ok... here i am.. back in my school computer lab.. typing this blog... oh well.. most of u mus be
SHOCKED to see my latest photos... ya... it's him.. the one... who
did break my heart a lot of times... i know that many of u guys are fuckinggg worrieedd about me and my decision... like 'WTF did he do to me which let me make this decision'... oh well... 1 word... the big word... '
LOVE' i know.. the last time when we broke off... i did tell some of my frens that i wont be fucking bothered about him any longer... oh well... i was wrong.. all this while.. i was still waitin for him.. u can say that i'm a stick in the mud.. but that's me... it was my first love.. n it's hard to let it go.. i've already told him this n i'm gonna inform u guys too... it's really gonna be the last chance i'll be giving him... if he lets it go.. that's it... end of story...
fyi.... he did changed for the better... though i only met him for a few days... ok.. this might sound strange cos i only agreed to be his gf until june.. that's when i'll return.. n then.. he has to rechase me back... cos time was too short during christmas break.... oh well.. the game's about waiting.... the winner who waits till the end.. will get me as the grand prize...
past: i guessed that some of u who thought marc n me were a great couple.. ermm.. that was so wrong... even though he thought we made a great couple.. but i didn't... i couldn't feel the thing for him... at all... we were together only because he was at the right place at the right time... as what fate suggests.... i didnt know why i agreed to the relationship too.. oh well... mayb i was bored? i dun know.. anyway, i've already told him what's wrong with our relationship...
i'm so sorry for not clearing any doubts from those who are concerned bout me... well... it's life... if there r no surprises in life.. it would be boring... this must be a huge
surprise for u rite?? =p
P.S. elise n angie.... trust me k... this is the point in time which is gonna change my life... if i succeed, this guy's gonna be my future husband... it's now... or never... cos i know.. i did tried again... if i dun... life still goes on... thanzzz so much for ur concern.. but i'm really clear minded about this.. pls dun let my relationship spoil our frenship k... kac: thanz for ur support! i really appreciate that... lisa: i know... jus wanna let u know... it's still the old min u're talkin to... love u guys!