wah. din tegur aku tk update ni blog lol.
not my fault. internet spoil.
even now i hav to resort to 'using' other ppl's internet to go online n update this blog.
so sori to huever's internet i'm using.
=(
no bad intentions.

so it's been like 3 weeks since my jc life hav started.
not bad i guess.
the orientations was so2.
the 1st week was kinda boring but now that we're in our classes,
its starting to get more interesting.

i just found out i hav a very un-unique face lol.
form my klass, 2 ppl said i looked like some1 from their previous sec skool
and 1 hoki senior even said i looked liked one of their hoki graduates.
wtf. so unflattering.

n while we're on the topic bout faces, does my face really look that blur?!?!??!
i still remember my 1st few days in 1e1 wen ms pushpa walks up to mi and asked mi my aggregate.
i told her lar it was 218 then she asked mi, " are you sure u can cope in this class?"
wtf sia...
then in sec 3, mr tan also taught i cudnt make it in his stupid phy klass.
i forgot wat he said to mi lar but i was laughing inside sia wen he was all serious n concern bout mi.
eeee. i dun even wan 2 remember that incident lol.

then last thursday, during phy prac, my phy teacher hu also happens to be my ct (civics tutor aka form teacher) said "naufal... y is it that u always look distracted? just because u got into pjc, it doesnt mean u can be satisfied."
i was like wtf.
satisfied?!?!?! u got to be shitting mi lol.
i was regretting my o lvl results like wat lor.
i realli dunnu wat i was thinking back then sia...
studying wasnt even on my mind.
even during the paper, all i was thinking about was meeting her after that.
i was immature thinking that it wud last 4ever i guess.

and on another note, i know i said i had nvr hated any1 but now i hav one person i disliked.
abishiehk.
i hate ppl like him who makes jokes w/o thinking bout other ppl's feelings.
to make some1 laugh by making another person feel hurt is just fucked up.
somemore, there's always this 2 guys wif him, fairul n vineth.
they're not bad but they're like his fucking bitches lol.
where he go, they sure folo.
haish. i pity ppl like them hu completely hav no independence at all.
i pity abi too for having a brain n not using them.

of all the jokes he can make up, he choose to make fun of the way i say the letter r.
real MATURE abi.
y not make fun of my height or better still, y not make fun of mi for my hair being curly?
i was born that way u damn ignorant bastard.
the same way ure born a fucking black but u dun see me cracking racist jokes bout u for being black right?
that's cause i use my brain b4 i talk. i actt care bout other ppls feeling,
u apathetic lump of lard.
racial riots n world wars start because of ure type of thinking did u know that?
sheesh. just becasue i smile doesnt mean i'm not offended ok.
use ure brain lar which i assume u hav since u got into a jc.
i hope u mature soon lar abi.
n fyi, i dun hate u but i just dun realli realli realli like u.

until here then. i still got phy tutoriol havent do n gp notes to read n make notes.
sounds redundant but that's the instructions lol.
see u soon then to any1 hu reads this.
bye2.

my thoughts at 9:52 PM