ghastly trip with SPI

What an an adventurous tour today. It was not bad as compared to the previous trip to Haw Par Villa. I just came back from a 4.5 hr trip to visit some areas. These include the Pasir Ris Swamp area, Red House, Old Changi Commando Barracks and Old Changi Hospital. We didn't really walked into some places due to the SLA. But it was a nice experience just by standing outside.

Some Mediacorp artistes were there too. But it was quite a pity as i could only recognise 2 out of them. After the whole tour, I finally remembered the role of 1 actor. He was acting as the bad villian, Mermaid's 'husband'. I can't really remember the title as i didn't really follow that serial drama. After seeing them, i realised that most artistes are Medium-sized. My gosh, i must look like a big fat freak on TV! Maybe i'll be the same size as Xu Mong Ze (5566 - nickname: Flying Jumbo) hahax. Didn't want to make them feel important = > didn't take photos with them. Oh well.. hahax

Gotto prepare for tmr's outing to Malaysia with Kris n Xiuhui. Gonna get fatter le! Die!

I almost fainted today!!!

Recently my aunt gave my mum 2 vouchers worth $150 each from Oasis. Those vouchers were for either body spa or face spa. Sounds great, isn't it?

This noon, i drove the car down to Chinatown where that shop was located at. Traffic was quite bad, considering that it was 2+pm. The first step into that shop was a terrible start as it could mean an end to my life. We chose body spa, which simply meant a slimming session. Everything started with an electrosis. I had loads of wires all around my waist and thighs. Hmm.. Let's see the strength of the current. It wasn't that strong initially. But that was only at 30%. When the lady increased the level to 40%, that was when i felt NUMB. O_o After 20-30 mins, next came the body wrap. As i looked into the mirror to notice any changes, I realised that the whole session was just to compress my fats. Hopefully my fats don't 'expand' after the whole thing. With the body wrap, i continued with my steam bath. WOah, DAMN HOT ar!! After 20-30 mins, the lady asked me to have a shower. This is where the happening part comes in. I almost vomit and faint in the shower. My gosh! I actually squatted for the first time during a shower to catch a breath and regain my posture and senses. That was how bad the session turned out to be. I realised my face in the reflection was pale after showering too. It was lucky that this session was a free one. Just imagine if I signed up for the whole package? I guess I'll die during the whole process.

A piece of advise to those who wanna lose weight: I think I'll still stick to my healthy diet with regular exercise ba. Don't try these expensive sessions which you think there's an effect. Ya, the effect can be that you may be 'resting' forever.

Ups n downs in life

I just remembered this story about ' A Beautiful Heart'. There goes:

A kind girl was stricken with a terrible illness, a failing heart. Medical science was so advanced that patients who were brain-dead could donate their hearts to those who were in need. Luckily for this girl, there were 2 patients who were eligible for the transfusion. Both of them were of the same age, non-smokers and did not have any bad habits. The only difference was that one of them had scars. How could a heart have scars on it? She was confused as she didn't know which heart to pick. Many suggested to choose the one which had no scars, as it would be optimal and wise to do so. As she was going to make her choice, she suddenly fell into a coma. Everyone was shocked as she didn't have much time for this heart transfusion. But never did they know that an angel actually came and took her for a tour.

The angel said, 'This continuation phase in life is a test for you. It will depend on which heart you will choose eventually.' Then the angel brought her to see the hearts beneath those donors. The heart without scars: She let a peaceful and single life, with no ups and downs, with no major nor minor events happening in her life. With no friends and relatives, she actually managed to scrape through each day. The other heart with scars: She led a very hectic life with many ups and downs. Many experiences were gained during the process, especially from relationships. That explained the existence of those scars. In terms of physical and mental strength, the one with scars was stronger. Eventually, the angel said, 'I believe you already have an answer to your query'. Within a split second, she woke up from her 'dreams'. Do take a moment to think which heart to choose if you were the kind girl.

Life is about ups and downs. Whenever an event happens, something is learnt out of it. Learn to give and take, forgive and forget. Whatever bad happens once, do make sure that it will not happen again. Once bitten twice shy. I'm that living example for being bitten twice. Learn from past experiences and practise them frequently. It's no use if you learn and do nothing about it. Stand up from where you fell and continue to walk on. There's no use turning back as the bright future's waiting for you ahead. Though there is this time in life where you'll look back, treat it as a story-telling session. Don't probe further. Don't despise yourself. Don't blame yourself for making that same old mistake. Everyone makes mistakes. Without mistakes, there will not be improvements. I believe in that now and hope that you feel the same way too. To all who have broken their hearts before, friends are important. Cherish them. Lovers can leave, but friends never.

23 more days...

Selfish vs Love

I thought about the past today. Did i make a wrong decision to agree in jan even if it's not the same person? Should i be that selfish to keep a person 'by my side' when i'm in UK? Though it may be over now, a new story may happen any time. Should i be a selfish girl - get myself a boyfriend in singapore and leave for UK? I can't help but think of this. Yeap, this will also mean that I have someone in mind. But, oh well, I won't do much this time. A good friend of mine suggests me to divert my attention to other guys, as so to forget the past easily, but not a form as substitute. Given much thought to it, i still think that i'll be taking that person as a substitute. Of course i don't want that to happen as that person is a good fellow.

Prob i should even apologise to alex for my decision made in jan cause i really took him for a substitute in UK. That's when i'm really bored, then i'll think of him, which it's true for most of the times. These are my thoughts recently and I know many friends will be scolding me for being stupid. But this is not the case of betrayal, but the case of substitution. Prob that's the reason why he betrayed me too. But in any case, I do feel sorry for him, with no feelings attached. I've already let go of the past, and i really hope he will no longer return as i hold no more feelings for him (ever since i returned). I agreed in Jan merely to help him prove that he has changed. Though he hasn't changed a bit, I've already tried my best to help him. I will not bother myself with whatever he has in mind in the future as it'll be a shame for me to have such a friend too.

From the above experience, I really don't wish to become another selfish girl, 'reserving' the good guys in singapore while i'm studying in UK. It'll become a torture for both parties. HELP! That's prob another reason to why most people become stronger once they study overseas.

No wonder they always say, 'Love is selfish.' Now i understand it. =)

my sister's displaying her stunts again... :p a cute girl whom i will take care of forever... =) 

mum sis n me =) i love my family... 

standing on green pastures and breathing in fresh oxygen... how can life be better than this? 

FIR! it's a pity that i didnt catch them 'live'. oh well.. at least i got a picture with them 'eventually' =) 

nice scenary behind hor.. it's known as 'Stoneforest - shilin' 

tong hua

it is a very very sad song which i like very much... besides yi qian nian yi hou.... wonders n wonders... when will my prince appear.. hmmm... =)

mixed emotions... confused... sighs...

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junyang got 2nd!! argh!! it's so sad!! but this is another theory of life... with a higher score in the finals, many people thought he'll get champs.. so everyone doesnt vote for him... so in the end.. he had to face with a setback... haiz... another cause n effect of events happening..

swimming + haw par villa + bedok 85

oo... wat an eventful day... though swimming was a bit cocked up... let me remind u guys.. dun bother going Elias Green to swim.. cocked up management... so in the end... kris xiuhui n me went to Merville Park to swim.. hahax... from pasir ris to simei.. not bad la.. will try to swim more with legs n no arms.. dun wanna have broad shoulders.. awahah =x

evening worse... stupid uncle alfred... he's an idiot!! only knows how to stress me... i know what's sense of urgency... but what happened in the end? we reached haw par villa 15 mins earlier.. wahahhh.. =x hehex.. it was a tour organised by SPI to see the paranormals... ok lo.. kris got 'freaked' out when she heard i was going for such event.. yaya.. i know.. put the charm in my pocket.. dun go off too late (by 12 mid).. ok.. we did so eventually.. =)

hey.. 1st visit to 85 since my return.. missed the satay n ba cho mee!!! haiz... eat too much le.. better exercise!!!

hmmm.. i wonder if my life's gonna be like this in the future... (only during weekends la)

guess i'll miss everyone when i return to uk... sighss.... 25 more days...

Peiying's 21st bdae chalet....

ooo.. so excited.. goonnna stay there for 1 night... wonders who's staying over... but wont be many i guess... =) should be enjoying myself ba... long time nv see poly mates le... =)

back from china : yun nan

oo.. been a long time since i last posted... china's a good place for sightseeing.. but when it comes to toilet... OH MAN!!! flies as big as 1 inch... squatting bowls... n not forgetting... the era of toilets with no doors.. my gosh... i'm really proud of myself to survive shitting n urining in those circumstances... C: I SHITTED TherE!!! hahax oh well.. =x

jus think about it... squatting bowls.. no doors.. walls covered up till ur waist level.. my gosh.. the worse scenario : a mirror at the main gate was reflecting an image of a gal's butt.. duno wat she was doing.. neither did i want to know... eeek.... gross!

besides the ugly side of China... it's quite an interesting place to visit.... went to stone forest = shi lin.. a forest filled of natural rocks... n how did it form? During the past times of China, that 'land' area was actually a part of the ocean... but with the movement of plates.. sea water subsided and the rocks beneath came above the water.. gradually forming a 'forest'... not bad leh..

let me think of some other placees... hmmm cant really think of much leh... but shopping is next... it's dirt cheap for some stuff!!! i've bought a total of 5-6 pairs of shoes!! ahhax.. i consider that as very few pairs.. cuz their largest size is only 39.. but my is 40.. oh well.. anyway.. the most exp pair = RM88 = $18 and the cheapest = RM18 = $4 hehex.. not bad rite?? =)

hmm.. now comes the irritating part!!!!!! argH!!! during 2 days of the field trip.. there was a lady helping us to take videos to create into vcds... eeeeeee.. i look damn fat inside!! my mum n dad were luffing their heads off!! even i cant take it lo... my gosh! oh well.. it instigates something... it's time.... to lose weight at a faster speed!!! if not.. with this size i guess i wont be able to get hitched lo.. haizzzzz...... resolution : LOSE WEIGHT! to 60kg!!!!! C: serious!! =)

anyone missed me?? hahahax...

countdown : 26 more days to uk....

Happy birthday SG!!

hey! it's singapore's birthday once again! a country which never dies... isn't it good? hmm.. ok.. in a couple of hours time.. i'll be flying to china with my mum n sis.. should be a fun trip.. though wasnt really lookin forward for it.. jus think about it.. it's CHINA... oh well.. jus clench my fists n get over with it... it should be over real soon.. =)

10 days... countdown! dun miss mee too much k! =)