is a person's mood dependent on the songs he listens
or does the songs a person listens to dependent on his mood?

if it is the former,
i desperately need a new playlist.

Had It All

I met this girl when I had turned seventeen
We shared a class and she sat right next to me
As it turns out
We were something meant to be

So two years later when she contacted me
I was so excited that I couldn't believe
I said Baby, I will not forget this day

She was an angel
Who stepped in my hell
And made my world a better place to be

I still can't believe she's gone
And I don't know if I can move on
Because she was the best thing I'll ever have
And I'll never replace what's lost

The first years went by like we were in a dream
We started new lives in a brand new city
It was magic but it wasn't meant to be

He popped the question when I turned twenty-three
I was so excited that I couldn't believe he's my baby
But he's not the one for me

So listen baby
I know that you hate me
But I tried my best to make it all work out

We have it all
(We had it all)
We still have it all
(No we had it all)
We had it all so don't let it fade away because I need you

Here is what I'll say to you
I was dumb, I was a fool
And I know that I can be selfish
I regret the things I put you through
So please give me one more chance to try
And I swear you'll never leave my side
Because you are the best thing I've ever had in my life
Because you are the best thing I've ever had in my life
And I hope you'll give me one more chance to try.

So I'll curse the ceiling
'Cause it's the only thing
that's keeping me from
lying under the stars

To someone who thinks
he can do whatever he wants.

"Therefore all things whatsoever ye
would that men should do to you,
do ye even so to them." -Matthew 7:12

my tolerance has a limit. =)

Whenever i have a problem, I just sing.
Then I realize that my voice is WORSE than my problem.

Retrace

Oh, how I've tried to get you out of my head.
And I lied, broken words I said.
Never thought I'd walk on this street again.
Standing where it all began.

Tried to forget when I left this town,
But it takes me right back when I come back around.

Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
I'm right there by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards while the stars are falling.

Oh, how I find every subtle thing screams your name.
It reminds me of places of times we shared.
Couldn't live locked in these memories.
Now I'm chained to my thoughts again.

And I tried to forget when I left this town,
But I'll take you right back if you come back around.

Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
I'm right there by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards while the stars are falling.

I need some shelter, I need some safety.
Photographs, they haunt me lately.
Chasing shadows as the evening takes me.
I'm still searching, but the picture's fading.

Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
I'm right there by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards, still counting backwards.

And no where else has ever felt like home.
And I can't fall asleep when I'm lying here alone.
I replay your voice, it's like you're here.
You move the earth, but now the sky is falling.

Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
In my mind, I'm back by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards while the stars are falling.

is it ironic for someone
who doesn't believe in god
to believe in fate???

Part Of My Past

Make this ride as fast as I can
Tonight this road home feels a little longer
I hope you know that you were my best friend
Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more
Thanks for the best time of my life.

Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past

Emptiness swallows this town
From now on I will be alone for good
Will you remember my name?
I'm hoping that I will hear from you soon

Thank you for everything
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
So please don't be a part of my past