wah. 2 week nvr update liao.
so so so sori.
the neglect wasn't intentional though.
the day after my last update, i was in malaysia for 4 days.
it was an impromptu trip however.
to put it simply, my grandfather passed away.
but after that, even after i came back sg, i just didnt felt like updating i guess.

but on a lighter note, i got my results liao. my o lvl results to be exact.
l1r4= 13. l1r5=16. not that bad i guess.
cud hav did better but wif the 'preparations' i did for my o,
i consider myself lucky to hav even been eligible to go to jc.

thru out the holiday i hav contemplated goin to poly n even tried looking for a poly course which i might be interested in. sadly, i found none.
poly is realli not for mi, the lifestyle, the constant decision of wat shirt to wear.
sheesh.
2 words.
MA FAN.
more like 2 chinese char n one word actt but hu gives a hoot.

k anyways, i passed up my jae thingy liao n my 1st choice is...
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pioneer jc! (haha, the lines thingy was lame, i know but i was bored lol)
anyway, i've always wanted to go to pjc but i seriously got no idea y.
the result will be out on 19 feb i tink.
if all goes well, i shud be able to go into pjc.
shud be.
their cut off point last year was 17, my r5 is 16.
it's cutting it quite close but i shud get in lar.
i hope so bah.

so got bout 2 more weeks till the result goes out n i seriuosly dunnu wat to do at home.
i've been watching 1l of tears lately to kill my time.
nice show but my connection speed is killing me.
i hav nvr been known for my patience but a 1 hour wait for a 20 min clip is just BS.
patience is a virtue they say but too bad i'm not a virtuous person.

another thing happened today, not so important i guess but lmq was on tv!!!
woohoo!
just a measly 5 mins appereance but i was on tv nonetheless!
smiling like some idiot.
hehe.
my powermove was on tv man.
mukahkahkahakhakhakhak.
haha, ok2, stop it seh.

kk lar, smapai sini saje post aku kali ini.
bye2.

my thoughts at 9:43 PM

ok, confirm liao.
i'm nocturnal.
it's currently 5.21 n i still cant seem to fall asleep.
yesterday i slept bout 7 am n woke p at 2pm lol.
but today going ngee an poly wif wai lum they all so must wake up at 10,
but yet, here i am, still awake...

kk, so lets begin wif my itinerary for these past 2 days.
not much lol, basically went to work, go home, played ps2, sleep then go to work again.
its a new cycle as compared to 2 years ago but still a cycle none the less.
man is a creature of habit so technically its not my fault lol that my life may seem dull n repetitive.

yesterday was no exception lol, after work, the moment i reached home,
straight away i turned on n played the ps2.
dynasty warrior 5 but an idiot cud hav infered that.
somehow, i didnt seemed sleepy n played until 7 am lol. (as stated above)
ate some breakfast which was originally meant for my father b4 i went to bed.
woke up at 2 n quickly bathed.
damn smelly sia...
after my bath, like a mindless zombie, once again i played the ps2.

mind u though, i am in no way addicted to the game.
i can stop playing anytime i want!(i hope so)
but i just wont stop playing until i unlock ALL the char!!!
it's the once in a million time that the perfectionist in mi wants to complete doing something lol.

then, about 4.50 i left my house to go to work.
wanting to do something diff,
(or more precisely cause i onli realised it after my sis pointed it out to mi that the bus exist)
i decided to take the bus 961 instead of the train to work.
damn damn damn BIG mistake!
instead of the usual 45 mins of boredom i hav to spent in the train,
i now had 1h 45mins of boredom to occupy myself wif.
woohoo!!!
(note:sarcasm above)

at the beginning of the trip, i was scared to death of falling asleep cause i fear that i might miss my stop but as i realised later, my fear was unfounded.
wen the bus was at khatib, i was still fresh but once it reaches dunearn, i fell asleep...
i dunnu how far woodlands is from dunearn exactly but the number of stops along the way was just F***.
i tot it wud be like the 168 i took to go to tampines that after a while, it would go to the highway or something.
but the bus i took, 961, stopped almost every 400m sia...
haish...

leaving woodlands around 5. i reached there bout 6 40...
wth... i'm suppose to reach my workplace at 6 lol.
a feat that can easily be accomplished by taking th mrt.
but noooooooooo, i haaaaddddddd to take the bus.
ish3..

nvm2, lucky today not that much customer lol.
28 to be exact.
28 ppl in a time span of 3 hours.
thats like 9 ppl every hour lol.
pathetic...
i'm not complaining though
as a matter of fact, i'm happy, lesser ppl = lesser work for me.
XD

so reach home today bout 12 plus.
thru out the journey home, talk on the phone lol.
it was actualli quite nice.
long time nvr catch up wif her liao.

and btw, i just got my pay today!!!!!
woohoo.
=)
i was expecting more though but i must hav calculated wrongly i guess,
$180 onli but still better then nth lol.

kk, so going back to story,
once i reached home, i played the ps2.
however, no surprise there lol.
at about 5am though, i was bored so i went online.

&her i am, 6.30am n still awake since yesterday while some of my frens are probably waking up to go to skool.
how i wish i can be like them...
i nvr tot i wud say it but i miss skool...
the uniformity, the organized time-table, no worries except test n hw...
haish.. realli cant wait for my hopefully jc life to start lol.

kk lar, thats all for today.
hav to sleep.
going out later.
bye2.
peace.

my thoughts at 5:19 AM

halo, ni hao?
just came back from work sia.
lucky my sis brought her laptop to school today, if not, i wud have preferred
to stay at home all day n rot.
rotting isn't that bad actually, once u get used to it of course.
it took me 15 years to master it but once u hav it, it's quite a convenient skill to have.

kk lol, stop crapping. so bout my day, woke up late today, bout 1 i think.
actually just wanted to go to the toilet n had intended to go back to sleep after i finished my business but i tot i saw nasi goreng on the table so i quickly go n bath.
very hungy...
but wen i put on my spec, to my dismay, i was greatly mistaken...
haish... it was some veg dish...
breakfast finish liao, so had to wait for my mother to cook lunch...

nvm2 lol cause after that, i played ps2, on an empty stomach if i may add.
i also dunnu y but recently i've been playing dynasty warrior as often as i can lol.
the multitudes of diff char just intrigues me.
the game revolves around the 3 kingdoms era but i realli dunnu wheter or not it is based on a true stori lol.

so later in the evening, bout 5, left my house to go to work, after i ate of course.
reach the hotel bout 6 n punched in my card n sat down.
havent dinner time yet so no customer lol.
so the very nice uncle a.k.a the chef cook for me some dishes w/ rice and i happily devoured them all!
mukhakhakhaka!!!
i was like a hungry ghost lol.

so then i finished work about 10.30 but had to set up all the table for tmr's breakfast.
left there bout 11 n reached woodlands bout 12 ish.
so here i am, once again updating this forgotten blog of mine.

it's kind of cool though since no1 reads this blog animore, i dun need to mind my tongue,
or my typing fingers so much.
too bad there's no1 i hate lol, or not it wud have been relieving to scold them online.

but to all the young kids who by some sway chance hav might stumble onto this blog n is reading this pathetic post,
its not good to hate some1 lol.
later "cepat tua". (thats malay for get old faster)
but seriously, hating some1will onli make life more misreable for ureself.
learn to forgive but not necessarily forget.
but if u really really really dun like that person, just ignore them.
dun treat them badly or anything, no good will come of it.

hehe, i sound like some old guy preaching to his great grandchildren sia.
kk lar, thats old for today kids,
see u nx time.
i'm off to play some dynasty warrior.
currently trying to clear all the char for the the wu territory.
cleared the shu liao so maybe tmr or the day after that, can finally play wei nx.
good night then.
wan an.

my thoughts at 12:09 AM

Bros over Hoes.

almost woke up late today cause realli didnt felt like going to work animore.
dun get me wrong though, the work is fine, not to tedious.
the atmosphere is great, a lot of frenli ppl but i just too lazy to work.
the onli reason i worked in the 1st place was because i wanted money to buy food wen i go out wif my frens or buy water wen i go break n i tink that i hav achieved that lol.
to last me until school reopens, i hope.

so reluctantly, i forced myself out of bed n staggered my way to work, yawning perpetually.
then after work, reached back woodlands bout 2 n was sleeping all the way from dhobby ghout to woodlands lol, as per normal.
went reach home, online for a while but feel asleep lol on my bed.
lucky hong zhou called mi, if not, i nvr wake up sia.

so bout 3.30, went wif hz to the woodlands gym, 2nd time liao.
just go ther to play2 onli, not that serious.
i dun wan to hav any bulging muscles lol, just want to keep fit during the holidays.
so used the threadmill n some other gym equipments which i honestly dunnu their name lol.
went home after that n reach home bout 5.
online once again n once again fell asleep, this time at the hall though.
hehe, wat u expect, i'm damn tired sia...

woke up at 7, bath then went out again to dome.
but just lepak2 onli. wasnt even there for one hour lol.
after that, went home, ate, played ps2 n thus here i am.
online but this time not sleepy lol.
i tink i'm becoming nocturnal, who knows.
XD

kk lar, thats all i think for today.
to whoever that is reading this,
good night. =)

editor's note:
i cant say i'm surprised at how things turned out.
i told u it wud end up like this.
siapa yg degil skarang lol? siapa yg kepala batu?
it all has happened before n wat scares mi is that even the duration for everiting was the same.
i just realli hope 2 years down the road, i wont find out ure pregnant as well.

my thoughts at 12:17 AM

i was woken up today by a call from ameerul at 8.
actualli i had football raining today wif rashidin they all but due
to some injuries obtained during yesterday's breaking session,
i was unable to attend the training.

so after i told him that, i went back to sleep n woke up again at 1
cause i going to tp for their open house wif rashidin they all also lol.
so i reached bns n saaw onli sabir there so waited for the rest.
after they all reach liao, we then took the bus 169 (or was it 168) straight to tampines.
i saw nicholas they all also in the bus.
they were headed for tp as well.

regarding the open house,
tp was boring, too me, rp was better.
but regarding the courses for which they offer,
i seriously found nth which interests mi.
poly life is really not for mi but i'm not even sure
whether or not i can get to jc sia...

haish... nvm2... we'll wait and see.

so went back to woodlands w/o din cause that nonok go out wif
his ex.
reach my house bout 6.30.

played syafiq's ps2 at 8 till 10 then after that went online.
was bored so i read my previous entries n was smiling
all the way while reading them lol.
it brought back so much memories.
it surprised me at how much somethings change and yet somethings
exactly remains the same.
(such as the way i type lol)

and that is the reason why i'm continuing this blog lol.
i realise that the reason why i write this blog was not so that other
ppl could read bout my life or to brag/ complain bout my life
but it's just so that a few years down the road, i can read it again n reminiscence
or reflect back at the way i think,
the way i live n
the way i see the world.

2 years ago, all i ever cared about was skool, hoki n break.
now i have reaslised that the world is bigger then that.
there are other things in life that can bring u happiness,
as well as sadness.
i hav learned to enjoy life more lol and cherish my frens more too.
the way i see my parents hav also changed though not for the better,
if i may add.

as the title implies, this year, i hope it will bring me
a new chapter of my life.
if all goes accordin to plan n i get to pioneer jc,
i hope to make new frens, learn new thing
and most importantly make new memories.

thats all for today then...
i have work tmr so sleeping early tonite.

goodbye and goodnite.
=)

my thoughts at 11:45 PM

the last time i updated this long forgotten blog was b4 my o lvl & now,
2008 has finally arrive n here i am waiting for my o lvl results.
how time flies...

many things hav happened along the way but i just didnt felt like writing it here in dis blog,
too personal i guess...

but finally, i got something to write abt...
today, my 'fren' called me a geek.
actually, his exact words to mi were,
"jangan pegang tu lighter", "geeks are not allowed to hold a lighter".
maybe 2 or 3 years ago, i wud have felt sad, unhappy or even angry
but now at the tender age of 16+,
i instead felt pity for him...

in my sincerest opinion, calling anyone fat, stupid, ugly or even retarded,
n for my case, a geek,
though it's not nice & impolite, is nevertheless completely acceptable.
(if its the truth)

but the moment these ppl discriminate them or make fun of them just because
for the way they are saddens me.
who are they to think that they are in any way superior to such "ugly", "fat",
or other such ppl that differs from the norm, physically unattractive or deemed
uncool...

i know he was joking wen he said that but it was his stereotype thinking
that saddens me.
wat differs between a geek n a 'non-geek'??
is it our brain?
or maybe it's our complete indifference to other ppl's idea of fashion???
but wat has that got to do wif anything?
y does one's brain or the way one wears their clothes make him different from the normal person standing next to him until that person has the right to make fun of the geek???

certainly i dun blame him for his mindset.
though its different from mine, he has the right to think wat he pleases.
maybe it's just his parents lack of guidance to teach him not to discriminate,
maybe deep down inside, jealousy overwhelms him,
maybe it's the media's fault for influencing the way he tinks by telling him wat's cool n wat's not...
the possibility is infinite...

but b4 i sign off this post, i would like to remind that person,
that i have long admitted that i am in fact, 100% a geek n i'm sure as hell proud to admit it.
n even if i was given a choice,
i'll pick being a geek anyday over an ignorant, apathetic, asinine neandertal such as ureself.
no offense but at least i wont hav to waste a year retaining sec 4 and another year in sec 5...

my thoughts at 11:49 PM