You're single.
You flirt.
You're not a playboy.
But when you talk to girls, I swear I get so jealous.
I never knew what jealousy was.
Because of your actions,
Because of a promise with another man,
I'm confused
I don't know what to do
I wna fly there so effing bad.
Baby, please wait for me.
Stop making me so sad and jealous.
I love you. <3
Annoyed >.<
Like seriously WTF!
I mean why the fcuk is she so childish?!?!?!
GAHHHH!
Now who's the child NOW?
Ur fcuking hp pics are more than 100 pics.
And ur fcuking videos are ard 10.
And ur hp don't have wire connection
YOU expect me to BLUETOOTH ALL at ONE GO
FCUK YOU LA.
YOU DON'T KNOW BLUETOOTH TO COMP LIKE THT IS VERY DANGEROUS
MY COMP MAY CRASH
IT MAY CONTAIN VIRUS.
And thn I gt so PISSED because my fingers gt numb because of all these nonsense
PLUSS!! You tapped me so effing hard whn i'm NOT in the mood to play
NAGGING IN MY EARS
and after tht whn It's NOT exactly my fault, I APOLOGISED
AND THN U ARE SOOOO.. CHILDISH!
NEXT YOU'RE GNA COMPLAIN AND THN TWIST THE FACTS!!!
WTF!
Many probs during wk 8 and 9. Glad everything's settled?
kinda calm now.
1. Grp prob. Sighh.
felt that i was so weak as a leader. I mean, i knw i did all the right and rational decisions, but somehow.. ppl's mindsets are jst... *speechless*Dont wish to elaborate, but it's jst that i find myself so childish in confiding in ppl. When i refected agn, no.. I jst wna have guidance on which way is better. I have to grow up and think maturely. Sad to say, one may age but mentally wise maybe unwise.
2. Death of a junior.
3 yrs younger, CCA junior. Committed suicide 7 December 2010. Unknown reasons. Because of that, i fear for my friends. We're at a high risk age of suicide. Pls my dear friends, before you jump, pls call me. I may be busy. but if you state emergency, I WILL listen. Dearest junior, you're being missed. You cld've called me. but why...
3. Friendship.
Someone you thought as a friend, a sister betrayed you. That's hurtful. I'm sorry, i no longer gve chances. Once, and everything is ovr. i wna jst kp protecting myself. Yes, i can be nice. but don't cross the limits. And now, I no longer give a fuck. Your status as a friend as dropped to an aquintance. I'm sorry, i don't label anyone as BFF.
Hey you ppl who Think I'm weird. Who the fuck cares? Me? Nahh.. I'm an individualistic. I don't conform to social norms and I will NOT conform to your norms. I live as according to MY rules and my style of living, afterall it's my life, so who're you to dictate? Go bang the wall loser. Don't try to act like Hitler. Ridiculous superficial bitches.
4. Went for suntec fair 19/12/10
bought a lot of stuff! shagged but gd buy
ohya! i learnt hw to meditate.
hmmh. maybe can reduce my anger
Ohyah, found out at 18, i ald experience light slp bec i think while i slp. If at 40, i may have insomnia, Wow.
5. confession
anger, impulsive, sadist issues
6.Babies
I don't exactly hate thm. jst dislike thm. I realise i can be ok with thm, jst tht, i'm slack but responsible type. Y'knw, i view thm as a burden bec i'm nt prepared fr motherhood, major responsibilities.
Yeah, jst ranting!
To <3,
Uhmmm. Do I knw you? If you rly do, contact me directly? Knw wht I mean?
And Since I don't knw who you are, i guess you btr come clean and be honest.
If you're playing a joke on me, I suggest you not to do so because I'll track ur identity dwn and sue you. Your choice. Anyway,I'm giving you 2 weeks to own up before I move on.
Okay, that's all.
Rachel.
I'm still sickk. :/ Daddy said it's because of stress. I don't knw.
I need to go and psycho myself to try liking kids, stop my sadistic ideas and give true love another chance.
But being a player is still fun. Hahaha^^
I don't like guys tht don't have balls to confess their love and jst stare.
I prefer real man who use actions and are pretty aggressive.
LOL!
why am I naming what i like and not?
22/11/10
Adult Nursing Presentation and Skills Assessment!
Glad I passed! :D
Okay, nw I feel sick and I've muscle pain. *pouts*
I am not gonna be a soppy lovesick child. And I'm gna say no to love.
I knw no one's reading this. So sad!
Anyway, I'm enjoying my life in poly.
I don't have a big grp of friends but I love my small social circle. <3
TGIF Buddies~ <3 Poly has too many bitches and they're practically everywhere, maybe next to you. Sighh~ Bitches that gossip 24/7-- nolife. Sucks to be them.
Don't get offended, I do bitch. But not all the time right? Low life and no life people,goshh
Okay, May get busy soon. Wish me luck fr exams.
Love you people who read.Hehe.
Debarrment issue settled. I'm cleared! YAY!
Me going to the doctor tml.
settled another problem agn.
I realise i settle problems pretty fast and effective. Hmmh:D
And yes! i do get angry when i lose.. to ppl i think are nt worth losing to. Bad right? Haixx.
Competitive streak acting up
