喔如果超人会飞 那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界 会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累 虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没 因为超人不能流眼泪
Sometimes people just cannot accept the fact that things do change.. and victory are not always on our side. Learn to accept people as they are and the failure they had in life.. why cant you just understand? Sometimes i really wished i was just a invisible being roaming on Earth and i wouldn't need to listen to the sarcastic words of yours.Its hurts so much and i can only do something for so long until it kills me..its so hard to move when everything around you seems so fragile and every steps you take might break it. I'm trying to move on here but all of the words that come out of that damn mouth of yours had taken me aback.. I no longer know what is it that i want, [my failure..your disappointment, your yelling] [my victory..your not satisfied attitude, your greediness] I really had enough of all this, your damn fuck up comparison between others and me..
Life keep giving me reasons to trust no one but me..i no longer know where the trust between us come from was it purely because we are blood-related? or purely my innocence during my young days that make you think that i will just forgive you for everything that you have done? "Forgive and Forget" you really think such things happen??or people are just using it to gain the trust of people and revenge on them one day doubled?? People do grow and things become clearer to me too you are like a transparent piece of glass in front of me now. i might not be able to read your mind but your actions tell me everything.. are you trying to use my mistake to cover up for yours or are you going to use my rashness to get somethings you wouldn't dare to? Everyone is just a tool in god eyes but i would never want to be a tool for someone else..
Everyday it pops into my mind i try to fight it , but yet i dont want to live like this, i wanna let go and fly away...Give me wings and i will go as far as i can over to the other universe where all my troubles transform into the rain and then the rainbow comes out.. you would never know the weight i'm feeling inside all you know is i aint doing well and all you gonna do is push me to my limits and are you trying to see when will i break?? If anything i think im more dissapointed in my self... everything is makeing me worse. i just want it to stop! Cant you just give me a break? Fancy coming home trying to tell the whole world about your big big things you done today and whatever shit you think you have done greatly. Cant you see that others are a few time greater then you?? They are just silently working behind and you claim all the work..
Don't you see it i just want to be what i am able to be like and its true you not need to keep bringing it up and compearing me to my sister, i will NEVER be like her, i tryed and im harder to control!!I just wish one day i would wake up, and everything would go away, im struggling every day, i dont know if its even worth it anymore. Its no longer us that is fighting.. its just me alone in this fight and all you do is stand there to see how i struggle with and and you add more wave to it..
If you looked inside a girl you will see how much she really cries
You would find so many secrets and lots of lies
But what you’ll see the most is how hard it is too stay strong
When nothing is right and everything is wrong.
♥Whisper My Serenade
6:18 AM
♥当狗爱上猫
Process is always more important than the end product...Even though we might not be able to get what we want in the end, at least we had this memorable times together and at least something to thing of whenever we look at something or think of something...
Complications in life are hard to avoid and why can animals just live in a world whereby they can freely do whatever they wan and not care about anything?? Maybe some will say ignorance is why people tend to be carefree and animals tend to be more "innocent" well is that really the case?
Animals have their instinct and follow their heart to whatever they do.. treat them well and they repay in the same manner or even better.. they are willing to sacrifice their life when it comes to emergency... is that what most humans can do? Normally, human will think further ahead when come to this situation,benefits,consequences,damaged and whatever you could think of and its mostly concern our self.. have we ever think in someone Else's shoes and feel what they might feel when we say a certain sentences or even a certain words? We might not be sensitive enough to know what others might think of your action or words but the most we could do is to reflect on our self sometimes... maybe words that came out of your mouth is what you have been doing all this time and your friends,family had always been enduring this type of attitude of yours not wanting to say anything hoping one day you will realised it yourself...
I came to realised that whenever you wants to clung onto something the further it will drift away from you... its like you will never be able to reach it no matter how hard you try and work.. the more you are nearer to it.. the further the thing will go on and the only thing left is the shadow.After you have really reach it.. you came to realised that isn't you anymore, you have change because of the environment and this isn't what you want to become but what others want you to be like... you change just because you think this is how people will like you in the manner you act and the manner you do things...
But things doesn't go this way... Life is full of accidents and coincidental, we never know what will happen next and what would you become in the next few second... you can be like a famous actor in the street but in the next moment.. a beggar in the street.
Don't always put yourself in the first place.. think of others when you are on something even a minor word from your mouth can hurt someone like hell. They never know what is it you want and whats your threshold when it comes to emotion.. they try not to hurt you but in the end they are the one that get hurt, resulting in a wider gap and the fear they have when they get near you.
Is that really what you want? We put in our effort and tries not to do anything that can further strain the bond between us but whenever the first word comes out from the mouth... its like arrows and needles penetrating right through it, not leaving a single space for breathing. This isnt what we all wanted... but this is what we have been doing almost every second...
♥Whisper My Serenade
9:15 AM
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
人的一生，就像是一趟旅行，每个人都坐在时间的列车上，有了起点，便不知道哪一站是终点……有时，外面下着雨心却晴着；又有时，外面晴着心却下着雨。世界上许多东西在对比中让你品味。心晴的时候，雨也是晴；心雨的时候，晴也是雨。
♥Whisper My Serenade
5:19 AM
