alcohol is poison.
then why do you drink it?
because i have things inside of me that i need to kill.
my thoughts at 8:54 PM
Miserably loving you
Another day, another day I decide to
Waste away and contemplate how
Everything has changed.
And though we tried, not to compromise what burns inside
Your complex mind that changes everyday.
These deep breaths repeating
(My heart stops its beating)
And I don't know why these deep breaths repeating
(My heart stops its beating)
The sun has yet to set and you've already said good night.
Emily, please, there's nothing wrong with the way I light up when you're around.
Do anything you want, but don't leave me out.
Emily, please, just get closer to me.
A month went by, a month that I can't describe,
A month I've been trying to push aside and forget in time.
And now we are inches away, but we're miles apart,
So I'll dream of the day and how we felt at the start.
But dreams don't come easy these days,
And the colors, they fade into grays.
These deep breaths repeating
(My heart stops its beating)
She's determined to start a fight.
These deep breaths repeating
(My heart stops its beating)
The sun has yet to set and you're not here to say good night.
Emily, please, there's nothing wrong with the way I light up when you're around.
Do anything you want, but don't leave me out.
Emily, c'mon, this was going somewhere,
I won't let go of what we had
'Cause I'm a broken record that keeps on skipping back.
And I still miss her.
And I never thought that you'd leave me here all on my own.
And I never thought you'd be willing to take away my home.
'Cause there's no one to call and I'm so sick of being all alone.
And I'm stuck miserably loving you.
Emily, please, there's nothing wrong with the way I light up when you're around.
Do anything you want, but don't leave me out...
Emily, please, there's nothing wrong with the way I light up when you're around.
Do anything you want, but don't leave me out.
Emily, c'mon, this was going somewhere,
I won't let go of what we had.
Now I'm a broken record that keeps on skipping back.
Emily, please, just get closer to me.
my thoughts at 8:17 PM
a month have passed.
my next batch starts tmr.
soon my ns journey will come to an end.
cant believe im saying this but
i actt cant wait to study again.
i will most definitely miss these times though.
a time in my life where money is no issue.
where for once i can go out whenever i want
to where ever i want and more importantly
eat what ever i want instead of just
sitting down looking at others eat.
it has been fun while it lasted.
Like a fool she found me
In the late summer sky
Then came back to haunt me
on the fourth of july
I'm gone
To the next...
u were gone before i caught my breath
Hold on.
Because it always ends too soon.
I'm gonna get over you.
I'm ready to forget
I'm feeling hopeful yet
I'm moving towards a happy ending still
here's to a second chance
to love without regret
in living in the here and
now you're gone
only time will heal me
and the storm would subside
till my soul will break free
and give it one more try
oh god
To the next.
Hold on.
Because it always ends too soon.
I'm gonna get over you
u were gone before i caught my breath
I'm ready to forget
I'm feeling hopeful yet
I'm moving towards a happy ending still
here's to a second chance
to love without regret
in living in the here and
now
You will not make me fall
You never had me after all
This time you dropped the ball
and I'm moving on with my life.
I search for something true
I found i'm better without you
And even though we're through
I can't help but look back and smile.
I'm gone
To the next...
I'll be gone before you catch your breath
Hold on.
Because it always ends too soon.
I'm gonna get over you
I'm ready to forget
I'm feeling hopeful yet
I'm moving towards a happy ending still
here's to a second chance
to love without regret
to living in the here and
now
i'm gone
my thoughts at 1:25 AM