year(1989). I have been interested to know about their existence. Are there proofs out there to show that they were here? I'm really interested to know about Chinese myths and legends, though people would say that it has the probability of being false. But it's good to know, to hear fantasy comes to life.

I know not much but I always asked my parents, particularly my dad since he witness how his lady friend accepted "the call" to be a medium. Yes, if you have visited me before, you do know my house is a temple at the outside part. The medium is still around, so there are people who will come to ask about health, luck, feng shui of the house or office, and even when one is possessed or maybe cursed. However, she wouldnt do "man mai" or something like that, as she do not wish to communicate with the dead ones. I heard that she was doing it in her early years of trance, but she felt horrified and said this once "urgh! you would never want to see their faces". Damaged badly, if they were killed brutally. Enough said.

Talking bout dragons, I do wonder till now if they do exist. Mum told me that they do. Thousands of years ago, during the ancient times. I questioned her about how people maybe just made it up. Mum said that it is true nowadays we humans can be more creative and imaginative and will be able to come up with fantasy stories. But one of her sentence did struck me - If in the begining itself the dragon or any other myth does not exist, how would people be able to come up with statues and carvings from many thousand years ago? We do know that it could be real. Basically, its up to one's mind or thinking. Its either you believe it or you dont.

Mum told me that she used to visit this Thai temple (Wat Sakan, I think) and there is an ancient statue of dragon, which is claimed that the real dragon is in it. It was put on magic spell to stay stoned till today. The statue is BIG. I don't know to believe it or not, but when I was young, parents brought me there before. Of course I can't remember, too young.

From my dad's side of story, he used to hear many things from his medium friend. Once in Penang during Goddess of Mercy's festival, a dragon was made out of papers and stuff; it has been "hoi kong"(to make it come alive as in their soul is there). The people carried the dragon on the lorry, planning to cross the sea by ferry. But they failed to get the dragon's head into the ferry; too huge and high. So they decided to make a U-turn to turn back, instead of continuing the parade. In our eyes and with logic sense, it was possible to make a U-turn.

BUT.... don't forget that the dragon has been "Hoi Kong" and you know how dragon or any long animals with tail move when they turn. Yes, the tail. PLus they are larger than we can imagine. And what I was trying to say? well, according to my dad and the medium, there was once that the penang bridge was reported not stady? Slightly shaking, probably because of the pillars. I don't know, but the medium says that it has a connection - "Of course the bridge will be shaky when you make the dragon U-turn"

Some people choose not to believe this. But one thing for sure I do believe what the medium says till today. She is really powerful and please, she is not using any black magic. It is pure in trance, chosen by God. Normally, the chosen ones are people who are borned on the Dragon years. They seem to have a little of six sense. Freaky to say my mum is a little of it. She doesnt dare to put both of her hands together and pray to the alter, particularly Goddess of Mercy. She got frightened. She didn't want to continue because she is not into trance. (Thank God she didn't want or else I would be a dead meat, knowing all my secretive things!!!) As for me? I'm normal, though sometimes its normal to get deja vu or even dream of future, and also my mulut masin. He He. Gosh! I love this topic!

Facebook hater!

Hahahahah! I have a facebook, but i like this song!! :P

Is that the next big thing?

Since Twilight movie is released, I've been getting goosebump and almost choked due to shock. I saw so many people walking around in the mall wearing dark dark make up. I mean, VERY DARK. The hair too; very creepy...

Is that because of vampire thingy from Twilight influenced them to go to the darker side or dress like one?

Or

is that just me.....?

My sis is into the novel, not the movie because she claimed that there's a lot of parts not in the movie, but in the novel. She told me " it would be not nice if those who read the novel before watching the movie. You know what's missing, you know what's going on"

I don't mind to watch or not to watch. I love movies.... in DVD form. He he he. Why?
requires no ticket,
got a bigger range of food choice besides popcorn,
Erm, sometimes some movies are only for 18 and above but then the content seems to be alright. (Ah! This relates to Matthew Ho and his censorship facts! :P)

Lalalalalala..One more project to go : CCD Battlescene
and that's when I can go do whatever I want.

P/s: I'm so pissed at Evil Invasion!! It just won't work with the patch! I'm learning to play these kind of game. fun! I must thank Estrella for the brief explaination on Mana potion. This game does have some similarites with Diablo. He he. Yey yey, Pern's learning how to play that kind of game........ :D:D:D:D

Final : Walk Cycle

This is my 2d Animation's final project, about walk cycle and background panning. I didn't colour the sun though (psst, it supposed to be moon.LOL!) I didn't upload Poncho. hehe.

Volt-Evo. Haha. Erm. Yeah. Tht's the name.

Tada! This is my 2nd part of rubbish. Remember Rubbish Robot of mine? lol! disaster. This is not really disaster, but more like heavy rain. :P I'm quite satisfied with this project two compared to project one. But I was late, AGAIN. Submit late and happened to bump into Lydia on the way. She forgot to put in her CD. Cool, I got a friend. :P Not so scary to knock the Animation Dept door. ha ha.

I wanted to produce another two page..but NO TIME. Feels not happy about it. This time I really enjoyed spaceship. easier, my idea somehow is accepted easily by lecturer (which almost make me mati terkejut). It was cool. My fav page would be page two. I spent A LOT of time doing that. Supposed to have page 4 on weapons under wings, page 5 on how my spaceship are made up of (parts). Rugi kan? When you have the idea flowing out like nobody's business, that is when you will have no time. Sial sungguh. When I need idea, no idea will come out! grrrrrrrrr *knock table real hard!*

I might upload on dA though it's not super-cool. As long as I'm happy with it la...he he.

p/s: I didnt intentionally change the scheme color of page 2 n 3, just forgot to convert back to RGB mode. Biarla. Lazy to upload here again. Will do it for dA. Visit my dA - truly rubbish.

Few hours to timeline.

The time is 8.50 am, 9th Dec, 2008. Listening to Sia's Breath Me (I'm obsessed with it till I have to ditch my project to play on organ) About to eat Thai instant tom yam noodle for breakfast. Pathetic but this is what I go through when it comes to doing work in the early morning. Woke up at 5.30am. Slept at 1.20am.

Progress of my spaceship?

Orthographic drawing is done.

Cargo - almost done.still thinking of suitable mechanism
for the back entrance and front entrance.

Top part of spaceship - not done; weapon explanation,
maybe I might add some system control center in it.

Wings - not done; must explain about the weapons.

Simple drawing on how the whole spaceship
are made out of (parts) - not done

Explanation on spaceship landing/floating/flying.

Rationale omg! (which means I'm not done yet too)

CD burning after compilation

Scan n put into layout.

Just a self-reminder.
not really. Just to scare myself.
Or I'm just bored la....

Since I assume that I fail project one, I better work harder for this project two.
Ok, My noodles are kembang n ready. Bye

Ken Lee, dedicated to Nat! :D

Your angel here.

I am innocent, like an angel in everyone's eyes. I am soft spoken, well-mannered. No cursing, No bitching. I'm an example of a good girl, obedient. Does well in everything she does.

I'm so sick of being labeled as an "angel". I wore a shirt with word ANGEL and that's what people describe me. I can be anyone's "ANGEL", but you got to expect the "DEVIL" in me too.

I'm such a rotten apple inside. Nobody knows that. They would probably get heart attack when the see a pair of horn sticking out of my head.

End of angelic post. Angel is going to do her duties now.

But..my daddy told me that I was special!

Not exactly. My parents never told me that. Hardly get pampered that way. Show them good result or good drawing, they don't go excited or hug me, but just one word - "Good", with a monotonous voice. Its okay, it's not like they don't love me.

I see big differences between me and other peers around me. It's been like since in the beginning of everything that I realized I don't love stuff that they love, I don't do what they do, I don't draw what they draw...this can go on if I don't stop here.

Some lecturers or teachers commented on me or things I do or even my artwork. I noticed what they noticed. I think I'm pretty weird inside and maybe outside. But I'm not sure if this factor makes me stand out of the crowd. I draw weird stuff (and I know I do not have super-good drawing skills like my peers) and sometimes I talk about weird stuff. Sometimes being too open to certain people can make them think of how ridiculous you are or how weird is your thinking.

I care, but sometimes, I don't. Yes, this weird thing about me can make me GO EMO if it is very influential. Lol!

Perhaps its okay to be different from the rest. It's okay to draw what they don't draw. :D

ha ha! I'm so special/weird coz I draw ugly, odd stuff. Once, I drew this little character that has the similarity to the shape of the whole hand showing middle finger(silhouette). Some people go " Omg, looks so wrong". and from middle finger it turned into penis. Ya Allah!! I know I know. It's sick. But I didn't have any intention, never thought of it. I can draw that easily too. :P

If you have me on Deviant Art, I bet you know how weird is my stuff. Recently I added the 3 teams of character design from CCD class. Have you seen it? It is expected to be weird. he he.

Then, I saw Nikky's work and Lydia's work. I praised their marvelous work in my head. I didn't want to compare with my work though, coz I will feel down. Remember I AM SPECIAL, EXCEPTIONAL. :D I don't mind letting people/lecturers/peers commenting on how childish is my drawing or how messy it is.

Why??????????? Coz that's me, being weird yet still stand out. People might not notice my work, yeahh..its because they only want to see beautiful works. I'm not saying that it's bad! It's good to see nice work too! People don't pay attention to my progress or anything. But it's okay. Attention or no attention, it's the same. :D:D

I have the talent to draw weird and ugly stuff. hahaha!! The thing is, I don't know how this weird talent of mine can still make me hold on strong to what I do or where I am today. Bukan berlagak, just wondering. Till now, I still don't know. I believe this is more than just luck.

In conclusion : IT'S OKAY TO BE WEIRD!!! Yey! :P

P/s: You readers out there must be thinking I'm trying to make myself feel better. You are darn right about it! :D What's wrong with that? :P

Get A Room Man!!

Right after 2d Animation class, I walked out of the lab slowly and headed down to 2nd floor. And I happened to see some arts on wall or installed at the corners; all at exhibition corridor near A1 & A2 classroom. Since Nat & Khai Whum didn't arrive yet, I decided to take a look.

It was cool. But sadly, why juniors get to showcase but during our HAD time with Hooi Chiat, we didn't get this chance? unfair.

I went near the video lab and suddenly I see a Chinese couple making out, kissing, hugging..and sound effect included too. Muahhxxx...*giggles gedik-gedikly*..

I'm not sure if they noticed my presence or not. But I felt like puking. Not interested to see things like this in public/school/college. I felt sick. I turned away and went down to lobby. Tak nak tgk porn. lol! no la. Just a silly couple making out at the wrong place.

They have no shame, no self-respect; thinking it is okay to be westernized like this. I felt disgusted. Get a room man! Desperate till have to choose that space. Benci tgk, bukan jealous tapi rasa meluat, benci benci benci, menyampah!

Feels more disgusted when a Malay man dressed formally said "Hi" to me. Pervert. Looked married btw, around 30+. lagi meluat. Did I ever tell you how some younger boys dare to kacau elder girls? Phuikk! A Malay boy around form 3 to form 4 asked for my number with his pervert face during traffic jam at Federal Highway. Nat, you saw that budak. Tak tahu malu. His father didn't notice what the son was doing at the back.

What's up with these people and their sudden change? Pelik, maybe it's true that this is going to be the end of the world. Anything is just possible!

UPDATED - 9.55pm.
Thanks Nat for reminding me(through comment). I think I got goosebump just now at KFC with Nat, because A Rempit in orange shirt was looking at me (according to Nat). I thought he was targetting Nat. Haha! He was showing off his motor skills (bremmmm!!) Poyo punya rempit. Not interested and will never be. He got very ugly hairstyle too. Naik bulu roma when I found out the truth from Nat. Eeeeee! Rempit Boyfriends, anyone?

How I wish there is a real wishing well.

I wished for many things, not for everyone's sake but me. how selfish. Check out my right column for my wonderful list.

Time for Typo presentation tmw. Tak pyh gelabah tonight. Its done but I shall get pumped up for 2d animation walk cycle. Must do my best.

Btw, I think I failed my Project One on Robot buruk tuh. Gotta work harder on Project Rwo on spaceship.

PTPTN money is in. Can pay advance fee first. Can use RM300+ for markers. So sial. I swear I could feel like my heart is stuck up in my throat when I see the list and heard the price. So many to buy and must get it soon. It's limited! And the most worrying part is when all majors also have to buy these! Shit. I shall hit Vision Art tmw and store up my markers. Dont wanna rebut with the rest. :P

Freedom is coming soon, my rakan2 seperjuangan di DG0781. Work hard for two weeks and then can sleep more soon. Sorry to burst the bubble - it's only for 3 weeks! :P Then back to brand new Year Two Semester Two. Ayoyo. Same goes to my friends in AD, MM, IL. :D:D:D:D:D

The End.

It's almost the end

Tuesday - Typo Presentation & Submission.
Wednesday - Walk Cycle Submission
Next Wednesday - Project 2 for D.F.A
Next Friday - Battlescene & Compilation submission.

I'm worried about Wednesday & Next Wednesday, compared to the other two datelines. Since I didn't turn up for Friday's class, I didn't get to buy the big piece of paper for Background Panning. (because I screwed my Friday class' Final project and it spoils my mood to go for class) Must buy from Sri Kota supermaket!

When these are over, I should get even more worried about result & fee. I don't expect good result, anymore...Right after last term's result (No A's, just 3B's and a freaking D!). I know I won't get lots of A's anymore. I used to get at least 3 to 4. Its okay. As long as my CGPA is still good. :P I'm crazy for Ace but there's limit too. Most importantly, its for my Church loan and PTPTN loan.

Crap. PTPTN still didn't give me the another RM4000. I must get it before 6 Dec, so I can pay to "confirm my continuation"..as what they claimed. But then, what if I get OTP for Life Drawing or DFA? Coz I think I screwed my work up. Risau gila babi. Ntah brapa ratus kena bayar for that right?

Oh Papa, Mama. When will you strike lottery or any other 3 agencies' contest? Help me pay off the rest of the fee and also those I hutang. Pay off, and end it. No debts. No worries for fee.

If any Dato' or Datuk or some Minister, MP..etc reads this, PLEASE SPONSOR MY EDUCATION IN TOA. I NEED HELP. I think I'm short of another RM30000? My god, I sound so desperate. But it's true! Those who don't know what to do with your money, come approach me, help me. :)

If only money drops down from sky, at the exact amount - RM55000. Ain't that cool ppl?? :D Don't touch it, its mine!

Why?

I wanna know something. Something about this person whom I see at least once a week.
I didn't want to insult her here, but I kept wondering why.

The million dollar question is - Why she wear her white, almost transparent shirt tightly, which reveals the contour of the" extra luggages" and also her boobs? And she can't button it up so everytime she bend down, there would be something obscene, but yet might attract some guys.

Haihh. As a perempuan, I feel malu for her. Girl, I know you are like more confident than me. I'm fat but I dare not wear too tight. Feels uneasy you know. At least get a less transparent shirt please, girl? I can't imagine if you have to soak in the rain to get back home.

This is not about confidence or something. Its about your maruah diri, cara pemakaian. Pakai elok2 skit, girl. You will still look fabolous without revealing the particular part and erm..the extra luggage. :)

P/s : Tonight I shall do my Life Drawing Final Project despite the hate feelings towards the subject.

Dead

I need miracle.
because I'm getting ill during these final weeks.

Menstruation pain + legs' muscle cramp + flu + Feels weak + Feels like vomiting anytime.

God, help me. Do You read people's blog? Hope You do. :)

Why do I have to fall sick right now? There's not enough strength in my body and soul. I'm so stressed up, without realising it. Probably that is the cause of my illness, minus the menstruation.

Sometimes I wish I have a choice to turn into a boy when its that certain time of the month. I want to escape the pain.







But I know this is impossible.

Expect the unexpected

Some people don't look like they can get angry easily, some are like me, super-sensitively-hot-tempered. One word to trigger them, that's all you need.

I'm amazed that they have feelings too. Shit! What's wrong with me? Of course they do. They are humans like us too, just different thinking.

Sorry sorry sorry! I didn't mean to insult, but seriously I was so amazed to see them getting pissed or something similar to that.

Lesson learned : don't treat them like they have no feelings. there's limit. Be careful.

But but but...

This case is different, coz its not our fault coz they got pissed for something silly; something that you can solve alternatively without involving us. Chill la... We helped you whenever we can what....... if we happen to be able to help.

The end. Time for Walk Cycle drawing.

P/s: You know, sometimes "they" can also be "he"...or "she". :)

another p/s : Omg, I saw this hot chick in a funny outfit. Its like she wants people to know she got green bra. Lol!. And I really thought she got no pants on. (its short short punya shorts!) SILLY ME! Sorry! I cant help it. And I'm no pervert la!

All hail budak busuk & budak jinjang

WARNING! STEREOTYPING AHEAD. :D

Omg. Look at the calendar! Now!
its freaking November!
ok ok, what's the big deal?
Besides we all in TOA dying with final projects
and next term's fee,
we do have something, about to happen.

Wait a min.

It's happening! Arhhh!


It's no longer empty, the mall is always packed,
mostly at the corners, outside entrance...etc..
Don't forget about the surrounding too! Lots of excessively weird fancy dressing.
Lol!

Specially to Nat, Nix, Sofia:
Bersama2 la kita mengharungi lautan ini (Sunway Pyramid),
Tutup la hidung anda bila anda dpt mengesan kehadiran mahkluk ajaib yang selalunya berpakaian gelap. We are about to pass by budak busuk la! Hahaha!
Tutupla mata jika ternampak pakaian yang pelik, mcm tk pernah wujud di dunia ini!

though we will suffer with eye pain and nose pain, lets give them some chances before they are back to school.

Once again, all hail budak busuk & budak jinjang in this world.

Cheers!!

p/s: im so mean! i know.

Where did I or you go wrong?

I should be working hard on projects but these few days something is bothering me, in my head. I tried letting it go, but it will come back and remind me of it. Enough with the stress and emo moments; don't feel like digging problems but I guess this part can be exceptional.

What happened actually? I really wish I know the answer. I told myself many times that its nothing, no big deal. It didnt work. I failed to fool myself. Fine. I shall take it seriously. But then again, I still remember what mum told me. " Not all friends around you stay, some will have to go, and some will be your new ones." Reality hurts and honestly I never expect long lasting friendship. Sorry to my close friends (you guys know who you are) but it is the saddest thing. Of course if it does last, hell yeah I'm into it! Come and gone, it happens to me. By the way, this is not about my sucky past love(s) life!

I still remember I had a few close buddies during kindargarten but I forgot their names. I forgot their looks. I forgot everything that we did except for running around and accidently touched some stinko poop! They come and they go. Who's fault? who's to be blamed? No one? yeah, let's choose "no one" as the answer.

Primary school friends? And don't forget that it was the beginning of "making enemies" too. First close friend was Siti Nazirah Nordin. I still have her pic with me, rusty at the edge. I love exchanging food with her, coz her mum's nasi lemak was better than my mum's jam-and-butter-bread!I hate that type of bread! Then, she left at the end of year 3. I do not know if she is dead or alive, but I do hope she is fine. we both lost the contact no. Once, I was mad enough to search in the phone directory for her new house no. in Selayang. I practically hunt down every Nordin who lives in Selayang area's no. and I failed to find Siti. :( I couldn't forget her until today. I regret for not keeping her no. properly.

Slowly I got closer to Natasha, Mimi, Rasyidah. I still remember the shit I went through. It was tough to be friends with Mimi. I guess some people are just jealous that they have to accuse us as lesbians. Fuck it! I didn't even know what the hell was that! And sad to say she "putus persahabatan" with me. How pathetic and lame, come to think about it now. LOL! sounds like some major break up man! But it was ok after that. :) I didn't see Syidah and Mimi for so long, but it was Mimi who holds the longest record - 6 years of not meeting up! lol! come and gone.

Then, here comes Fatina & Nadhirah(Nad). They were in the same primary and secondary school with me. we are always in the same class except for form 3 :P Again, come and gone. We didn't keep in touch, and I feel so bad. Who's fault? No one. Next, Leanda then slowly with Kalo as well. I gotta say I watch more Hindi movies thanks to their influence! Haha! I feel like we are all apart, too busy and too far. As for Kalo, she is just in Sunway College, so near yet so far. Come and probably almost gone? I can't answer that yet. I wish for no dissapointment.

In TOA, I have more close friends. It's because we are already seperated by majors so that explains why I have close friends here and there. It was easier to understand what's going on here as we are all busy. In class, I have Estrella, Lydia, Yi Ling, Ben, Nikky & Jared too though we dont talk alotttt unless it's time for dice moment. :P From the other side, I have Nat, Nix, Sofia. But Nat & Nix was the closest to me since first sem. talk about 3 monkeys camwhoring in the empty train! Hmm! Come and gone? Not yet. Again, please don't give me a sad ending though I am always ready to accept dissappointment.

I sound like a confused soul. Simply because I do care for friends around me. I'm alert from the inside, but I pretend like I don't care. So weird. Sometimes, I wonder what went wrong till it destroys the beautiful friendship I used to have with that friend of mine. There's up and down, but sometimes it's hard to get the freaking clue. Is it my fault that I don't keep in touch? Did that affect something between us? Or we are just too busy for friendship?

The truth is I hate posting emo stuff but I can't stop this post. I hate talking about friends but I did it. I cannot pretend anymore. It hurts. Call me a baby, childish, sensitive. It won't change anything that I do. This is what has been bothering me.

Seriously, where did I or you go wrong?

I was...Tagged!

Do you think you're hot?
Lol! No. I'm a nerd. xP

Upload a favourite pic of you.
Why do you like that pic?
Coz I look less chubby, and also I looked immature here. :P Besides that I look better because i use KedaiGambar CS2. Lol! Kulitku cerah :P:P

When is the last time you ate pizza?
Haha. During drama shooting at Quek's house.. Monday.

The last song you listened to?
Paramore - crushcrushcrush

What are you doing now besides this?
preparing for dinner.

What name would you prefer besides yours?
Apple

People I Tag :
Atika Rosdi!
Benja-hut!
Umi!
Stan! (you better do it!)
Nat!

Who is no. 1?
Ex schoolmate, batch junior ku :)

No. 3 is having a relationship with...
Haziq. Hope Im right. :D:D:D

Say something about no. 5
she is a princess who lovessss me. Hahah! BFF!!

How about no. 4?
The talking stone who likes to bully me for no reason!!!!!

Who is no. 2?
One of my close kawan lelaki in class. Are u proud of me ben? lol!!

Breaking News : I was attacked! Damn it!

approximately 9pm, when I was about to shut the bathroom door,

A bloody cockroach was right behind the door, and I was trapt!
And to make things worst, it....

flew to me! I was screaming my lungs out for 4 to 5 seconds.

The fear and the experience I had gave me strength.

what strength? The strength to run out of toilet without slippers
and shaking my body so that it wont be on me!

Sial betul. I have fear. Fear of cockroach. I hate them.

God, why did you ever created them? Im seriously curious coz they don't bring a single benefit to anyone's life.

Tai-poh-grah-fee

These are my four out of five quotation work for Typo class. I'm submitting 4 though only one piece is required. I don't know which one to choose, plus lecturer suggested me to submit all. At least my work don't go wasted. Below is the rejected quotation work. Sedih jugak la. hmm.
Ok. Now here is my robot design, EVO-1K. I don't know to be proud of it or to be ashamed of it. But I'm not afraid to be embarrassed by my own work. Yeahh! Critique all that you want, that's if you want. :) No point getting pissed with critiques coz it's over. Lol.My rendering turned out like shit. Ran out of 30% cool grey and 50% cool grey.
I hope and do really hope I won't fail this subject because of my sucky robot!!! Aghhhhh!!

Patella Ku & TQ

PATELLA KU
I almost got hit in front of Ming Tien by a pariah (woohoo Racism!) who drives a kembara. My patella(knee) is almost GONE man! Freaky, dunno why I always ALMOST got hit by a bus or car. :D Nat and Afeno was there, but only Nat noticed and she shouted "babi sial" something like tht...
I think that pariah heard her sexy words; he stopped and opened the door and asked "apa hal???""
I was too shocked, didn't expect this but expected an apology. Haih. People nowadays. I'm amazed how Indian man like him managed to turn the table around, and people would think I was kinda wrong in this situation. Though he was more like asking Nat, but I feel that he didn't have the rights to ask that question, coz I have the answer you see - Kau hampir langgar aku, Org Minyak! (too bad I didn't say it!)
Tears rolled down coz of his words when normally I know I can be strong. Or maybe these tears comes out unintentionally but it kinda save my butt? Haha. I know I'm strong inside, but why the stronger me didn't appear for myself? Why only appear when my loved ones are in trouble? :( Self-dissappointment. Adui.
But then, this stupid incident didn't affect me after 3 mins of complaining and crying. I guess I had enough attention. Hahaha!

TQ
I had some luck this few days. I don't know why, but I do appreciate it. Coincidence? Well, there is a possibility. But I will take it as my lucky days. :)
Some of those things that I remember :
1. Benjamin Cheong D. Y. - thank you very much. This friend of mine helped me secara tak langsung. He asked me to email him my ortographic drawing of my robot and he noticed that my 3/4 views are not there. And I just pass it up the day before. Imagine if he didn't menyibuk and ask to share with him my work! Die!
2. Afeno - Gaymilan! Another helpful friend of mine. I was about to buy my animation paper which costs RM25. These few days, I was thinking, planning how to spend extra wisely since I will be running out of cash after purchasing the paper. And guess what? Afeno passed me the paper! Like only 1/8 used I think. Omg. I was stunned! He kinda choose the right person to pass it to. Hehe. Terima Kasih Afeno and I know you do understand this! :D:D
3. A lady with 3 beautiful daughters gave me RM100 for pocket money. Dunno why. Probably she heard from Dad that I'm having some financial crisis (empty pocket) here in Bandar Sunway. :) Thanks Aunty-with-3-beautiful-daughters! :):)

Just My Luck (s).

Muntah besi robot.

Omg, I feel so guilty (to myself) for skipping class today. Dahla 2d Animation class. Lucky thing Ben said it's not very important, just critique on Poncho keyframes. I am sitting here right in front of this screen when its time to go for class. I couldn't. Didn't do Poncho keyframes yet. I just finished my robot project which is due at 4pm today. I feel like I'm going to fail this subject, but I do hope I can make it through. Robot is just not my thing man. I love robots but don't make me draw one. I really feel like puking right now. I didnt have proper breakfast and lunch thanks to my robot, EVO-1K. (nama yg poyo)

Should I upload my rubbish robot? Laterla...

I feel like the self-discipline girl in me is gone today, because I missed 1 class. This is the second time i missed class. First time was during 2nd term, Design 2.
:D. Oi! why am I smiling??? :(:(:(
ok, now that's better.

Laparr...................Feed me!

Does it matter?

Facebook is an online networking thing that I think almost everyone I know has a Facebook account. I find the status thing cool though. You can tell people what you are up to.

I have Facebook account. :D And what's up with all the boys and girls nowadays? that was my thought in my head these few days. When I logged into Facebook, I see so many broken heart icon on my newsfeed. And I was like "wow! How do they do that? ramainyer break up!" Feels like its a trend.

But does it matter? Is it neccessary to show our status publicly? It's the relationship status, not that status of what you are doing or feeling. I see ppl changing from Married to Single, In A Relationship to It's Complicated, In A Relationship to Single.....you name it.

If they change it for real, then I guess it is such a trend to break up or go "it's complicated" like they claimed. It's hard to find the stable relationship. But then again, we can't judge based on an electronic network thing called Facebook right?

My main question is : Does it matter? If people change their status, does it matter? Because we do not know what is really going on. I mean, anyone can just perasan-ly put their status as engaged or married when the truth is they are lonely.... No offending anyone, but it is an example.

If I change my status from In A Relationship to Single or no status at all, does it matter? Does it mean I don't love him anymore?

I'm so sorry if I am making you people confused here, again. But seriously, think: does it really matter? For my close friends, you guys trust Facebook more than me? :) but I'm thankful and really appreciate how you guys really care for me. man, feels like my friends are always there for me when I'm down, not just next to me but those online ones too. I did receive Online Care. :)

But if you are wondering if I'm still with Kitts or not...
I'm not answering it. Leave it like that. It's nothing.
Why don't you try to guess? :)

I love what I hate. Omg.

You must know this, and it is a must to know since you are reading this nonsense.

I fell in love with what I used to hate. I believe it happens to everyone. :)

I used to hate T so much, but now I seem to find T hot! This is so wrong. I know. When I discover T's good characteristics, I started to loose that hate feeling towards T and the next thing I know, Wah I'm in love with T. (pern is in love with everything. siao!)

I LOVE TIMES NEW ROMAN!!! :D:D
(You didn't like expect a person's name here right ppl? Oh Im sorry I didn't mention it was a font. SOrrry!)

And you know what, I did two thumbs for the typo final project poster. One immediately got rejected, and the other one was accepted, like what SK said "this is almost there ady" (can say that this piece of work is almost to the final stage already, I think).

But it was painful. I confessed my love for Times New Roman(TNR) through that rejected piece. I feel like TNR rejected me or something. Haha. I worked harder for the rejected piece and bloody hell. It was rejected like after 10secs of viewing it.

This is the rejected piece. It was not scribbled by lecturer and Jared suggested that I stick this on my wall. LOL! But then, when I look at this piece, the "message have the tendency to go really wrong". LOL! Perhaps only Sofia, Estrella & Yi Ling would understand. Some ppl agreed. :P ahh nvm.
This is the shockingly chosen piece. Phuikk! honestly Im not proud of it. But I heard few ppl saying its nice. :| I worked less harder and it got chosen???? What's wrong with me? ching chai work can be better than work-veli-hard work.

I'm speechless now.

You made me go LOL LOL LOL!

Today, around 11 to 12 sumthing during Cartoon Character Design class; I was bored and didn't do work coz I didn't bring my robot design. I turned around and disturb the boys mainly Superman & BonBon. I showed them my liquid paper and they had a good laugh about it. Look what I have done!


Yeah, that's my liquid paper :D and I was bored so......that's why la. My First LOL here.

Next, Superman asked me some interesting questions.

" You Pern or Apple ah?" I gave hand signal tht any one of it is okay.
I couldn' talk as I push in a big piece of wedges bun into my little
talkative mouth.

"You are mixed izzit?" *jengJengjeng* This issue will go on and on I tell you! Yi ling was shocked as I was. Haha! He asked me about this for like 3 times already, but he do not remember. Here comes my 2nd LOL. I guess he knows by now. hehe.

Then, the last thing from him : Eh my gf said you looked like Teresa Mo (Hong Kong Actress). No LOL yet, until I saw her pics on Google. LOL! Earlier when I asked Jon if Teresa Mo is pretty or not, I almost got heart attack. Jon said she is not super duper pretty (What? So I;m very ugly la???) and she kinda rejected Leslie Cheung and that made him turned gay. (Ya kah?)

After Moral class, I saw JolWee(did I spell it right?Shh! Dont tell her I asked!) and Lesley. Here comes my last LOL.
Jolwee said " You know, I always keep thinking why I always see you in Moral class; and then I remember that you're not Malay. I was wondering why you didn't go for Pendidikan Islam"

LOL LOL LOL! What la you all! Funny betul.

Oh Render.

These are my latest work for marker rendering. Actually aku agak bangga ngan this drawing. lol! This is the only spaceship that i drew properly, with more details. What's wrong with me? :S Fun! Rendering is fun, but not fun when ur rushing. This is not rush work. I just feel like sharing with you these two piece of work. I feel like its special. (probably because Pern is finally doing her rendering properly) Fun, but costly. Why can't we refill it? So sad. Dad and I experimented the markers by adding thinner into it. It works but not as good as the new marker. Plus, the marker makin busuk. Busuk la bau thinner ni!

The time is 12.30am and I don't know why I don't feel doing like my robot drawings.Wanna see my robot's status? hehe. Malas to draw the left side body. Will do it tmw. I got time, can la. Tmw must complete Front, Back, Side views and also 3/4 front, followed by 3/4 back view....banyak kerja but I'm fine with it.
p/s : will upload the redo animation of Ball with Tail tmw :) Yes, I redo. But I didn't do at home. So no colours for background except for the ball and the weird hand.

He stole my heart (but my heart is safe with Kitts now)

I have a big big big crush on him. But I love Kitts okay. :D

He is so gorgeous. He got a niceeee body. *pengsanpengsanpengsan*

I always meet him every Friday nights. Where? On YouTube.

Handsome, and the character he plays is Dean Winchester. Argh! Another factor of attraction! Once I dreamt of him nearby me. Basically I was trying to reach out my portfolio that contains a portrait of him (Pern drew him with love). Nak mintak autograph. Malangnyer, when I looked down, he dissappeared. Now that's so "supernatural"; dissappeared like demon.

Malaysia is at a slow pace. U.S already showing Supernatural Season 4, every Thursday (U.S time). Yeeha! So Friday night is the perfect time to watch the episodes on YouTube. And I must thank Stan for burning the dvd for me. Or else I wouldn't know much about Season 3. Terima Kasih!


Jensen Ackles/Dean Winchester, I have a major crush on you. Lol. I almost kiss the screen everytime I watch Supernatural. Hehe. You know why.

The Hilllllllllllls Are Alive....With The Sound Of Muuuuuuuuusic....

I love music.

I play some musical instruments.

I can read musical notes.

I listen to music.

I love collecting music books.

I would love to compose songs but I don't have time and too lazy.

I love to destroy songs by manipulating its tempo and style.

But one thing is for sure.

I don't like musicals.

Owh wait. Let me rephrase that sentence.

I HATE MUSICALS!

Especially High School Musical. Benci. Can't stand fanatics too.
My definition of HSM fanatics : they have HSM shirt and probably a bag with HSM pics. they have a big collection of HSM merchandise. They watched it more than 10 times yet won't get bored of it. They can memorise the songs and the dance steps. Enough defined?

Why I hate it? I don't know how to answer correctly. Maybe its how people get to obsessive with it and it really annoys me. Its funny! Hahahaha! One topic can be expressed through a song. Gosh.

How I wish I don't hate it. Lol. Its too difficult.

Wahahaha! Die la. HSM Freaky Fanatics are going to kill me! Sorry fans. I just dont like it.. so just CHILL okay? Just something that have to say.

P/s : Sofia & Ben did successfully annoy me with the songs. Goddd! Help me! Guys tolong jgn nyanyi pasal aku kat tgh jln blh tk? Hahaha! Maluuuu!!!!!

Negative Me

You think I'm emo, fuck it. Dont bother reading this. Its about my bad day, so of course it has to sound sad, down..gloomy.

It was a tiring week. Saw the ball with tail animation? Yeah, it sucks. Lecturer commented on the volume, and the colour choice. It looked super-dark in comp lab. Pelik. Before I graduate, I want to get back there one day and smash the screen! bwahahahaha!

I have to resubmit if I want good marks. I had no idea what possessed my mind. It was like very negative and I even fear of failing this subject (because of the lecturer's remark on this assignment!) There is a possibility of failing this subject, but I guess I worried too much. I'm no Jared, no Michael. I don't produce excellent work like them. I'm average but still trying very hard to go beyond. (today fail gila babi la)

And when I feel devastated, I realised how sensitive I have become. Just now, when lecturer asked classmates' comment, lots of mouth opened and let their comments fly out, right into my ears. It was so painful, though I know it is important to do critique session. It was like many needles poked me one shot. Sakit. It really pulled me down, even deeper than just now.

To make things worst, I actually took lecturer's joke for real when he was surprised to hear many BAD COMMENTS - "Wah, you all really hate her huh?"

Pedih. And by the way, at that moment I kinda feel like it is the truth. Maybe my classmates hated me for many reasons. After all, I couldn't communicate nor get along with them as well as I did with CD0781. I bet you all do hate me. In fact I knew it all along since school, MANY PEOPLE HATED ME. But it was good to know who dislike me. (jgn ingat aku tk tau) Not as blur as you think.

Ahhh....maybe the class don't hate me. Maybe I'm just too upset till I take things seriously. Anyway, at the end of the day, it doesn't matter if they like me or not coz I don't care. I'm just too sensitive when I'm down. Tomorrow you will see Pern yang bersemangat semula. Hehe.

Do not worry, I am self-motivated. By blogging, and munching some food I will be fine. :)

I was too tired. Very tiring week. And there's more to come.

P/s : I ran to toilet to cry out then balik ke class, diam jerrrr. It helps me. :D I dont think ppl would notice. hehehe.

Ball with Tail.

I don't know if its good or bad. I don't know if I am improving or not, especially when it comes to ball/object's volume - stretching and all. Difficult. It is a must to have a background this time, in order to let the ball interact with other objects. And I was thinking that a graveyard background would be perfect since Halloween is coming real soon. It is based on Halloween. :) And for the timing, I kinda slotted in lots of frames for some of the extremes. Slow, not too fast. :P

The tiny Chihuahua who thinks he's a Buddhist monk

I got this from a friend, through a fwd msg. Interesting, looks realistic though.
Just the pics, no text.



I'm going to make Muffin pray like Conan too. XD

Tom Yam Fuss

You know I have Thai blood in me, can say about 75% Thai, 25% Chinese. I'm not like what people usually claim - half thai half chinese. No No. Its not half. I'm 3/4 Thai. Lol.

I love food, and you can tell by my size. Hehe. I'm not very fat, but I think I am fat, like I always do. I love Thai food and Western food. Sometimes a lil bit of Chinese food like Braised Pork Rice, Curry Pan Mee. Urgh! Delicious I tell you! No, I don't eat J.Co anymore. I don't know when I will actually eat it. I find that its good to promise Kitts that I wouln't eat j.Co. I took it as a challenge, plus its good for me la.

Sometimes, I feel like I don't belong here, maybe because of my 75% thingie. haha! I mean, I prefer to eat at Thailand, and everybody knows/should know how delicious is Thai food. Not just Tom Yam (I'm sick of it), but also desserts like Papaya Salad (Som Tam), Fried Chicken(Kai Thot), Nem(Dunno what's it called in English)...arghh! I can go on for more. Normally, if I am there, around 4pm I will follow my mum to the streets nearby Florida Hotel(Hat Yai not U.S) and approach those stalls. Omg, How much I miss those times. It has been almost 4 years I didn't go back there. It used to be an anual visit for us. No money, no go.

Since I know how real/original Tom Yam tasted like, I can tell if its good Tom Yam or BAD Tom Yam. I don't care how much other Malaysians love it or not. This is my perspective so obviously we have different opinions. I always have a hard time for getting real Tom Yam in K.L. I found a not-bad one from MidValley, The Gardens. Ground floor. I think its Rak Thai Restaurant. Me & Kitts ordered one bowl, without coconut milk, coz its not our favourite. Not bad. Without Nam Prik too, if not mistaken. And it has no colour, but it tasted the same. But Mum always have Tom Yam coloured la. Haha!

I think most of my friends already know how I made a big fuss out of Tom Yam. Like what I did during lunch at Sunway Pyramid's Kopitiam. Lol. What's with all the excessive vegetables? I feel like it took the taste away. Not sour enough. It does not fulfil Pern's Tom Yam criteria. hahahaha! Not even Mum's criteria. But then again, some people still enjoy it, saying its delicious. Okay. But I'm not going to order anymore Tom Yam shit. And I almost fainted when I hear Tom Yam Chicken! What the hell? That should be the last thing ever made. I didn't taste it, but my friends said it was okay. I never heard of it. Its always shrimps, fish, seafood. Not chicken. Ew. I can imagine chicken meat soaked in Tom Yam soup. Lol!

Anyway, people still can sip the soup and didn't die, that it shouldn't be a prob la. Its just me and the Tom Yam issue. If Mum was there too, she would probably complain more than me.

Well, what can I say? She is a cook, unlike me. She laughed when I went home and told her I had "TOM YAM GOONG BAA!" for lunch. It means "Crazy Tom Yam Shrimp". She knew what I meant. So does Dad & Sis.

Lastly, I do hope everyone enjoy their Tom Yam despite its taste or originality.

All Hail Fake Tom Yams in this world.

Just Found Out.

This is our first class project for 2d animation. Just found out about the link. Lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIYrLoO9GYA

Waves & Arcs

I have no idea what happened to DigiCel software. Probably like what Estrella said; configuration problem. Stupid, because of that I can't colour my characters, especially on level two & level three. Gila!

I asked Mr. Syed and he asked to call the IT people. Malasnya....

This is my animation for last week's 2d assignment. The weird tree+mushroom creature is doing fixed point, while the girl on boat's hair is doing the moving point. And you can see Berry's back too. He is doing some jump, just to create arc of action. :D Wished it was coloured man! Looks better.. :(

Why now?

Great. I'm officially sick, with sorethroat and flu.
Why now? I can't do my assignments properly.
Plus, I fell sick right after Kitts left for London.

Is this just coincidence or what?

Already missing him like hell, and he left.
Hope 8 days are just going to pass like 8 hours.

I need help. I'm really weak..

But I dont know how I can still have the time
to blog. :|

Part 2: Seluar Dalam lagi!

Yes! You are right! I found another seluar dalam on the open space floor. My neighbours love to give me free gifts that way.
In case if you didn't know, check this post about the first pink colour seluar dalam that I found last two months.
http://natelppa.blogspot.com/2008/08/siapa-punye-seluar-dalam-nie.html

Anyone hilang? Its purple this time! :D

Part 1:Ayoyo...Uncle & Socks

Now I'm an "Indian", switching from "Malay".

Awesome!!! I'm basically...everything. Call me Chinese, Indian, Malay, or maybe "dan lain-lain". Lol.

One Chinese man was promoting socks to Jared, Nikky, Ben & Edward. They all didnt want of course.

"This socks ah..veli good. Anti-bactelia. No smelly wan!"
then he continued,with some Mandarin words...
"Must buy ah. Next time you become CEO, Manager must wear socks wan."
then, Nikky said " I don't have to wear!" *looking at his slippers*

to cut the story short..let's just skip the parts including Nikky's big foot(hahaha!) since I tak ingat fully what they all said. Its the ending that I want to share with you guys.

The man looked at me and said
" You buy for him(Nikky) la. As a Deepavali gift! Heh heh heh"
Nikky turned so fast to me, and I saw how Ben & others looked at me.
Ya la..smiling at me...I know. I have to celebrate Deepavali now. GREAT!
I was stunned too, but I didnt want to say anything la..

It's just the beginning.

More assignments or "excitement" as Darren claimed.. Its all like dropping down heavily on all of us in DG78. Each day getting heavier, just like the weather. More rain. Its raining assignments. haha. Prepare an umbrella or it would just drop on the floor and before you knew it, its gone. You know what I mean? :P

My umbrella is still steady, in my hands. Just a few holes on it but I am now patching it up. I believe we all can hold on strong.

Erm.. What I'm trying to say is... assignments either bring u down or its just a challenge each day for you to go through. If your umbrella is not strong, it would be terrible. Feels like I'm going very abstract already. Nvm.

I heard many of our friends already started to sleep late, 3am? 5am? 6am? The assignments' fault. :P Some people were shocked to know I sleep early. You know what, I even tried to stay up late to do work..but it wouln't work. Either I finish at 1am or just continue at 6.30am in the morning. lol. I need to sleep. Need rest. I believe that sleep is important as well. If you fall sick, its like harder for you to do your work. I don't know how i managed it. Its tough too. I do not wish to fall sick, no thank you.

Am I fast? Not really. My work is just ordinary, but it doesn't mean I rushed okay! I did put some effort. :)

I wish I could do all my work at once and relaxxx...wahh. How nice.

I want to work part-time but I can't do it. But I got a call from the boss. I have to look around for some people to do simple work like arranging the layout for some ads. Most probably Cold Storage's. DG students? no way. I should try AD students. Hehe. Not bad though. One work you finish, you earn RM150. At least got pocket money. :)

Hey anyone wants to work, the best would be TOA students...reach out for me. I 'm searching for students who wants to earn extra income. ;)

British's Marvellous Signboards (from an email)

To : Bart, Ting Heng Soon, Chean

YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY ME.
up to u to repost this or not. :P

Atika Rosdi tagged me..here it goes.

1) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Yes! After mum found our pic. lol.

2) Describe yourself in one word.
Dramatic

3) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you,
or the one you love?
Someone who really loves me. ;D but it doesn't mean
I don't love him okay!

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had
the courage to tell him/her?
Not really. Somehow tht person will know.
But then, I like Jensen Ackles but I don't have the courage/chance
to tell him. Hahaha!

5) Does it feel good to love?
Yes! To Love & To Be Loved.

6) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven,
IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
I love you. Life goes on. Forget me. Move on. :)

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
"Whatever la!! "

8)Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yes, but its not nice since I'm doing it with sympathy.

9) What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
there's limit of getting jealous.
Not too much. After all, its not a crime.

10) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
People who fool themselves and can't decide for life.
They got no life till they need many partners. Kesian la. :P


[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1) Best place to cry?
Cry alone or cry on loved one's shoulder.

2) Who do you love the most?
More than one.Family, KItts, Muffin, Berry
& VERYClose Friends ONLY.

3) Tell us your dream last night?
Didn't dream last night.

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
Yes. In fact still hating. :P

5) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
When a guy makes up a pretty good story
to lead to the end of a relationship.


- -The last person - -

You had a beer with?
Lol. Malacca College Trip, took Khai Whum's Heineken (kot)

to the movies with?
Leanda, Joanne, CK, Kalo (Long time ago)

Talked on the cell phone to?
Papa

You hugged?
Kitts <3

You yelled at?
Benjamin! lol!

In the last week have you Kiss someone?
Yes!

Danced crazy?
No!

Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
because of tht particular person's attitude.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I want to get sponsorship/scholarship for my education in TOA.
financial crisis to be solved.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Thailand, particularly Hat Yai, Surat Thani, Bangkok.
Didn't go for 5 years already.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
I don't think so.

Are you old fashioned?
Not really. Somewhere in the mid of old & trendy.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them
or that you do not love them back?
When I do not love them back. :|

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Eating, Play instruments, Designing.

Facts About Me:

1) i can't live without - Love & Food

2) i can't really understand - idiot's behaviors

3) when i'm hyper - I can't seem to shut my mouth

4) i can't - see wound or blood.

5) find it hard to sleep less.



5 things that scares me
Blood
spirits (supernatural elements)
Cockroaches
Big snakes in the sea/water (by imagination)
Sea or big pool. (takut air)

Songs Playing in My Head Lately
Lim Hyung Joo - Haeng Bok Ha Gil Ba Rae
KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See
Pink - So What
The Ventures - Hawaii Five-O

Things I treasure in My Life
Not people? Okay..
My keyboard & organ,
my portfolio,
Berry & the whole bear collection,
my 4 marker pen of cool grey! LOL!

7 Words/Things I Always Use/Say
words I say ;
What the fuck...?
Yessar?
So what?
Whateverrrrr
"OKAYY!!"
How's my hair?
Bitchhh..
things I use ;
Sunsilk shampoo+conditioner+moisturizer
Comb
Johnson Baby Powder
May Soap
Pen & Pencil
Hp
Computer