Yeah.. It's that old song. What I'm feeling right now is just to stop and stare. I don't know why lately I've been thinking a lot. No. It's not relationship-wise. It's more of financial problemos. Currently, I earn enough to support my lifestyle. Managed to get my license almost done and over with. Paid full for my bike license. Provided I pass my TP on my first try. Btw, my TP is on my birthday. How auspicious can that be.. But the problem is getting my first bike. I've been getting mixed reviews from different people. Of course, I will listen more to those who already got a bike. My quandary is on whether to get a first hand scram(XR200) or first hand cubs (sparkz 135) or second hand scram(wr200).
Personally, I will go for KTM but since it's a massive petrol guzzler, I guess WR200 can fulfil my lust for power and at the same time, lower on FC. But WR200 is an old model, so I will need some advice on it. Well, I can always turn to Rehan for help on this. Since both he and his bro got one for themselves. But the prob is getting full cash to pay the bike now. It's also so much cheaper than getting a first hand XR. As for Sparkz, it's not so cheap for a first hand but it's super low on FC. Can save money. But the prob is that I don't think I will feel safe riding it over the expressway. Why must life be so miserable? Oh well... Worse to worse, don't get a bike now. Save money to buy later on.
Talking about scrams, somehow I feel over the years, my hobbies are getting more expensive over the years. During the primary school days, it was just card games and digimons. During my secondary school days, it was just playing soccer and chilling out with friends. During my JC days, it was just skateboarding. So now, will it be dirt riding? I do have an interest in it. No use in getting a scram if I'm not gonna dirt-ride. But then again, it will be an expensive hobby and even more life threatening than skateboarding.
During my NS days, all I see and hear are guys enjoying the heck of their lives. Their reason to live? It is drinking with buddies. Going out clubbing. Fcuking gals out of their mind. For me, I don't do those stuffs. Some called me boring and thought that I have no life. Sometimes, I wonder if I really have a life. I have a nice and cute girlfriend, I have a decent circle of friends, my close buddies are nowhere to be found but heck, I don't mind some personal time. But come to think of it, it's been a while since I last skated. All those bike pracs are eating my time. Well.. I think it will still be quite a while for me to start skating like the old times. Cos after chiong-ing bike lessons, I will, most probably, go riding around Singapore with my bike. That's what I will love to do. I don't think I will ever be tempted to drink booze and I doubt I'm hot enough for girls to hanker after me. Is there anyone in my station with the same principles as me? I don't think so.
Am I really maturing or am I trying to be matured? Can't be I am maturing. Cos from last time, I have always known myself as an immature brat. But then again, shit happens. All I hope now is that I will not go down the wrong path. It sounds tempting. But I know what I really want already. Too precious to risk it all. Only time will tell my fate. But firstly, I really gotta learn how to bloody swim. If not, it's bye bye NIE. Damn! Where will I ever find the time? I need time to skate, I need time to swim, I need time to keep fit, I need time with my friends and most importantly, I need lotsa time with my precious. How the heck to juggle all that? Slowly man. Take one day at a time. And it will be over in no time. Just like my NS. Gonna ORD in 8 mths. Can't wait already.