my wishlist for 2011 = i want her hair :)

i hope youre reading this, i miss you so much baby. i want the same thing what he did to his girlfriend :) pretty please

im back

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hey sweethearts. im back after all. exams over. yahoooo !!!! freedom happiness party are all mine too. please be jealous people. honestly i miss those moments with you guys. bila nak lepak macam dulu lagi. i mean lepak time budak seolah lagi? i know everyone is busy with their uni's life bu lets find one fine day nanti kay :)

basically now im fine but just stress with exams. i did badly for this exams. mana taknya banyak gangguan kot. arghh forget it. honestly i miss korang so muchhh !

final countdown :)

owhh yeahh one day to go babehh. imagine how fast time flies huh :0 im so excited now. sorry love really really wish i can make it for the airport but im off to bandung :(( xpe kay after raya we're going to meet k. i feel so far now eventhough just for a week :| gedik kan.


owhh yeahh tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow :) i can smell holidays. no more going to class after this for 2 weeks. bye bye seroja :P terengganu here i come. owhh damnn xsabar :D


i miss you sweetheart !

selamat berpuasa everyone. my puasa this year so far so good. but i hate the part kena buka puasa dalam bilik dekat uitm :/ okay someone is away for a week and im missing him so badly. one week is one year for me. okay gedik nak sedih poyo poyo :P take care love when you're there cant wait to see you. (my sis was right "sofia dalam satu post xboleh ke tak cakap pasal zharif ?") too bad his name is always my priority word :) so you better understand okay.

results?? i've got my blood results back and it was bad for certain paper. i failed my t5 but the teacher said its normal to fail for mid term so im not that sad. but the rest of my paper alhamdulllah i passed :) so for my trial i have to study harder and harder :( hate exams ! last week one of seroja(hostel)'s warden called me tujuanya sbb my hair is not black. so what she did was kasi saman and i have to pay rm 50. bapok mahal kan. and she said my cardigan was jarang as well. eee gedik gila. is just a lil bit jarang bukannya koyak rabak pun. im starting to hate her but nasib baik puasa so xbenci teruk sangat :S

raya is so around the corner. i just cant wait for it. yuhuuuuu :D sadly i havent buy any proper baju kurung. daymnnn !! but after raya terus final. xnakkkkkkkkkk. this friday im going to bandung with my family for holidays because dad bought this ticket long time ago and he didnt tell us until mom found the ticket. friday til tuesday and wednesday balik raya. what a busy week kan? and saddest part is i cant see you before raya :(

going to break my fast with ex schoolmates tonight at curve babehhh :)

*daymnn u should just ask my name because i was too shy :/ *

sweetheart be strong and dont be too sad. long way to go. always think positive sayang. im always here for you to support you from behind :) i totally understand your situation but please think positive. ada hikmah disebalik kiejadian. InsyAllah :)


*your smell stuck in my car, ck free :0 *

*i miss you so vloody much*

still counting

hey there. im back after a month menghilangkan diri. busy with everything :o seriously now i like uitm :D my friends are pretty kind especially my room mates :) i think my room is the noisiest one. about the study here? so far so good but certain subject sangat susah okay. but thats normal. mid term exam is coming which is next week :o need to study hard lah. aiyoooo !

lets talk about us. we are good now just sometimes gaduh sini sana. i admit that im being such a jerk this few days. emotional all the time when im with you. im being like that with reasons. but forget it kay. may be ill let everythng out when im ready to share with you. so sorry about that. i know ure not stable now but please only one thing only one please do TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. only one i want. thats all even its not hard kan? im bloody worried about you.

yesterday was danial and belle's birthday party. it was pretty fun. did not invite friends just family plus zharif and hanna :) zharif and alwi wore the same top. malu kan :) semua cakap mesti beli buy one free one. sorry babe :P was happy seeing him again. event though met him everyday. went to pasar malam tdi at nightwith love. damnn the yong tow foo was freaking nice. sedap gila. slurppp. u guys should try. bought rm20 only for my self and my aunt but baru leta dalam pinggan semua berebut :( at last i only makan 2 helai je, JE ! should listen to you :(

HAPPY 1734 days together sweetheart !!

i love you so damnnn much ! wish could see you tonight but sadly i cant.

" anis setiap hari i dengar u cerita pasal zharif, everythng" -nisreen-

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im still hoping. ill try my best to fix back everything. i know its hard but ill try. i believe in myself that i can do this. im taken and you too but why you still wasting your time. i dont love you but him. he'll always be mine forever. cant you see that im madly in love with him. why are you still trying on me? i admit that you're funny, caring and kind but he has that long time ago. which is he still the one. you offered me a ride yesterday but i said no because i know ill break someone's heart. im really sorry that i keep ignoring you because i think thats the best for us. did you know she still loves you? so please go away from me. i dont love you. we still can be friend but if possible dont sit next to me in class. i just want that from you. appreciate it so much if you do so.


really sorry about this because he still the one not you.


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new life, new world

hey. im back. been busy lately. was offered for CAT at UITM, shah alam. went for the interview and Alhamdulillah it went well. now im in the fast track class :) wanted to masuk taylors but tak jadi adalah sebab2 tertentu. last wednesday, 070710 was my first day in uitm. to be honest i dont really like uitm as much as i like smkdj :( what a good comparison ! now kolej seroja is my second home. i have to stay at the hostel. wajib :( theres 6 of us in one room. all my room mates are pretty nice. love them. but is just that i dont really like the sharing toilet and the medan selera. im not complaining but telling the truth. well its my first time staying outside so a lil bit uncomfortable. it'll take me some times to like the hostel's life.

homesick? not really because in one week balik rumah twice a week or more. if dad xkasi balik ill curi-curi balik my aunt's house at section 7, shah alam :D i know this is so gedik but i dont care. im being honest now. im sharing with all of you about my feelings staying at the hostel. some people said its normal to hate hostel's life for the first few months but sooner or later i'll love it because friends will always be there. betul and logik lah jugak but will see how. about seniors? erm they're nice and i dont really know all the seniors but as far as i know they're caring and protective. love kan ? btw, we have to take the rapid bus to the medan selera at section 2 sebab agak jauh to jalan kaki. i freaking hate the bus sebab macam sardin. bab kata nisree "kita akn jadi sandwich nanti " :S honestly tak tipu. the funniest thing is when the bus make a U-turn , omg everyone macam nak tergolek okay. ada some on them kena tarik tudung sebab orang xsempat nak grab the "besi" ?


CAT ? certified accounting tecnition. for now i still understand everything yang di ajar oleh all the lecturers but only some je not really understand. im taking T2,T3,T4 and T5 for this coming exam. T5 is the most hardest paper. benci tahap cipan. its all about reading and memorising, no numbers at all. benci kan? theres 30 studets in my class and semua bijak gilas and im bloody scared right now. ada few lecturer sangat mengantuk but thats not the problem the problem is me myself malas nak belajar. wake up GIRL, no more secondary school :( and yeahh, long sleeve everyday except monday and friday baju kurung :D ayu kot. girls in my class are crazy about this one dude :S



lately im freaking bloody worries about you. hiding many things behind me. i know is not the right time for you to tell me but i think theres always not the right time. dont worry im not complaining but just worried. im no one to force you to tell me whats happening there so dont force yourself to tell me. take your time sweetie. i understand your situation. just take care of yourself. im always here for you. and will always pray for you. always think positive :)

imy!


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